§§ Chapter 190 I didn't leave to see him
§§ 190 Leaving is not to see him
"If there is no love, where is the hate?" Xiaolian looked at Wei Ruge and said softly: "I have always served by your side, I know your thoughts, you have never forgotten the Thirteenth Master, even if you hate, you still have hope for him, don't you?"
"I don't know......" Wei Ruge stretched out his hand to cover his head, "I feel a headache when I think of this." ”
"Don't think about it so much, let it be......" Xiaolian held Wei Ruge's hand and used force.
On this day, Wei Ruge sat here with Xiaolian for a long time, and the two of them recalled all the things they had experienced from their realization to the present, good and bad, happy and sad, just like the reunion before separation.
Finally, before leaving, Wei Ruge said to Xiaolian, don't come to the Prince's Mansion again, just be a little woman at home and wait for Dong Xiao to come back, you are still young, you can have a lot of children, stay away from those rights and wrongs.
"Princess!"
When Wei Ruge pushed the door to leave, Xiaolian yelled at Wei Ruge.
Wei Ruge turned his head, looked at Xiaolian, and smiled faintly, "It's been a long time since I've heard you call me that......"
"I'm serious, if you want to leave, just go back to the Thirteenth Master......" Xiaolian looked at Wei Ruge and said seriously.
"Hmm. Wei Ruge didn't want her to worry too much, so she nodded.
Are you really going to leave?
Xiaolian suddenly felt very reluctant, and tears naturally flowed, "Princess, Xiaolian will miss you." ”
"I'll miss Xiaolian too. Wei Ruge nodded, turned around and walked out of the room.
The snow outside was even bigger, and Wei Ruge walked into the snow step by step, letting the white snowflakes fall on his head.
"Little master!" the little maid hurriedly walked over with an umbrella and propped it up for Wei Ruge.
Wei Ruge stretched out her hand to push the umbrella away, stood in the snow, raised her head, greeted the endless wind and snow, tears fell silently, there is no banquet in the world, is she going to face separation again?
After going back, Wei Ruge began to have a fever, which made her feel sore, and she had no strength at all, so she could only lie on the bed, looking weakly at the sky outside through the window.
knew that if she took medicine casually now, it would have a bad effect on the fetus, so no matter who tried to persuade her, she shook her head and didn't take medicine.
Yan Shun, the official who hadn't appeared in front of Wei Ruge for a long time, hurriedly came when he heard that Wei Ruge was sick but refused to take medicine.
"Ruge......" Qi Guan Yanshun called Wei Ruge softly, reached out and touched her forehead.
"Qi Guan Yanshun, do you really like me?" Wei Ruge asked weakly, tilting his head and looking at the handsome face.
"Of course, why do you ask?" replied in the affirmative.
"Then let me ask you, what would you do if I had a miscarriage that day?" Wei Ruge couldn't fully open her eyes because of the severe burn, but her eyes were surprisingly good, and Qi Guanyan Shun's flash of embarrassment was captured by her at once.
"Hehe, okay, you don't have to answer, I already know the answer......" Wei Ruge chuckled twice.
"Ruge, I'm ......" Qi Guan Yanshun held Wei Ruge's little hand, which was hot and hot, like a small stove, "You still have to take medicine, if you continue like this, your body will collapse." ”
"You don't need to take medicine for this little illness, and taking medicine is not good for children. Wei Ruge shook his head weakly.
"Is it because this is his child, so you are a baby?" Qi Guan Yanshun's heart tingled badly at this time, and the hand holding Wei Ruge was obviously hard.
"Heh......" Wei Ruge smiled, "This is my child, he is in my belly, he is my ......"
"By the way, Qi Guan Yanshun, I have something I want to discuss with you, I hope you can promise me. Wei Ruge looked at Qi Guan Yanshun and said softly.
"What's the matter?" Looking at Wei Ruge's expression, Qi Guan Yanshun had a bad premonition in his heart.
"I ...... I want to leave, I feel that this place doesn't belong to me......" Wei Ruge looked at Qi Guan Yanshun and said his thoughts, "I want to leave when I get better." ”
"You're crazy!" Qi Guan Yanshun stopped Wei Ruge, "With your current body, where can you go?" It's freezing outside, you said you were leaving the Prince's Mansion, aren't you slapping me in the face!"
"I've been thinking about it for a long time and I've decided. Wei Ruge said unhurriedly, "But I don't know how to say to you, to say sorry to you, or to say thank you ......."
"Over the past few months, you have taken great care of me, I really thank you, I have tried to accept you wholeheartedly, but ......"
"So I'm going to say I'm sorry to you, I promised you to stay by your side well, but I'm afraid I can't do it, even if my people stay here, but my heart has gone away......"
"Wei Ruge, you love Nangong Yuelan so much! You can't let him go like that! Even if you want to go to him with a big belly when it's freezing and snowy?" Qi Guan Yanshun's voice began to tremble, and he couldn't accept it.
