"It's nothing, I just think his body should be a man of infinite strength. Yan Jingxing didn't plan to tell the news that Chen Yang had died a long time ago, looking at the expression when he first mentioned it, he knew that these people had a good relationship, so his friends always thought that he was traveling abroad and was still alive and well. As for the rest, he will find out for Chen Yang, and he should repay him for saving Wang Shizhi.

Yan Jingxing sent people to investigate in many ways, and finally found a trace. Chen Yang did wander outside after coming out of Kacun, and he went to all the places where Kaxiu had been back then. But he appeared in the desert a year later to save the trapped Wang Shi, and accompanied him back to the Yellow Sand Castle, and died without even leaving a word.

Roughly extrapolating the time of Chen Yang's appearance, it happened to be the first anniversary of Kaxiu, and it was impossible not to worship with his attention to Kaxiu. After coming out of Kacun, he met Wang Shi, and what happened later. So did anything happen before you met Wang Shi?

If he was affected by Wang Shi, then it was impossible for Wang Shi not to be aware of the poisoning with Wang Shi's combat experience, and he didn't mention it when he returned to Huangsha Fort to see Uncle You, not to mention that if he could be easily poisoned, he wouldn't have suffered so many external injuries;

This also makes sense, with Chen Yang's careless character, it is easy to be poisoned, and the most likely thing to do is the water bladder, because walking in the desert cannot lack water even if there is no food. And he happened to save Wang Shi who was trapped in the desert, gave him the water in the water bladder to drink, and the two of them found the Yellow Sand Castle all the way, and the poison also attacked.

If it was really the latter, Chen Yang would not be blamed, if he hadn't met him, Wang Shi might have quietly disappeared into the desert, let alone bring him back news. There are many causes and effects in this world that are not clear.

But these are Yan Jingxing's guesses, there is no basis, and there are some unreasonable places.

Since the last place where Chen Yang appeared was Kacun, let's start from there. Moreover, Yan Jingxing had a problem with his intuition when he heard Zhao Quanfu talk about the cause of Kaxiu's death. He also asked about the situation of Brother Kaxiu, who is the current village head, Ka Jin, but Zhao Quanfu did not know, and only said that he was a man of few words. Thinking about it, he was obviously the eldest son, but he was robbed of the limelight by the third brother, and he was directly crossed over and handed over the position of village chief to the third brother, he should be unbalanced.

It's no wonder that Yan Jingxing thinks so badly of people, people's hearts are the most changeable.

In order to confirm his suspicions, he planned to go to Kacun to investigate. But his recent actions have been a bit big, in order to prevent leaks and startle snakes, he must find a reasonable reason, so he thought of a way to loot Kacun, after all, his reputation as a sand bandit is still very loud.

After listening to Yan Jingxing's words, Chu Yunyun said, "It seems that you are not a simple sand bandit." When he looked over, he quickly changed the topic, some things were not suitable for her to know, "Then you don't need to go in person, and bring so many people." ”

"I thought that if the village chief didn't know or didn't want to say it, he could ask other villagers, because it was easy for them to be scared by the number of people, so it was easy to ask. And after all, Kamo's prestige back then was very loud, who knows if he will leave something for future generations to protect Ka Village from being violated, I will never think too highly of myself and underestimate anyone. "Be careful to make the Ten Thousand Year Ship, which is why he has been rampant in the desert for so many years.

"Did you ask anything?"

"No, I used some means, Ka Jin only said that he didn't know, and he didn't know Chen Yang. I wanted to ask the others, but he and his reckless brother were left in the whole village. Although his brother was impulsive, he really wanted to protect him, and I kicked him to the ground and fainted, and he couldn't ask questions. ”

"Well, everyone else might be busy chasing me for me. Chu Yunyun was a little embarrassed after hearing him say these causes and consequences, he was too self-righteous and acted recklessly without knowing anything.

"Snort—" Yan Jingxing smiled when she saw her eyes dodging and didn't dare to look at him, "Don't you want to take revenge for being treated like this by them?" I can send a few people to you, and take revenge and toss as you like." "A little girl's family was driven out by the whole village, and the distance from the village to the oasis was not far, but she walked for most of the day, so it can be seen that she was far away, and she was frightened in the wilderness and hurried back to report the news all night, but she was misunderstood, beaten and scolded, and burned down. This kind of thing can collapse on ordinary people, it's better to vent it, don't hold back the final psychological distortion, it's bad.

Chu Yunyun shook his head and refused, saying, "I didn't expect you to be very righteous and courageous, with clear grievances." ”

"They treat you like this, don't you hate those people?" Yan Jingxing felt a little surprised by her behavior and felt that it was expected.

"I was a little sad and a little complaining when I was suspicious at first, but I can understand them, after all, if I were a different person, they might not easily believe what the disgusting person said. But when I was put there to be burned alive, I hated it, but this hatred didn't last long before you saved me. People will be helpless to hate when they are desperate and their hearts are dead, and while hating others, they are constantly regretting and torturing themselves. I'm better off now than I was when I was in the village, why torture myself to hate people I don't have to do with it?"

"Did you just forgive those people for hurting you?" Yan Jingxing heard this for the first time.

"How can I forgive if I hurt so badly, I'm not a saint. Chu Yunyun said, "Actually, everyone is like a mirror in their hearts, and I later saw that these people wanted to add crimes, but they just used me to cover up some things and vent the timidity and shame in their hearts." It's like the whole village went out to arrest me, saying that it was for everyone's good, but it was just a fig leaf for them, covering their timid and selfish nature. ”

"Do you regret saving them?"

"If I don't do that and I regret it, it will become my obsession in the future, and I will blame myself every time I think about it, after all, I don't have the ability to predict the future, and I really think that the sand bandits will rob money and kill people. Chu Yunyun smiled and said, "It's good now, the two have nothing to do with each other." It's not that I'm Mary, you know, sometimes it's good to be criticized and reprimanded. ”

"Oh?"

"People make faster progress in the process of making mistakes and correcting them. The ideas of the people of Kacun are obviously not right, but I will not blame them and make them realize the mistakes they have made and correct them. They are paranoid, selfish, and cold-blooded, and in the long run, they will only get worse, and sooner or later they will be guilty of crimes in the hands of fierce people. Arrogant and self-accustomed people are once beaten down and crushed, and the price at that time is believed to be very tragic. So I don't hate them, but I don't forgive them either. ”

In fact, the environment in which Chu Yunyun has lived since she was a child is very simple, or she is too well protected. The three aunts teach in elementary school, junior high school, and high school respectively, and she will not be disturbed by things that have nothing to do with her studies. Until I graduated and worked, I always lived around the school, and I didn't really step into society. Although the school is also a small society, the people and things she comes into contact with are very simple, and there are not too many things that are enough to radicalize the evil roots of human beings, or it has nothing to do with her, and she can understand a lot of careful thinking but will not take the initiative to care about these.

Obviously, her previous personality was not suitable for this place, so she was very grateful to them, it was they who made her recognize some human characteristics, grow up quickly, better adapt to the harsh environment, and learn how to survive.