The train is speeding away, and the winter scenery outside the window has a unique flavor;

Zhuang Feng is accustomed to taking the train, but does not like to take the aircraft, although the speed of taking the aircraft is faster and more time-saving, but Zhuang Feng likes the feeling on the road, and likes the infinite beauty of the scenery of the country that the train runs on the land of Jinguo;

On the train from Jiangzhou to Pingzhou, Zhuang Feng was sitting quietly by the window of the box, with a cigarette in his hand, as if he was intoxicated by the so-called infinite scenery outside the window;

Xu Wei and Yang Lin were playing two card games that could be played next to him;

Xu Wei played cards with that, glanced at Zhuang Feng, turned his head and said in a low voice, "Who did you say the young master was looking for this time?"

"Woman;" Yang Lin replied casually;

"Nonsense;" Xu Wei said to the person who was a little speechless;

Xu Wei Yang Lin and Zhuang Feng have been together for too long, although Zhuang Feng didn't say anything, but Zhuang Feng's longing expression, Xu Wei Yang Lin on the road is not blind, he can already see it there, and he guesses that Zhuang Feng should be looking for someone this trip;

"Is it really going to be with Zhou Shaotuan?" Yang Lin responded to Xu Wei;

"Looking for Zhou Shao, we should go to Tingzhou, we are now sitting on the train to Pingzhou;" Xu Wei looked a little unspeculative;

"You've said everything, and why are you asking me what to do?" Yang Lin asked rhetorically;

Xu Wei looked at Yang Lin and put on a lazy look of ignoring you;

With the sound of the radio of the train arriving at the station, the train arrived in Pingzhou;

Xu Wei saw that Zhuang Feng was still sitting there like that, stood up with there, walked to Zhuang Feng's side, and said loudly: "We have arrived;"

"Young Master, Seventh Brother?" Seeing that Zhuang Feng did not react, Xu Wei continued to talk to him;

Zhuang Feng finally reacted, retracted his thoughts and asked, "Have you arrived?"

"It's here;" Xu Wei replied seriously;

"Let's go, then;" said Zhuang Feng;

As Zhuang Feng finished speaking, Xu Wei and Yang Lin also moved, packed their luggage and prepared to get out of the car and leave;

Zhuang Feng, Xu Wei, Yang Lin got out of the station, and Yang Lin ran to rent a car;

When Yang Lin went to rent a car, Zhuang Feng stood on the square of Pingzhou Station and sighed to himself: "I'm back again, are you still there?;"

Xu Wei didn't talk, just watched from the side;

After a short time, Yang Lin rented a car and drove in front of Zhuang Feng, and Zhuang Feng and Xu Wei also got into the car immediately;

"Go to Pingzhou Normal School;" After getting in the car, Zhuang Feng said calmly there;

With Zhuang Feng's words, Yang Lin also drove off;

Zhuang Feng came to Pingzhou, indeed as Xu Wei and Yang Lin guessed, this was indeed to Pingzhou to find people, and it was indeed to find a woman;

Four years ago, Zhuang Feng met a girl named Cai Wei, and Zhuang Feng at that time belonged to a rare life of some leisurely and quiet life, and Cai Wei at that time was still a student of this Pingzhou Normal School;

Zhuang Feng and Cai Wei met, inexplicably or love does not need a reason, Zhuang Feng was moved by Cai Wei; this is the first time that Zhuang Feng has been tempted by another girl six years after the death of his wife, and there is still a deep taste of love there;

Perhaps, Zhuang Feng owes a lot of romantic debts, and if he owes more debts, there will naturally be corresponding retribution;

Zhuang Feng began to fight with others again in that summer, and once again began to wander; Zhuang Feng knew what kind of situation he was, and that kind of upheaval life made Zhuang Feng unable to pursue his beloved;

Zhuang Feng is sometimes too rational, and in his own upheaval of existence, he thinks that he can't give Cai Wei anything, so he gritted his teeth and stomped his feet with Cai Wei to break up;

If it is just Zhuang Feng's wishful thinking that he loves Cai Wei, then Zhuang Feng does this by himself, no wonder others;

