19. Unintentional harvest

When Aisha returned to the hotel, she sensed that Lynn looked at her strangely - although Lin tried her best to hide it, the incongruity in her bewilderment did not hide from Aisha's eyes.

"You...... Did you see some memories related to me in Lethe?"

"Eh, eh!, what wet sauce is you'll know!"

"Because of your current performance, it's normal to think about what you've done during this time, right?" Aisha said, her eyes suddenly sharpening, "I said...... You don't see something you shouldn't see - like I was forced to put on cat ears by some unscrupulous big sister......"

"Hey, it turns out that the wet sauce is still so exciting...... Uh, I mean the unbearable past?"

“......”

Seeing that Rin's performance didn't seem to be cheating, Aisha also dismissed her plans to move on to the next step - if she did give Lin some embarrassing past, she was actually planning to perform Aisha's amnestics......

On the other hand, Lin also obviously thought that if she had shown some unnatural consequences just now, her whole face would turn dark.

"Speaking of which, I also care about whose memories you see...... After all, the people I knew, except for the enemies I killed, almost all of them died. ”

Lethe collects the memories of people who have passed away, but among those who Aisha is more familiar with who are no longer there, many of them are guys who occupy a large sense of existence in history, and if Lin can stay awake in Lethe, it is not a very unlikely event to see the memories related to Aisha.

"But I think it can make you feel troubled now, and most of the memories you see are quite different from my current image, right? It seems that it should be a relatively long history...... I wonder if it's my enemy or my friend's?"

Aisha uncharacteristically showed a very strong interest in this, and Lin thought about it carefully, and she frowned a little—I'm afraid that for Aisha, it was now a state of nostalgia for the past, right? After all, the memory of the Lethe River is the memory of the deceased, and it must be someone who has left her......

Lin scratched her sideburns embarrassedly: "Actually...... I only saw it for a moment. ”

"Don't sell it, it's rare that I have a little nostalgia for the past, tell me what you saw, I just took the time to remember that guy......"

"All I saw was snowflakes in the sky, and the earth covered with snow...... And also...... Wet sauce you ......"

As she spoke, Lynn's voice became smaller—thinking of the face in her memory, and she suddenly realized that this might not be a wonderful memory for Aisha.

"Really...... At that time, my expression should have been like crying and laughing, but I was holding back both of them, right?"

As a result, it seems that Lin has seen a very distant memory......

The air suddenly became much duller, and through the transmission of the air, Lin could clearly feel Aisha's heartbeat and confusion in her thoughts at this time.

"Wet sauce...... Sorry, I didn't mean to see it......"

"Stupid, I don't blame you, this memory is not an unbearable and unspeakable past for me. Aisha touched Rin's head and smiled helplessly, "Just like my expression at the time, although sad, but not painful - for me, it's a turning point in my life, right?"

"However, the important person is definitely not happy when he leaves him, right?"

Indeed, that's why I was sad at that time. Aisha nodded in agreement, but then denied, "But that's just the sadness of the result of 'leaving', and what you see is not just 'leaving', it's 'goodbye'." ”

"Farewell?" Lynn was bothered by Aisha's words, but it did sound like there was a subtle difference.

"Some people have to stop, while others have to keep going...... Because there is something that must be done, I can't stop and stay with them—yes, it's goodbye. One side said goodbye, one side resigned, the last and the last, I carried their eyes, thoughts and blessings to continue to move forward, and they also looked at my back step by step out of their sight - no matter for whom, this is not a sad ending. ”

Although Aisha's tone was very flat when she spoke, unexpectedly, Lin felt an inexplicable blood rush.

[This feeling ......]

"Isn't it a feeling of blood?...... Hawkers,It's no wonder.,After all, although Lin looks like a cute Lori,But she also had a male identity in the past.,It's reasonable that you don't have resistance to this feeling~"

Lynn's every move fell into Aisha's eyes, and Aisha couldn't help but laugh at Rin.

"Uh, wet sauce, don't spoil the atmosphere you created......"

Obviously, I was still very moved just now, but as a result, all the good atmosphere was ruined by Aisha.

Speaking of which, it should have been a very sad scene in the eyes of others, but after a few words from you, as a bystander, I actually began to feel my blood boiling...... In a sense, you're such a scary person. ”

He's a master of playing with people's hearts......

"Terrible...... It's not unreasonable for you to say that, such a person will indeed make the other party feel terrible......"

Aisha suddenly threw out a sentence that made Lin scratch her head.

"What's that...... Wet sauce, don't always throw out some lines that seem to be very philosophical but actually don't know the so-called at all, as your disciple, I say that there is a lot of pressure, and there will always be an illusion that the IQ is not enough......"

