Chapter 237: Notes
"That's it...... Second brother, didn't you have any premonitions before?" Xu Luo's voice was a little bitter, and he looked at Xu Jie with a nervous expression, for fear that he would make some irrational moves.
"They all slept in the same bed, how could they not notice it at all?" Xu Jie said with a bitter face: "It's just that I originally thought that I could really influence her and untie all the knots in her heart, who would think...... Alas. β
"Now...... Your parents went to Liu's house, what do you think?" asked Xu Luo.
"Hey, what can I think? Accept your fate......" Xu Jie said.
Xu Luo looked at Xu Jie with a puzzled expression, this is not the second brother he knows, definitely not!
Xu Jie patted Xu Luo's shoulder: "Third child, you are still young, there are some things you don't understand, Xiao Yun is gone, if I don't cooperate with this scene at this time, then my family ...... But it's a complete shame. β
"It's really nice that you can figure this out. Xu Luo let out a sigh of relief.
"By the way, third child, do you have a ...... in your hands What elixir can improve strength?" Xu Jie asked casually.
"Hmm, what?" Xu Luo became alert again.
Xu Jie smiled bitterly: "Xiao Yun is gone, my mother is going to marry me a woman who I am completely unfamiliar with and has no feelings, do you think I have anything else to do besides practicing hard?"
Xu Luo couldn't help but be a little silent, the second brother, he knew very well, before he met Mo Yun, he didn't get close to any women at all!
It can also be said that he was born slow and insensitive to women, and he was worried about the second brother's parents at that time, especially the second brother's mother, who was always worried, afraid that his son would only know how to strike iron in this life, and not know how to pass on the lineage.
Later, with Mo Yun, Xu Jie's world became a little richer, but in fact, Xu Luo and the others knew in their hearts that the second brother would only love Mo Yun as a woman in his life.
Xu Luo silently took out the casting technique that was like black iron poured, thought about it, took out the chalcedony bottle again, poured out three pills from it, and said: "This pill is what my brother and I got from that ancient ruin, called Blood Pill, one should be able to improve people a lot, you take these three first......; Now, I will also give it to you as a wedding gift, no matter what, second brother...... I hope you'll cheer you up!"
Xu Jie took the casting technique and blood pill in Xu Luo's hand with a happy face, first carefully put the blood pill in a small jade bottle, and then, opened this casting technique, only looked at it a few times, and then his breathing became short, glanced at Xu Luo, and said seriously: "With it, I can forge a divine weapon!"
At this time, the little fat man knocked on the door outside: "Second brother, have you finished speaking? Hurry up, it's time to kiss!"
"It's here!" Xu Jie replied in a deep voice, and then smiled at Xu Luo: "Third child, thank you!"
"It's all my own brothers, what are you talking about?" Xu Luo smiled bitterly: "Let's hurry up and get ready, let's go and kiss!" "Okay!" Xu Jie's voice trembled slightly, but he was barely controlling his emotions.
Xu Luo sighed in his heart, but he couldn't help.
Xu Luo and Xu Jie came out of the room, and there were nervous people waiting.
Xu Luo looked at the little fat man and said, "Over there...... Really agreed?"
The little fat man nodded and said, "I should have agreed, the news came back, saying that I want to prepare here and go to the Liu family to marry!"
"Wait!" A woman's voice suddenly came from outside, and a blue figure ran in quickly, but it was Lan Xin, the fiancΓ©e of the little fat man.
"Xin'er, why did you come back?" The little fat man looked at Lan Xin, whose eyes were red, and wondered, "What's wrong with you?"
Although everyone is in a heavy mood because of the second sister-in-law's matter, it hasn't reached the point of crying like this, right?
Lan Xin raised a notebook in his hand and choked up: "Sister Yun is so pitiful, her heart has been tormented and has been struggling......"
As he spoke, Lan Xin handed the notebook to Xu Jie: "Second brother, take a look for yourself." β
Xu Jie silently took the note, the handwriting on it, he was very familiar with it, the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing, very atmospheric, not like a woman's words at all.
remembers that he once told Mo Yun about this: "If you only look at words, not people, you will definitely think that you are a strong man." β
Mo Yun sighed faintly at that time: "It's just not a man's body!"
Now that I think about it, all kinds of things in the past are like clouds of smoke and clouds, like dreams.
The little fat man glared at Lan Xin and whispered, "At this time, aren't you making trouble with this thing?"
Lan Xin looked aggrieved: "What's wrong with the people!"
The little fat man had to lie down next to Lan Xin's ear and say about the current decision of the Xu Mansion, Lan Xin's eyes widened, he looked at the little fat man with a look of self-reproach, and said softly: "Then, what should I do now?"
"Cold salad!" the little fat man rolled his eyes.
Xu Jie silently looked at this notebook, which only took a few notes, turning the pages one by one.