"Are you wrong...... I didn't think about looking for him......" Wei Ruge shook his head and smiled miserably, "He doesn't want me anymore, even our children can be killed ruthlessly, even if I go to him, what's the point?"
Wei Ruge's gaze began to lose focus, and at some point, the corners of his eyes were already moist, "No matter how much I miss him, how much I love him, what's the use? I don't want to live by his side so humbly, like an accessory who is not needed at all, if that's the case, I'd rather go alone, go to a place where no one knows me, give birth to a child, and then raise him alone......"
Nangong Yuelan ...... Now he is the emperor of the Tianyang Kingdom!" Qi Guan Yanshun told her the news that he had never told her.
Wei Ruge didn't have any reaction or change in expression when he heard this, he just shook his head, "He has nothing to do with our mother and son now, I just want to live my own life......"
Qi Guan Yanshun listened to Wei Ruge's words, was silent for a long time, and finally easily opened the hand that was holding her, sighed and said: "I know, you take care of your body, and when you take care of yourself, I will arrange someone to send you out of the prince's mansion." ”
"Thank you, Qi Guanyan, Shun...... You're a good person......" Wei Ruge smiled at Qi Guan Yanshun.
"Rest well, I'm leaving. Saying that, Qi Guan Yanshun stood up, turned around and left.
"Qi Guan Yan Shun!" Wei Ruge stopped him, "Try to accept the crown princess, in fact, you love her in your heart, but you haven't found out ...... yet"
Qi Guanyan Shun listened, nodded, and then didn't say anything, and strode away.
After getting the verbal consent of Qi Guan Yanshun, Wei Ruge began to nourish his body, cold and fever is a headache, and he can't take medicine, so he can only use some hot water ginger soup or something.
So after raising it for a long time, she gradually recovered, and her belly was getting bigger day by day, Wei Ruge calculated the next day, it should be born in two months, so she had to quickly find a place to settle down, and then quietly waited for the birth of the little life.
The weather has been snowing, and on the day Wei Ruge was leaving, it finally cleared, I don't know if God took special care of her.
Wei Ruge wore heavy clothes, a cloak, and walked to the carriage with a small stove.
Qi Guan Yanshun hugged Wei Ruge, and finally retained, "Do you really want to leave? really don't stay? I promised, I will do everything I can to be good to you!"
"Qi Guanyan Shun don't be like this...... We said yes. Wei Ruge is in his arms, and he doesn't struggle, sometimes if a woman makes up her mind, her heart is much more ruthless than that of a man.
"I see......" Qi Guan Yanshun nodded, "I'll personally send you away." ”
"Aren't you going to see Xiaolian?" Dong Xiao walked up to Wei Ruge and asked, "She has always been thinking about you." ”
"No, when we meet, we will inevitably cry again. Wei Ruge smiled, reached out and patted Dong Xiao's shoulder, "I will entrust Xiaolian to you, you must take care of it." ”
There was no one to see her off, so this farewell ceremony was particularly simple, because Qi Guanyan Shun wanted to see her off, so he helped her into the carriage.
Sitting in the carriage with a small stove in his hand, feeling the swaying of the carriage, Wei Ruge asked curiously, "Where are you going to take me?"
"Going to one, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I think it's the best place for you to live. Qi Guan Yanshun said, smiled at Wei Ruge, and suddenly said teasingly: "Hey, I'm really reluctant! I thought I could hear you sing and see you dancing again, but it's a pity, it's a pity, it......'s a pity."
"Hehe, what's the pity? I can't dance anymore, but I can sing the song!" Wei Ruge said with a smile.
"Then I don't know if I have an ear blessing now?" asked Qi Guan Yanshun.
"Come, prick up your ears and listen carefully......" Wei Ruge smiled, and then began to sing: "The night breeze is gentle, blowing away the bamboo leaves, and the flowers are flying." In the old days, the peach blossoms reflected their red faces, alone on the windowsill, and the vicissitudes of life in the mirror......"
The carriage swayed and sang, all the way along.
Tianyang Kingdom, in the Palace of Nourishing the Heart.
Nangong Yuelan sat on the soft chair and looked at the person in front of her, thought about it, and still opened her mouth to keep him.
"Situ Xuanao, although we were once hostile, and you gave me a lot of difficulties, but in the end we still reached a consensus, and I can now sit on the throne, and I also have a part of your credit. Nangong Yuelan said.
Situ Xuanao lowered his head and did not speak.
"Now is the time for me to employ people, and you are a rare talent, how about it, think about it, stay, I will reuse you!"
"Isn't the emperor afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past?" Situ Xuanao said faintly, and then a gloomy smile appeared on his face, "The emperor should know that I have come to this day for revenge, and my purpose is to bring down all the royal family to the underworld, if I stay here any longer, I will plot against you!"