"You kid......"

Aisha flicked Lynn's head with her index finger, and the latter immediately covered her forehead and pretended to be pitiful.

"Obviously, you have a look in your eyes that you really want me to explain—next time, at least hide the excited emotion in your eyes......"

"This shows that I am eager to learn, and not all disciples are willing to listen to the master's long-winded reasoning. ”

“......”

Sure enough, because after a long time, Lin has slowly let go of her mind? Aisha still remembers that Lin was a scared bunny all day long, and now she can start to joke with herself?

However, well-behaved and obedient students are really good, and they can satisfy their desire to preach...... Being a teacher really still has the pleasure that other professions don't have~

Aisha picked up a cup on the table and poured some water into it.

"If a cup is compared to a person's psychological capacity, then the water in it is like all kinds of negative emotions in people's hearts...... But from the outside, the walls of the cup cover the liquid inside, and if the line of sight is in line with the surface of the cup, you can't see how much water is inside. Similarly, a person usually can't see how many dark emotions he has hidden in his heart. ”

"There is a limit to what a person can bear, and if it is not exceeded, a person can still maintain normal performance, but if the water in the cup exceeds the volume of the cup...... Aisha pours water into it again until the water overflows from the cup, "the cup will no longer be able to restrain the water in it, and when it comes to people, there will be various phenomena such as loss of reason, loss of judgment, and mental decadence." ”

"Normally, the water in the cup rises very slowly, and it can maintain a relative balance just by evaporation, but at some point, the water in the cup will grow at a very rapid rate, and in an instant, it can grow to the point where it breaks through the limit of the cup...... There is basically no way to avoid this, after all, human beings are emotional creatures, and even well-intentioned people cannot avoid the emotions of anger, hatred, fear, and sadness on certain occasions - the strange kind of emotionlessness that I have not mentioned. ”

In Aisha's view, the so-called devastation of emotions is nothing more than an escape from reality after being played bad, which is not beyond it at all, and it is almost the same as being disqualified in the world.

"It stands to reason that there is no way to deal with it, and that is to increase the volume of the cup...... However, this is simply unreliable behavior - because the capacity of the human mind is not something that can be quantified at all, and the larger the cup, the more water it contains, and the more troublesome it is to get out of control. The right thing to do, I personally think so......"

Aisha continued to pour water into the cup, but this time, the water did not flow out of it - because the water in the cup and the water that was still being poured into it froze, and as Aisha continued to pour water, the ice surface became higher and higher, far beyond the height of the walls of the cup.

"Since negative emotions are unavoidable...... Isn't that okay?"

The one who really has courage is not one who does not know fear, but one who understands fear and can take it to his own advantage and move on.

In such a person, fear becomes the energy of courage, anger becomes the source of reason, and sadness becomes the motivation to move forward...... So, in the eyes of the enemy, is this the most terrible enemy? Unconsciously, the focus of our attention has shifted from the past experience of wet sauce to such a ignition point - worthy of wet sauce, even if you want to open the topic, you can say some big truths!"

The second half of Lin's comment made Aisha's eyes twitch immediately.

It's getting harder and harder to coax children now—that's what Aisha thinks right now. But this time, it will be related to this, in the final analysis, it is because Lin saw that memory that Aisha inevitably became literary and artistic.

“...... Anyway, it was an event that had a very deep impact on me, after all, I had a time when I was affected by negative emotions...... Huh?"

Aisha suddenly seemed to think of something.

"Wet sauce, what's wrong?"

"Anyway, I've been misled by someone too...... But thanks to your wonderful assistance from Lynn, I suddenly cleared my mind a little. ”

Those seemingly brainless curses, reckless terrorist attacks, maybe the focus and ultimate goal is not what most people care about at all - no, it should be said that their goals are more ambitious than everyone else's, and they are all direct...... I'm afraid most people in the game can't think of this layer, right?

"Sure enough, Lin, you are my treasure!

Aisha suddenly hugged Lynn and rubbed the other man's face vigorously.

"Huh!?wet sauce, what's wrong with you......"

"Lin, in order to thank you for your assistance, I will take you to have a big meal tomorrow night, although I am not going to eat, but Lin, you don't have to worry so much, let's improve the food!"

"Can you let go of your stomach and eat a big meal!? I'm going to ...... No, I don't even know what's going on, and it sounds like you're going to make something happen...... Uh, but you can eat it with a free stomach...... Can eat with a free stomach...... I can let go of my stomach and eat ......."

Looks like Lynn agreed.