"I was defeated, and I wanted to die and live, but I felt shameless to face those subordinates who had died because of me. β
"I have a very high opinion of myself since I was a child, and I often say that I only hate myself for not being a man, only to find out that my self-esteem is very high, but it is just an ignorant conceit, and even, I am far from even a few wealthy children, I have been calculated again and again, but I can't do anything. β
"I watched my subordinates decrease day by day, the smiles on everyone's faces completely disappeared, my heart was dripping blood, I hated myself, and I hated those who calculated me......"
"I have decided, I will lead my troops into the sky, I will let everyone know the truth, I Mo Yun, I am not a traitor! Although I am defeated, although I am abandoned by my family and country, I am still a person of Dayan! I will never let the sky be better, I will make them pay the price they deserve!"
"The arduous trek, the careful hiding, the soldiers did not complain, Zhou Bo also comforted me and said: General, we will definitely be able to come to Jitai! In fact, I know Zhou Bo's thoughts about me, but that is impossible, in my eyes, he is just a capable general, but he is not my good match, if this does not happen, I may choose a big hero who stands up to the sky! But now...... All I have left in my heart is desolation, I can't return to my home, I can't return to my country, my future? Do I still have a future?"
Wei Ziting...... This man is insidious and cunning, but he took the initiative to cooperate with me, I have checked, he is indeed as deep as the sea of people who calculated me, but I am his enemy after all, is he reliable?"
"The few people who have taken refuge in me don't feel good to me, they are too gangster, I don't like it, but I can't help it, I can only use them to do things now, they are local snakes after all, and they only recognize interests...... I'm going to use them to contact Wei Ziting as well......"
"After all, it was calculated, Wei Ziting is shameless and cunning, I have taken precautions, but I didn't expect that he could mobilize so many troops, wanting to besiege my subordinates, and wanting to capture me...... Zhou Bo desperately killed out of the Lu, and before he left, he told me that he was going to ask for help from those who were calculating me, but I didn't agree, how could I ask the enemy for help?"
"Zhou Bo told me that if the other party does not agree, it will be nothing more than a death, and if he dies in a foreign country, do he still care about the way to die? If the other party really agrees, then there will be a chance to break into the enemy's interior, and there will be a chance to take revenge in the future! I am still thinking, this is just a joke, they hate to kill us all, how can they agree to such a ridiculous thing?"
"Even if those people who calculate me have a grudge against Wei Ziting, they are the people of the sky after all!"
"I didn't expect that Zhou Bo really succeeded, and I didn't realize until later that the person who calculated me the most ruthless actually liked me, which ...... Was this a dream? I was framed by the villain with aphrodisiac medicine, I just wanted to die, but I was saved, I was only thinking about committing myself to the enemy for the time being, and when they were defenseless against me, I would attack again!"
"He was so nice to me...... I'm pregnant......"
"What should I do?"
"What can I do?"
"Kill him, he's my man! Although I hate him, I hate to tear him into pieces, but he is sincere to me!"
"The two countries are at war, did he do wrong? No, but did I hate him? He hurt me like this...... Shouldn't I hate him?"
"I was at a loss, I thought I could make an easy decision, but when I thought of the child in my belly, it was my child...... It's also his! Only now do I realize how happy it feels to be a mother...... Do I really want to finish this myself?"
"Today, he told me that he wanted to take me back to the imperial capital and marry me, I was very conflicted, if it was in this life, it would only be in Xu Luo's fiefdom, maybe ...... Can you go to the imperial capital? and see his parents and the emperor...... I, Mo Yun, whether I live or die, am a person of Dayan! If I want to prove my innocence, I can only attack those people!"
"He is very happy, saying that being able to marry me is the greatest luck in this life, I want to kill him, I want to kill his whole family, I want to kill the emperor of the sky...... But if I do do this, if I die with them, I am sorry for my child, and if I get away with it, what will I do with my child in the future? How will I tell him? Shall I tell him that your father was killed by her own hand?"
"I can't make up my mind, although his mother doesn't like me, but she doesn't treat me well, his father and the emperor of the sky have actually expressed their appreciation for me, should I really do it?"
The further back the notes, the more messy the handwriting became, Xu Jie saw that his heart was turned upside down, this iron man who almost never shed tears, his eyes were red at the moment.
"Xiao Yun, I didn't know that there have always been so many thoughts in your heart......" Xu Jie sighed and looked at the last few pages of the note.
"I'm going to get married tomorrow, but my heart is at a loss, I can't do it at all, I ...... I don't think I love him, I think he made me who I am today, and I should hate him...... But my heart ...... For what...... It still hurts, it hurts so much that you can barely breathe?"
"I seem to be able to feel the baby in my belly moving gently, doesn't it take five or six months to move? Why is he so restless? Why do I feel so happy when he moves?"
"It's almost dawn, and I finally can't make this decision, Mo Yun...... You're such a cowardly woman......"
Seeing this, it was already the last of the notes, the paper was dotted with tears, and many of the handwriting was almost blurred.
Xu Jie's heart also hurt as if he was being pulled.