In this way, Zhuang Feng's actions were not only self-inflicted, but also stabbed Cai Wei to scars;

Nine times out of ten, Zhuang Feng has no choice but to do this, or the popular saying is to meet a woman who wants to take care of her whole life when she is the most powerless;

Just imagine, Zhuang Feng at that time was chasing and living a life of exile, and Cai Wei was still in the college student era when she was not deeply involved in the world;

Zhuang Feng needs to live if he wants to live, because if Zhuang Feng is confirmed dead, then those brothers, friends and relatives who are still alive related to Zhuang Feng will be wiped out by Jindu;

Zhuang Feng must live, how can Zhuang Feng, who must be alive, stay with Cai Wei? Or Zhuang Feng will introduce Cai Wei into his state of existence?

Some people may say that everything can be thrown away for love, including life, perhaps, Zhuang Feng when he was young believed this statement, because Zhuang Feng and his wife experienced life and death together;

Perhaps it is precisely because Zhuang Feng and his wife have experienced life and death together that they have come together, and that experience is too painful, so Zhuang Feng will not bother other people, especially Cai Wei, the only girl who made Zhuang Feng move his true feelings many years after his wife's death;

Zhuang Feng really can't bring Cai Wei into the turbulent state of existence under the banner of love, so Zhuang Feng is naturally destined to lose Cai Wei, and that feeling will pass away;

Of course, this is just a whispering luxury, or Zhuang Feng also knew that he was too hurt by Cai Wei, and did not want to continue to have Cai Wei, but only hoped to see Cai Wei again in his lifetime and embrace it once, so that he would have no regrets in his life;

After many years, the world has changed, Zhuang Feng returned to Jiangzhou, and re-supported the Zhuang family; Zhuang Feng also got a temporary peaceful life, and Zhuang Feng wanted to realize her with such a luxury back then;

Zhuang Feng finally arrived in Pingzhou again in this winter with the countless dreams of whispering and picking roses;

Pingzhou Normal Academy, when Zhuang Feng and Cai Wei met, Cai Wei was still studying here;

Zhuang Feng arrived at Pingzhou Normal School again, looking at those familiar things, there was a bit of a complicated feeling in his heart;

The campus is still a little deserted during the winter vacation, and some of the animals that were originally raised here are gone, which is quite cold;

Zhuang Feng didn't speak, just lit a cigarette and walked silently on the campus, looking at those familiar scenes;

Looking at Zhuang Feng's silence, Xu Wei and Yang Lin didn't say anything, nor did they approach Zhuang Feng, but were at a distance that let Zhuang Feng follow within their line of sight;

Xu Wei looked at Zhuang Feng from a distance where Zhuang Feng was standing in the cafeteria and burned a cigarette, and said to Yang Lin there: "You said that the person the young master is looking for will be our new heroine?"

"No;" Yang Lin said casually;

Yang Lin's words made him say something affirmative, which made Xu Wei have some doubts;

"In the past ten years, how did the young master come over, although he didn't tell us, but how we lived, you should know; I think the young master had a hard time in those ten years, more difficult than us, in that state of existence, how could he keep a girl;" Yang Lin said quite seriously;

Xu Wei understood Yang Lin's words, and from Zhuang Feng's arrival on this campus, he changed to a rather heavy or longing expression; Xu Wei could see from Zhuang Feng's expression that Zhuang Feng had a deep affection for that girl;

After ten years of upheaval and displacement, Zhuang Feng will not let a girl who is still in her student days follow him to live a life of upheaval;

"I've met such a girl before;" In the silence, Yang Lin suddenly said there;

Xu Wei looked at Yang Lin and suddenly said this, he didn't seem surprised, and said as if jokingly: "I can't see that Linzi is still an amorous species;"

Yang Lin smiled, looking quite bitter, and didn't say anything more;

"Ten years, who hasn't encountered it;" Xu Wei looked at Yang Lin's somewhat bitter smile, and said with emotion;

Following Xu Wei's words, Yang Lin looked at Xu Wei, and it was rare to see that Xu Wei did not have the not very serious appearance on weekdays, but a look similar to Zhuang Feng;

