Chapter Ninety-Four: A Conversation About Love Before Life and Death
Among the people in the National Religious Academy, the realm of folding sleeves is not the highest, but the combat effectiveness is definitely the strongest, if there is a fight between life and death, even Chen Changsheng is not his opponent, because he has incomparably rich combat experience and the terrifying will that has been tempered between life and death, but he has no experience in this kind of thing, let alone any understanding.
"Doesn't she hate you very much?" he asked directly.
Chen Changsheng smiled, not knowing how to answer this question, but this smile made him feel the rust-like taste faintly coming out of his throat. That's the smell of blood. His expression changed slightly, his consciousness moved slightly, he sat and watched himself, and then fell into a long silence, his face very pale.
Originally...... Is this the case, is it possible to say that my twenty-year-old limit has come early?
He could clearly feel that all the meridians in his body had been broken once, but he didn't know why, the thousands of blood holes on the meridians had now been burned and coagulated, and he didn't continue to bleed, and then, he understood why, because he felt her blood flowing in his body.
The clear and slightly cold lake water flowed slowly around the wooden pillars of the small building, and the sound of footsteps sounded, Xu Yourong and Tang Thirty-six walked into the building. Tang Thirty-six motioned to fold his sleeves and leave with him, so only Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong were left in the building, the lake was still flowing slowly in the building, and the little black fish was no longer as excited as before, but the pit of the date didn't know where it went.
Chen Changsheng and Xu Yourong looked at each other quietly, no one spoke for a long time, and the venue was very quiet, and even seemed a little lonely. He thought to himself that he was a man after all, and some things should be said by himself, pursed his lips that were a little dry, looked at her and said seriously, "I'm sorry." "Ferry to see the new festival
There are many meanings in this simple sorry, such as he concealed his illness, such as his life was not good, which affected you, such as not being able to continue walking with you.
Xu Yourong looked at his eyes quietly and said, "That night, you said that you had a secret that you wanted to tell me, this is it?"
"Yes, I have not been in good health since I was a child, and after I was ten years old, my spirit overflowed from the broken meridians, and the master concluded that I would not live to be twenty years old, but ......"
Chen Changsheng was silent for a while, and continued: "I thought that I could live to be twenty years old, I still have more than three years to live, I thought that it was really possible for me to change my fate, I wanted to try it, but I didn't expect that my twenty years old came early." β
Xu Yourong said, "Then?"
Chen Changsheng looked at her snow-white face, and could think of how much effort she had put into saving herself before, really hard work, and said softly: "I'm sorry." β
Xu Yourong walked to the window with his hands behind his back, looked at the starry sky in the night sky, and said after being quiet for a while: "You were going to sue me at the time, I didn't want to hear it, so I don't need to apologize." β
Chen Changsheng was silent for a long time and said, "Fortunately, the marriage contract has been dissolved. β
"Or I'll become a widow?" Xu Yourong didn't look back, his voice became cold.
Chen Changsheng could understand her feelings at this time, some moved, some comforted, and more uneasy, looking at her back and saying, "I will die." β
Xu Yourong's voice was even colder, even a little indifferent: "Then?"
Chen Changsheng said: "It is possible to cure the disease of folding sleeves, but my disease really can't be cured." β
Xu Yourong still said those two words: "Then?"
Chen Changsheng continued: "Su Li's predecessor is so chic and spacious, and he doesn't agree to let his daughter marry Folded Sleeves, how can your parents agree to you marrying me?"
Xu Yourong said: "I don't need the orders of my parents, my teacher is gone, and my marriage is my own business." β
Chen Changsheng said: "What about Niangniang, she spoils you so much, takes care of you so much, don't you need to listen to her opinion." β
Xu Yourong's voice was very calm: "I have never listened to any opinions of others in my affairs, and if you are really Prince Zhaoming, then whether you are sick or not, about to die or live forever, Niangniang will not agree to me marrying you, so there is no point in your question." β
The starlight fell on the surface of the lake, was reflected, and fell on the small building, a piece of silver, which also outlined her figure with a silver edge, looking very beautiful, as if it could go away from the wind at any time.
Looking at her figure, Chen Changsheng felt that he was getting farther and farther away, and said in a low voice, "What about me?"
Xu Yourong turned to look at him, his skirt rose with the wind, and his voice was as cold as the wind: "What about you?"
Chen Changsheng looked at her eyes, and had no intention of backing down: "I won't let you marry a dying person, I don't want you to tell the world about our relationship, our marriage contract has been dissolved, as long as we don't admit it, then after I die, no matter who you marry, it will be much more convenient, such as ...... Akiyama-kun. β
After waking up, confirming that his meridians were broken, his life was gone, and his days were numbered, he began to think about some problems. This was his true thoughts, this was his own decision, he thought he would accept this qiΔ very calmly, but when he said that she should marry like Akiyama-kun in the future, he didn't know why, but there was still a sour feeling in his heart.
Xu Yourong looked at him quietly, didn't speak for a long time, and just when Chen Changsheng thought she would walk away, she suddenly said: "Just like you said, the marriage contract between us has been dissolved, so there is no relationship between us, in this case, what qualifications do you have to discuss how to arrange me after death in the tone of your fiancΓ©?"
Chen Changsheng didn't know how to answer, because what she said was right.
"But I'm going to die, and I'm going to die soon. β
"Everyone will die, and Emperor Taizong and Zhou Dufu will also die, this is a common thing. β
"I'm just worried about you. β
"Rest assured, while you live, I can die for you, just as you can die for me. β
This is the warmest love words, the most sincere confession, but Xu Yourong said very calmly and indifferently, just like telling a simple and simple truth, water is flowing back, the sun will rise again, everyone will die, we are a couple with the same path, and we can naturally dedicate our lives to each other.
If it were someone else, he would definitely not be able to adapt to the contrast between this kind of love words and mood, and he was speechless. But Chen Changsheng's temperament is also very special, he didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but felt that this was what he liked her. Because he is also a similar person, no matter whether he is facing life and death or ****, he will put his feelings in the deepest part and face and deal with them with a calm attitude.
β...... But I won't live for you. While you live, I will live my life, and if you die, I will live well. β
Xu Yourong looked into his eyes and said, "But first you have to fight to live, I also want to fight to let you live, I don't want you to die." β
This is the end of this conversation about love before life and death.
She calmly won the debate.
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(There's another chapter in the evening.) The original title is a dialogue about love before life and death, and I also want to name it: Then. But because when I released it, I found that the word love and love couldn't be displayed, and I was angry, so I preferred to use this title, I don't understand, where is this word sensitive? I'm really angry. οΌ