Sister Xu looked at me slightly in the video, as if she didn't want to see me, maybe because she was unhappy with my things.

"One thing I told you, my parents mean that you are living in Hong Kong and don't come back for a while. Of course, Mom and Dad don't know much about the specifics, they just know that you will have some trouble when you come back, and that's what they mean. It's good in Hong Kong, I'll take the kids well. ”

When she spoke, she lowered her brow slightly.

"Well, okay, I know." After I said that, she lowered her brows, pursed her lips there, and suddenly raised her eyebrows, and her dark and bright eyes were facing me, she was really beautiful.

I feel like she has something else to tell me.

Looking at her, I said, "You and Dudu are good, you have worked hard with Dudu over the years." ”

After I said that, she turned her face to the side and fluttered her eyes and said, "I take Dudu, hard work is deserved, and I have also gained too much happiness, if I don't have this child, then I don't know what to do?" You don't have to worry about this, don't worry, Dudu has me with you, follow me to live in the future, if you want to come to see Dudu in the future, come and see Dudu, is this okay? ”

She said this because she was afraid that I would ask her for custody? After all, Dudu is our common child, and I can also ask for child custody, she means that we will be separated in the future, and we always have to talk about the custody of the child, and did she mention this matter at this time?

Don't say this, even if I marry her and we are separated, she wants to take Dudu with her, I definitely won't say anything, not that I don't love Dudu, but, I love her, what she told me, I will definitely promise her.

"Well, okay, I'll listen to you." After I said, she shook her body slightly and said: "Later, I thought a lot, I think between men and women, after all, it is difficult to be good all the time, that you will be small, there is a lot of freshness, and then you mature, know a lot of things, of course, I don't mean to blame you or anything, you have done so many things for me, regardless of everything, what you do, I feel that I owe you, I am older than you, live well, you don't feel sorry for me, there is no thing, you are looking for peers or younger than you after all, in fact, many times, The thing itself is not like that, it was you who brought a lot of self-constructed imagination at that time, Ding Kai said to me......" She said here, sneered and said: "Say that I have never loved him, I have been longing for that kind of love all my life, yes, before I met you, I didn't know what love was, I was busy working every day, sometimes I saw the love played on TV, I would be curious, and he said that I couldn't pass it, yes, women will wither without love, of course, I don't think I will be ...... in the future"

Over the years, in fact, there have been many years, I have changed, this change is not that I actively want to change, I have not given her the same love, warmth, care as a woman, sweet words for many years.

Some things, I feel very helpless, at this moment, with her, will bring her too many bad things, for the future, I don't know what will happen, from the time I decided to fight with those people to the end, I have thought, if there is no woman who loves me, it is good, if one day I fail, I will not let her suffer for me.

After experiencing these things, my thoughts about love have changed, love is giving, it is your arrival that can make the other person happier, love is not greed, it is not selfishness, but it is a kind of compassion.

When you were young, if you called the other party and the other party didn't answer, you would go crazy, always afraid that the other party would betray you.

I don't know if it's love or not, but I'm sure there's something selfish in it, and I also know that if you really love someone, you should want the other person to be good.

And through those life and death tribulations, I also gradually came to know that human life is too precious, and if there is no this, what is there left? Of course, it is also because of love, I can go on this path for her, for love, I can do anything for her, and I always think that I can't accept her who I love, lose her life, and be made to lose her life by those bastards.

So what is love after all? On the one hand, I believe in the power of love, and on the other hand, I also think that life is so precious, maybe love and life complement each other, they are all together.

Because life is precious because of lovers, love is sublimated because of compassion, compassion for the lives of those who love.

I think I loved her and I loved her all my life, and I loved her and no one else. And the things I went through, although others may seem to me to be full of filth, but I know that I love her.

Looking at me and calmly saying, "I'm not in love with someone else, my life is so simple, I'm almost forgetting about things between men and women." I know that as you, when you look at me, you don't think like this, but I still want to tell you that I haven't fallen in love with anyone else, but I'm afraid that because of what I've experienced over the years, I have lost the ability to love someone, and my heart is full of fighting. ”

Thinking of the impact I had on her, I said, "I may have changed, I feel that I can't love anyone, I even feel that love is a very tiring and troublesome thing, and there is something more important in life than love...... I don't love any woman now...... "Of course, there is more important than love in this life, and it is only because I fell in love with her when I was young.

If it weren't for this, I wouldn't have had anything to do with those people.

And the last sentence is not my sincere words, if I still have some love energy, I will definitely give it to her.

It's just that I do lose too much love energy, and sometimes it's not that it's intentional as men get older, but there are too many things that men need to pay attention to, and it's hard to be like when they were in their twenties.

In love, a man is like a river, a woman is like a lake, a woman can love all her life, and she will have the ability to love, while a man may only flow through that lake, at that age, and then flow forward.

She pursed her lips after hearing this, closed her eyes, and bit her lip with her teeth, she didn't want to hear this, she wanted me to love her, or what, she smiled faintly and said, "Maybe, you know what?" It was all really good, that year, the first time I saw you, you looked at me blankly, cautiously, a little flustered, went to get something, almost fell, and looked at me secretly like a little fool...... At that time, you were so small, youthful, so tender, when I saw Dudu, I thought of you, Dudu will grow up in the future, when I know you, it is also so pure, lovely, you at that time, it makes people feel distressed, I go to you, you buy vegetables, stir-fry vegetables for me to eat, it seems that I am afraid that I feel that the place where you live is too simple, when I go, you just clean up, clean up spotlessly, when cooking, look at the wall suddenly in a daze, as if the wall is a little dirty, when I go, You have to tidy up your hair, and bought me a pair of slippers, pink, very good-looking, sometimes I miss that time, although I can live in a mansion or something at home, but I miss that place, the Chinese medicine hall on Jianguo Road, opposite is a school, there is a small park, I parked the car next to the park, in fact, I was also very nervous, not afraid of people to see, but I didn't know what to love, I was curious......"

Hearing her say this, everything suddenly felt like a dream, and I waited for her to come and hug me in those summer days.

I'm obsessed with love, I've had a lot of beautiful fantasies, I want to marry her, we're in love, we're walking in the park, holding hands, I'm also full of curiosity and unknowns about her.

Sometimes I shudder when I think about all this.

When she said this, I suddenly thought of a lot of memories, and I thought if I had lost some of my memories and perceptions?

She suddenly pursed her lips and cried, crying and saying, "I can't think about it, many years have passed...... Actually, there is a part of me that is not what I behave at work......"

Seeing her like this, I feel very distressed, I think yes, if life is only as first seen.

What a beautiful thing it was, looking at her, I wanted to hold her tightly in my arms at that moment and take her back to the old days.

It's just that I'm forced to stay in Hong Kong at the moment, I have to find a way to solve a lot of problems, I'm already full of hatred and the idea of fighting, only by solving all this, we will have a future.