Xu Wei also looked at Yang Lin, learning from Yang Lin to put on a rather bitter smile, and didn't say anything more, just continued to walk around the campus with Zhuang Feng;

Zhuang Feng walked around the campus very carefully, and it took half a day to finish, and the sky also darkened, and it entered the night;

At night, Zhuang Feng and Xu Wei Yang Lin found a place to live, it seemed that they were affected by Zhuang Feng, and they didn't talk too much at night, but just settled down and rested;

Early in the morning, Zhuang Feng and Xu Wei and Yang Lin set off again, according to Zhuang Feng, to a county capital under Pingzhou;

Yang Lin drove the car, Xu Wei was silent in the passenger seat, and Zhuang Feng habitually rested his head on the side of the window;

Arriving at the county government, Zhuang Feng led Xu Weilin to a township middle school, and then Zhuang Feng walked around there carefully;

Although Zhuang Feng left, he did not let go, and occasionally went to inquire about some news about Cai Wei, and he knew that Cai Wei went to this township middle school as a teacher after graduation;

Cai Wei became a teacher, which is also in Zhuang Feng's expectation, after graduating from Pingzhou Division, in addition to being a teacher, there are not too many other choices;

After Zhuang Feng and Cai Wei worked, they set off to Pingxi;

"Do you want to inform Zhou Shao when you go to Pingxi?" On the way to Pingxi, Xu Wei asked there;

Pingxi is already on the border of Pingzhou, connected to Tingzhou, so Xu Wei will have this question;

"No, stay in Pingxi for one night and go to Tingzhou;" Zhuang Feng responded to Xu Wei's question;

After Zhuang Feng finished speaking, Xu Wei didn't say anything more;

For Xu Wei, this trip was the most boring since he traveled with Zhuang Feng;

In the evening, Zhuang Feng and Xu Wei Yang Lin arrived in Pingxi, and according to the address given by Zhuang Feng, Yang Lin parked the car on the side of the road;

Zhuang Feng got out of the car, looked around, and lit a cigarette in his habit, and his originally dignified expression was replaced by an expectant look, as if he was looking for someone;

"Walk around;" Zhuang Feng said aloud to the other place, lighting a cigarette;

With Zhuang Feng's words, Xu Wei and Yang Lin also followed Zhuang Feng, wandering around the street at will;

Zhuang Feng didn't say who he was looking for, and Xu Wei and Yang Lin could only wander around aimlessly;

Zhuang Feng seemed to be wandering around, but he kept looking at everyone who walked by;

Yes, Zhuang Feng is looking for Cai Wei, Zhuang Feng actually doesn't know Cai Wei's home address, only knows that it is probably around here, just like Zhuang Feng has thought countless times, looking here, if there is a fate, maybe you will meet Cai Wei;

Most people will have a habit of taking a walk after dinner, and Zhuang Fengzheng prayed there that Cai Wei would also come out for a walk after dinner, and then let him meet him;

Zhuang Feng took Xu Wei and Yang Lin to wander until late at night, and did not meet Cai Wei, which made Zhuang Feng a little disappointed;

It was late at night, and Cai Wei had already fallen asleep, and Zhuang Feng also gave up continuing to meet by chance, so Yang Lin found a nearby hotel to stay;

"If you have something to say, just say it;" During dinner, Zhuang Feng looked at Xu Wei and Yang Lin's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and asked there;

"Is this looking for someone?" Xu Wei asked with some hesitation;

"Find a beauty;" replied Zhuang Feng;

Seeing that Zhuang Feng no longer seemed to be so heavy, Xu Wei was also interested, and continued to ask there, "Who?"

