"Duo'er didn't commit suicide because you ......," Sister Xu said, and I was stunned.

These days, I have suffered a great mental pain, I feel afraid, if something happens to Duo'er, I will have a disturbed conscience for the rest of my life, I feel sorry for Duo'er, if she didn't know me, I wouldn't hurt her, it's a life.

Later, Sister Xu told me that her adoptive mother had been in contact with Duo'er, and she probably had no money again, so she wanted Duo'er's money, and told Duo'er that Duo'er was her biological daughter, and she also met with Duo'er and took Duo'er to do a paternity test, and it turned out that Duo'er was her adoptive mother's biological daughter.

Her adoptive mother has been kidnapping Duo'er with all kinds of morals, calling her a traitor, rebellious, asking Duo'er to give her money, and asking Duo'er to report to her, betraying us, Duo'er can't stand such torture, and was driven crazy by her adoptive mother.

There is also the fact that Duo'er feels that she is her adoptive mother's biological daughter, which is an extremely painful thing, she is caught in the middle, of course, what happened, Sister Xu doesn't know very well, in short, Duo'er is facing such a thing, and she can't experience such pain.

When I heard Sister Xu say this, I was full of hatred for her adoptive mother, she just didn't see the Yellow River and didn't give up, she was used to it, I didn't think I would be kind to her anymore, of course, when I knew that Duo'er was her biological daughter, I felt very unhappy, and I didn't want Duo'er to be her biological daughter, of course, there were many things we didn't know at the time.

Sister Xu comforted me and said: "Don't blame yourself, it's not your responsibility, if you want to say that it's all our sisters who have such a thing, no matter what, you are Dudu's father, I love Dudu so much, you have to be good, even if you go to pursue your new life, that's nothing, I'm nine years older than you, many things look farther away, between men and women, not only love or something, we don't live for ourselves, there are parents, and children, life comes first, everything is good if the body is good, after the accident, I think a lot, compared to love or something, if something goes wrong in life, what else is important? ”

"Well, I know, I'll be fine, and so will you." After I said that, she smiled faintly and said, "I'll be fine, I may not be as fragile as you think." After she said that, she squinted her eyes and looked ahead, then stood up, and then thought about it for a while and said: "In fact, the pattern of people should be bigger, don't keep entangled, if these things can't be resisted, then how to face the bigger storms in life?" Conquered a lot of wind and rain, but in the end he hurt himself because of depression, can't be like that. ”

Saying that, she walked to the cabinet and looked at my collection of tea leaves, she picked it up and smelled it, and then said: "You are different from many men, sometimes I think if I am a man, I am not so stupid, I will be young every day, isn't it popular to say this now?" Are you afraid that you will not be happy if you have money? Men have many advantages. ”

"You can too, men and women are equal in society now, aren't you? You can also find a male model, the kind of man who is very handsome, has a good figure, and is young. After I said, she said: "You don't understand, women are different from men, women need to feel, how can they get it without feelings?" A lot of men are impulsive when they see young beauties, and they can't sit still, let me tell you, just the old guys in our group, I don't know it, they are well-dressed in society, and when they get to that kind of place, they will flow out, and all kinds of sticky words with other little girls, and they all have wives, and they can't pretend to be in front of their wives. As she spoke, she smiled crookedly, her eyes narrowed.

I didn't speak, and she said: "Unlike some people, who are sullen and can't do it, in fact, they also think in their hearts, so they always use morality to kidnap themselves, on the one hand, they think I want to be a good man, and on the other hand, they can't stand the temptation, and then they torture themselves there, I tell you, don't scare yourself." Isn't that what that's the case, besides, my sister is also a woman, and she also has seven emotions and six desires, as if you men think that women shouldn't have them, and be calmer. ”

She was hard to figure out, I looked at her secretly, she looked at me slightly, I said: "Actually, because of some things, I have been different from before, when I met you, I was not like this today, then I thought very simply, is to help you solve that matter, and then you can live well." ”

"That's a regret, isn't it?" She shook her body slightly, touched her face with her hand, and said: "No, when I was a child, when I was seventeen or eighteen years old, before I met you, I thought I could be a very good person, I thought about society very well, but then I felt that I saw some things, I became lost, became unhappy, more for some phenomena, my heart was full of hatred, hatred for some things, I always hoped that the person I could give my love was beautiful, I could have a very beautiful love, Of course, it means that what I can bring to the other person is good. But I'm disappointed that I didn't do a good job. Whatever the reason, I didn't do a good job. ”

"You think like this, it's easy to get depression, I think it's simple, I just want you to be well, in fact, I have more things to do, even if you marry Duo'er, you leave me, I just have Dudu, and my parents, we have a lot of fun together, we planted a lot of edamame, and then we made tofu together, got okara, fried bean dregs are delicious, I like to eat that hot locust flower, Dad told a few uncles in the countryside, they got a lot, and then Dad was there to dry, fried, Mom and Dad are baby me, Mom said Dad, you love your daughter-in-law so much, you see how meritorious your daughter-in-law is, she gave birth to such a good grandson for us......" Sister Xu smiled when she said this, she liked these very much, and she especially liked my parents to talk about the past era and the countryside.

At that time, I desperately wanted to get out of that place and go to the big city, but although some people were very rich, although they should live a prosperous and wealthy life in the eyes of many people, they always longed for the simple life of the past era.

But life is also because of experience, if you say never, then why don't you ask for it? She gave me the feeling that she was like the kind of senior sister with a very good family background, when I was in school, I saw those family conditions that were good, but the people were very good, and she was very friendly to us poor students, and she would care.

I've seen some photos of Sister Xu when she was in middle school, she likes to wear that sweatshirt, her hands are in her pockets, she is very tall, she looks straight ahead when she takes pictures, she is very generous, and she is not afraid.

Sometimes he smiles crookedly at the corners of his mouth, and his eyes seem to understand a lot of things, and he looks very precocious.

She was hungry and walked to the restaurant to get something to eat there.

I walked over.