Chapter 208: Memories of the Past (1)
dreamed of returning to the earth to see Wenhui, and the heartache of losing love was deep.
Crape myrtle lay on the grass in the dream, very sleepy, very sleepy, and gradually fell asleep.
Dream, back to the previous life.
It was a blue planet, spinning alone in the lonely universe.
Golden October, autumn is crisp. Blue sky and white clouds, pleasant scenery. The osmanthus trees in the park exude a faint fragrance. The autumn sun is smiling, like a naughty little girl who is smiling incessantly, and it has sunk in the west.
The clear surface of the lake reflects the setting sun and the figure of a couple strolling side by side along the lake. Ten fingers are interlocked, tightly not separated.
The mirror-like surface of the lake becomes sparkling like a pearl of water. A gust of autumn wind blew, and Wen Hui's body trembled slightly, but it couldn't escape Hong Hong's eyes. Hong Hong took off his coat and put it on Wen Hui, Hong Hong took Wen Hui in his arms, stroked her head and said: Girl, remember to add more clothes in the future, such an adult, it still makes people worry so much. Hong Hong, that was the name of Ziwei in her previous life.
Wen Hui smiled and said, "You big idiot, if I don't do this, can you care about me! Fool, I will take good care of myself." The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't hide a trace of sadness in his eyes. The brilliant sunset reflects the couple's figures. The figure is long reflected on the surface of the lake. It's so beautiful and ephemeral. Hong Hong and Wen Hui hugged each other for a long time in the secluded woods. The sun sinks in the west, the moon rises in the east, and night falls.
They walked hand in hand on that familiar street, turned around and walked behind, and walked into a snack street, Hong Hong's handsomeness and Wen Hui's beauty immediately attracted a very high return rate. Wen Hui's face bloomed with a smile, which fascinated and amazed many people.
Hong Hong pulled Wen Hui to a restaurant and sat down in the amazement of everyone, they were regular visitors here. The owner of the restaurant came out of the house, busy making tea and pouring water. The boss asked, "This gentleman." Is it still the same as before?" Hong Hong looked at Wen Hui, who nodded. Hong Hong was signaled. Hong Hongdao: Boss, I'm sorry for you, just bring me a big bowl of wontons. The boss said, "Okay, this gentleman, please wait a minute".
At this moment, Hong Hong's mobile phone rang, Hong Hong looked at the mobile phone for a long time and didn't answer, Wen Hui said: Why don't you answer? Hong Hong handed the mobile phone to Wen Hui, Wen Hui looked at it, and directly pressed the hang up button!
Your wontons are coming! "The boss brought the wontons and bowed back. A simple and light bowl of wontons, Hong Hong scooped up a wonton with a spoon, and then blew it gently, Hong Hong said: Be careful of scalding" Before she finished speaking, Wen Hui ate it into her mouth, Hong Hong smiled and said: This girl is really greedy. ”
Wen Hui smiled happily, while Hong Hong smiled happily. In a few moments, all the bowls of ravioli were wiped out. After eating, they walked hand in hand through the street under the stars. A little starlight recorded the footsteps they walked, looking back, it was so beautiful. Maybe forever memories too. All emotions are contained in this wordless love.
Before they knew it, they were walking together on a hill on the outskirts of the city. On that hill, there are many of their beautiful memories, Wen Hui said: "Dear, hold me." Hong Hong smiled and said: "Silly girl, there is no one here, it's so bold" Wen Hui said lightly: I hate it. Hong Hong Lang Daxiao. Suddenly took Wen Hui into his arms, and they sat there quietly, watching the meteors that crossed the sky in an instant. Hong Hongdao: Hui'er, why didn't you make a wish when you saw a meteor today. Wen Huidao: I suddenly thought of the beautiful moment of the meteor, although it was beautiful, it was so short-lived, and it was exchanged for life. Sad. Hong Hongdao: Silly girl, don't think about it, be good. Under the starry sky at night, Hong Hong didn't see the change in Wen Hui's expression.
Hong Hong sent Wen Hui home, a famous villa area here, Wen Hui's home here, the starlight is still the same, and the moonlight is charming. Look at the city sky in the distance. The white clouds are so bright red against the neon lights. It's almost at the gate of the community. At this time, Wen Hui suddenly stopped.