Zhuang Feng looked at Xu Wei's curious appearance, and told Xu Wei and Yang Lin about him and Cai Wei;

"Isn't it stupid for me to do this?" Zhuang Feng asked after talking about Cai Wei;

"It's quite stupid, I don't even know the specific address of the person, I just met by chance in this range, and it was in this winter;" Xu Wei said unceremoniously;

"I also think it's quite stupid;" Zhuang Feng smiled, not minding Xu Wei's words;

Yang Lin looked at Zhuang Feng's smiling appearance, and there was a little unbearable look, but he didn't say anything;

Zhuang Feng is really stupid, I don't know Cai Wei's specific address, but I just rely on the geographical environment of the school that Cai Wei probably said in my memory that it is a few minutes away from Zhuang Feng's current location, and then I met there by chance, which is really not ordinary stupid;

A few hours away, it doesn't sound far, but the radius of these few minutes is too wide, and the chance of encountering it is too small and too small; especially Zhuang Feng is not even sure whether Cai Wei has gone home during this winter vacation, if not, then Zhuang Feng's approach is really too lazy to say;

Zhuang Feng actually understands this truth, but hopes that Cai Wei will go home this winter vacation, and there is still a little interest in going to the place where she once studied and lived;

"What if she has someone else?" Yang Lin said suddenly in silence;

With Yang Lin's words, Xu Wei was the first to react, and slapped Yang Lin's head casually, and at the same time said in his mouth: "Crow's mouth;"

"Linzi, you think too much; Xiaowei already has other people;" Zhuang Feng said with a smile, but no matter how he sounded, he looked a little bitter;

Zhuang Feng actually always knew that Cai Wei already had other people, which was normal, and there would always be many excellent boys around young girls;

"Then you still have to look for it?" Yang Lin ignored Xu Wei and continued to talk there;

"From the moment I say that I have broken off, I don't have the luxury of being able to continue, I just need to see each other again, even if it's just a glance from afar;" Zhuang Feng said calmly;

"Boring;" Yang Lin said a rare word that was different from usual;

"I think it's boring too;" Zhuang Feng said with a smile, not as if he didn't mind Yang Lin's words;

"Anyway, it's boring, so I'll accompany Brother Qi to be bored;" Yang Lin seemed to have the feeling of Xu Wei possessing him;

With Yang Lin's words, Zhuang Feng laughed with the others, laughing quite happily;

"It turns out that Linzi wasn't born like that, and he would be so unserious;" Xu Wei looked at Zhuang Feng and smiled, joking with Yang Lin;

Yang Lin returned to his usual appearance, and did not react to Xu Wei's jokes, but just continued the unfinished dinner;

After dinner, Zhuang Feng and Xu Wei and Yang Lin both rested;

In the early morning, Xu Wei and Yang Lin followed Zhuang Feng out to meet by chance;

On the first day, I didn't encounter any roses, and on the second day, I didn't encounter them,......

For a whole week, I didn't encounter Cai Wei occasionally;

I didn't meet Cai Wei occasionally in a week's time, which made Zhuang Feng a little frustrated;

"Maybe we don't have fate;" Zhuang Feng sat on the front of the car, burning a cigarette, and said a little dejectedly there;

"Who said that?" Xu Wei followed;

"Brother Qi said;" Yang Lin continued;

Zhuang Feng listened to Xu Wei Yang Lin's words, knew that he was supporting Zhuang Feng, smiled with him, and continued to look at everyone who walked by;

Another week passed, and Zhuang Feng still hadn't been able to meet Cai Wei by chance;

"The New Year is approaching, they should come out to purchase items for the festival;" As time passed, Yang Lin still insisted on supporting Zhuang Feng;

"Yes, go to a nearby restaurant to see if you have ordered a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner;" Xu Wei seemed to remember something, and said with quite excitement;

"I know Cai Wei, but I don't know her parents;" Zhuang Feng said there;

With Zhuang Feng's words, Xu Wei was quite hit;

"Or maybe she's going to order;" Yang Lin continued to support Zhuang Feng and said there;

Before Zhuang Feng or Xu Wei answered, Yang Lin continued: "I'm responsible for checking the restaurant;"

"The Chinese New Year's Eve dinner is usually made at home;" Zhuang Feng looked at Yang Lin and the appearance of being ready to move, and continued there;

With Zhuang Feng's words, Yang Lin was also deflated, with a listless appearance;

"Wait a little longer, if Xiaowei hasn't met her when she goes to work at the beginning of school, then it's really the end of fate;" Zhuang Feng looked at the deflated Yang Lin and said there;

Xu Wei listened to Zhuang Feng's words, seemed to remember something, and said out loud: "Why don't you go to school?"