Breaking free of Hong Hong's hand, Hong Hong looked at Wen Hui in surprise, Wen Hui said indifferently: Xiexie, you give my zuihou a ride. Let's break up!" Hong Hong suddenly became at a loss. I opened my mouth but didn't know what to ask, and my mood instantly fell from heaven to hell. Wen Huidao: Don't bother me again in the future, you will know that bothering me will not end well. ”
Hong Hong smiled self-deprecatingly, I can't ask weishenme, I still have today, I still don't deserve you after all. I can't hate you. Because I love you too much, I'll make me worthy of you, zaijian. ”
After saying that, he didn't look back, but turned away. The incomparable sadness made him cry. Wen Hui watched Hong Hong go away, and a tear crossed her beautiful face. It burst out on the ground and formed a heart shape.
Wen Hui muttered: I only love you, Hong. There is a fate to be born in the next life zaijian. Finally, when Wen Hui walked to the door of the house, he fainted. Hong Hong walked alone on the street, but he kept smiling with tears like rain, the starry sky was no more, and the scattered clouds decorated the sky.
Not far behind Hong Hong. A red Maserati sports car followed closely. In front is a bar. Hong Hong threw himself in, and he began to drink desperately, even though he usually didn't smoke or drink. Bottle after bottle, using alcohol to anesthetize one's nerves. to reduce your mental suffering.
Not far away, a woman stood at the door of the bar, and the woman had been standing there staring at Hong Hong for a long time.
When Hong Hong drank the ninth bottle, the woman finally couldn't help but step forward, snatched the bottle, and poured all the rest of the bottle on Hong Hong's body, Hong Hong's numb nerves were awakened by the cold beer.
This kind of thing is not uncommon in bars, but it is also unusual, many waiters and drinkers looked here, and the woman said: Look at what to see, and then look at your aunt and grandmother to let you lay off. The waiters knew that this was the proprietress and immediately retracted their heads. and went about his own business.
Hong Hong raised his head and said blankly, "Qin Yun, why are you?" Qin Yun's eyes were filled with tears. That soft look was enough to melt everything.
Qin Yundao: This bar is all mine, why can't I come, you didn't see your sweetheart, you're disappointed, right? Hong Hong didn't answer. You can cry for her and you can't do anything for me, can you?
Hong Hong said: "Qin Yun, don't say it, I'm sorry for you" Qin Yun cried: What are you sorry for me? What do you have to be sorry for? You love her so much, but you can't give me a little love?"
Hong Hong looked at Qin Yun's crying red eyes, sighed weakly, and gently wiped Qin Yun's tears with his hand. "Everything about you is so good, but you came into my life after her. And when I found out that you were the same, I couldn't split the feelings in two. Because there is only one her in my heart, even if she gives up on me, I will wait for her for a long time. If I had met you, she wouldn't have existed. ”
Qin Yundao: Is this what you call the reason?" Hong Hong smiled self-deprecatingly and nodded weakly. With a snap, Qin Yun slapped Hong Hong's face, attracting everyone to look at it again. "Hong Hong, you should be sober, do you still have illusions about her?
Hong Hong shook his head, and two lines of tears flowed helplessly. "Come home with me, don't be embarrassed here" Qin Yun asked Hong Hong to be carried into the car, and then quickly returned to her private apartment, layers of clouds and mist shrouded the sky over the city, making people feel the sadness of autumn.
The next morning, Hong Hong, who was sleeping on the sofa in Qin Yun's apartment, was woken up by a rapid phone ringing, and there were still large undried tears on the sofa. The cacophony of voices on the other side of the phone woke Hong Hong from his hazy sleepiness. Hong Hong rushed out of the door and rushed to the hospital not far away. Looking at the girl lying on the hospital bed. Hong Hong's tears fell unconsciously. Looking at the old man sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, it was so familiar and strange. But he couldn't cry anymore.
Hong Hong walked to Wen Hui's bedside and gently held Wen Hui's hand, Wen Hui's hand was very cold, looking at the bloodless face, Hong Hong's heart was full of anger, sadness, and more fear, because he didn't know what the consequences would be if he really lost her, and he didn't know what to do after losing her.
Wen Hui said: "You still came after all, why did you drink." "Don't you know Weishenme? You Weishenme want to lie to me, Weishenme won't tell me the truth. This is almost Hong Hong yelling, this is the first time Hong Hong yelled at Wen Hui. Wen Hui glanced at Hong Hong, her eyes were full of pain, helplessness, and more despair.
I don't know when, Wen Hui's father has already gone out. Leave Zuihou's time to them. Wen Hui looked at Hong Hong's face with the softest eyes, and recalled: My illness is doomed! I don't want to lie to you, but I'm afraid of affecting you. So I had to make this decision. My disease is familial matrilineal heart disease. My mother, grandmother, and grandmother are all women, and they all died at the age of 26, and this year, I happened to be this number, and I still didn't hide after all. When Wen Hui said this, she couldn't help but burst into tears. "And I, the night before your birthday, I was lying in bed reminiscing about the moments I had with you, but at that moment, there was a huge pain in my heart, which made me faint in pain, and when my father found out, he just cried blindly and didn't say anything.
Hong Hong's mind buzzed, because it was on the night of his birthday that Wen Hui became all he had.
Wen Hui didn't give Hong Hong much time to think, because she knew that her time was running out. Wen Hui glanced at Hong Hong affectionately, and pretended to be angry: "Don't you know to hold me!" Wen Hui snuggled in Hong Hong's arms and smiled happily. This is her safe haven. Give her a sense of security and be able to satisfy her own little happiness.
Wen Hui gently wiped the tears on Hong Hong's face and said, "Big fool, you still love me, right?" Hong Hong chuckled lightly and kissed Wen Hui deeply on the forehead, "Silly girl, I said it, I only love you alone in my life." ”
Wen Hui's face bloomed with a smile, and her beautiful smile was like a flash in the pan, although it was beautiful, it was so short-lived, it made people so sad. Hong Hong's heart was dripping blood. Wen Hui said: "Hong, I'm so sleepy, sing me a song and let me have a good rest." It was as if someone was calling to me not far away,
Hong Hong's body was trembling, but he also hummed, and sang slowly: the hoarse voice echoed in the ward for a long time:
Gently hold your hand and walk on the familiar street,
Quietly by your side. Taste the tenderness you give,
You leaned on my shoulder and let me feel it slowly.
Look at the branches of the great tree, and the winged birds fly away.
said that I would not break up, and my heart would be imprinted forever.
said that if you don't break up, you won't look back at the ends of the earth.
Looking at the sunset on the sea, you can also feel your tenderness.
The moment when the curtain came down with the singing. Wen Hui's hand slowly slipped down from Hong Hong's palm, and he also looked at Hong Hong's face the moment he closed his eyes. The corners of his mouth are also filled with a happy smile. This moment is like an eternal eternity. It's so miserable.
"Huihui" Hong Hong shouted hoarsely, his eyes were full of blood, his face was hideous, and his voice spread far and wide, even Qin Yun, who was sleeping, was awakened, in an apartment not far from the hospital, that was Hong Hong's home, Hong Hong's father Hong Jun sighed.
Hong Hong's body trembled violently. Tears poured out like springs, but he didn't cry, and took out the cosmetics that Wen Hui used to use every day before his death from Wen Hui's bag, Hong Hong gently held Wen Hui in his arms, afraid that Wen Hui would disappear in his arms. Hong Hong put down Wen Hui's long hair and gently helped her comb her long silky hair, Hong Hong was muttering to himself while combing it.
Help Wen Hui put on light makeup and help her change into newly bought clothes. Looking at that familiar and unfamiliar face, Hong Hong's heart was full of helplessness, loneliness, despair, and grief. Hong Hong Zuihou kissed Wen Hui's lips once. After tidying up his appearance, Hong Hong retreated to the bedside. Three deep bows. The rows of tears flowed onto Wen Hui's clothes, and it was carefully found that the tears contained a faint gold.
Hong Hong glanced deeply at Wen Hui again. Then he walked out of the ward without looking back, looking at the many family members outside the ward, who had already cried silently. Hong Hong "bang", knelt on the ground, kowtowed three times to Wen Hui's father, and then left without looking back......
This chapter of 7,000 words has divided me into two chapters, these 7,000 words, more than it took me to write 100,000 words, even if it's nonsense, I won't delete it, and, I'm here to say, a few people at the end are in these chapters, let's guess slowly, maybe there will be a little discrepancy, but it's not a big ,!! doctor let me rest for a day, there is no way!!