"The impact is not good;" Zhuang Feng replied calmly;

Zhuang Feng has thought about seeing Cai Wei again countless times, and naturally he also thinks of going to the school where Cai Wei works, after all, it is easier to find in the place where Cai Wei works than to meet him near Cai Wei's hometown;

It's just that Zhuang Feng's own situation knows that rushing to the school as Zhuang Feng will have too much impact on Caiwei's work; and Zhuang Feng doesn't have more luxury, he just wants to see each other again, if he breaks into an environment like the school, it is really inappropriate;

Zhuang Feng's words, Xu Wei could understand it, and Yang Lin could also understand it, so he didn't say anything more;

Zhuang Feng looked at Xu Wei and Yang Lin without speaking, and after lighting a cigarette there, he said loudly: "I'm tired of walking, get in the car;"

With Zhuang Feng's words, Xu Wei and Yang Lin also got into the car immediately, and Yang Lin drove and walked around there;

The Chinese New Year is approaching, and people on the street are also starting to carry large bags of things, and the flow of people is more than the previous week;

Zhuang Feng did not rest his head on the window as usual, but lit a cigarette with it, and looked intently at everyone in his line of sight;

"Stop;" Yang Lin was driving the car slowly, and suddenly heard Zhuang Feng's voice, and subconsciously stopped;

With Zhuang Feng's words, Yang Lin and Xu Wei both looked around with spirits, wanting to find the person Zhuang Feng was looking for;

Zhuang Feng suddenly stopped, thinking that he saw the person he needed to find, this Xu Wei Yang Lin reacted in the shortest possible time, and then looked around, because he had not seen Cai Wei, and there was no result from this look;

There was no result of the look, Xu Wei Yang Lin seemed to have just remembered something, got out of the car with him, walked to Zhuang Feng's door, and then looked at Zhuang Feng's line of sight;

This time, Xu Wei and Yang Lin found the target that Zhuang Feng needed to find;

On the crowded streets, people carry large and small wrapped gifts, some of which are used for their own use and are used to visit relatives and friends during the New Year's Festival;

Following Zhuang Feng's line of sight, Xu Wei and Yang Lin saw a man and a woman who looked like a couple;

Although the man was just walking casually on the street, he was also straight, his steps were steady, and he carried a lot of large and small items in his hands, but he looked quite relaxed, and his figure seemed to be a soldier;

The girl who walked beside the man belonged to the typical young beauty, walking casually with the man, and at the same time seemed to be talking something, and her face was full of happiness;

After Xu Wei and Yang Lin saw it, they were a little disappointed in their hearts, and thought that Zhuang Feng had met some amazing fairy-level beauty, but it turned out to be very ordinary;

Although Xu Wei Yang Lin also knew that what Zhuang Feng was looking for was that beauty, and she was indeed very beautiful, perhaps because of her profession, she looked quite elegant, but in Xu Wei Yang Lin's opinion, such a beauty was also an ordinary character;

Xu Wei and Yang Lin didn't dare to say what they thought in their hearts, because they found that Zhuang Feng had completely indulged in it, as if he had lost his soul, and he didn't even react when the cigarette butts in his hands burned his fingers;

After a long time, when the couple was about to disappear from Zhuang Feng's sight, Zhuang Feng reacted there and said loudly: "Keep up with them;"

With Zhuang Feng's words, Xu Wei and Yang Lin also got into the car immediately, and Yang Lin followed slowly in the car;

"Seventh brother;" Yang Lin drove the car, and Xu Wei said aloud;

"Say;" Zhuang Feng stared at Cai Wei and said without turning his head;

"Why don't you go over and see you?" Xu Wei continued;

With Xu Wei's words, Zhuang Feng finally recovered from that state of infatuation, but he didn't say anything;

Zhuang Feng habitually lit a cigarette, and only said out loud when the smoke was halfway through: "I don't know how to meet;"