Chapter 319: I Cry, I Laugh, I Love and I Hate
In my mind, the fifth petal that is taking shape is like ice and snow melting.
The breakthrough of the Qinglian Breath Technique failed again.
Tan Weiran exhaled a breath of turbidity, closed his eyes, slapped his forehead, and held his head with a bitter smile: "What went wrong?"
When I recall, I am reminded of a certain thought of self-doubt that once germinated. At that time, a thought was so ingrained that it could not be removed.
In the past, the nine-section Thunder Hidden Sword, he practiced it wrong and went astray. In this life, he corrected and returned to the right path.
As long as this doubtful thought is always in his thoughts, the fifth petal of the green lotus will not be able to take shape.
No, how could it be. Tan Weiran shook his head: "What am I suspecting?"
Do you want to fork it, or practice it?
It's just that many things are not clear about the problem and can solve it. Especially, from the psychological and ideological aspects, Tan Weiran understands very well that he should not suspect that he is practicing in the wrong direction, but since this kind of thought was born, it is difficult to extinguish.
Unless, re-steadfast.
Standing up slowly, Tan Weiran glanced around, this time he temporarily came to a world realm, and took a rest in the area of Jieqiao City. Even if you are in the middle of the trip, you don't want to delay your cultivation, and every time you go to a place, you will find a place to practice while you are taking a break.
Tang Xinyun and the others are cultivating in the mountains in this area. Only Mingkong was practicing swords with his eyes closed, and when the disciples were cultivating, they were taken care of by the three ancestors in turn, and this time it was Mingkong's turn.
The clear sky of closing his eyes and contemplating suddenly felt it. When he opened his eyes and raised his eyebrows, he saw Tan Weiran, who was dressed in a white robe and decorated with a luxurious temperament, and asked with a puzzled face: "Ancestor Ming, the disciple has a question about martial arts, and I want to ask for advice." ”
Mingkong was slightly stunned, nodded and said, "Tell me about it." ”
Why doesn't Old Ancestor seem to be very confident? Tan Weiran opened his mouth in amazement, and told him about the embarrassment of his breakthrough when cultivating the fifth-order secret technique: "Old Ancestor, I don't know how to break through now. Did I practice wrong, or did I think wrong?"
Ming Kong became interested, and his spirit was shocked: "How powerful is the Qinglian Breath Technique?" Is it difficult to practice? Now the power of the fifth order, can you penetrate the sixth order golden body?"
It is said that the fifth-order main attack secret technique can penetrate the fifth-order golden body, which is considered to be very remarkable. However, the Qinglian Breath Technique is the main killing secret technique, and all the power is concentrated on the killing power, which is relatively powerful.
Tan Weiran slapped his head unexpectedly, and said helplessly: "Ancestor, I'm here to ask you for guidance." ”
"Oooh. That's right. You said this question. Mingkong groaned: "I've never met Lu before, even if I doubt myself occasionally." Just for a while. ”
"This is the obstacle of the demons. The cold wind is cold, and when Mingkong hears it, he knows the problem that has not yet been discussed, but knowing the Tao does not mean that it can be solved: "You have to be firm in your heart and throw away that little doubt." ”
Tan Weiran scratched his head, he knew very well that his question was: "What to do, how to do it." to get rid of that doubt. ”
"This ......" Mingkong was annoyed and angry: "Go, go, go and ask Xu Laozu." ”
A trace of embarrassment flashed in Mingkong's eyes, and he knew that his problem was that he was really not very good at teaching disciples. If there was a disciple's level ranking at the top of the Sex Peak, it would definitely be more convenient for him to rank last.
If he said that he was brave and diligent in martial arts, he would ask himself to be first-class. He can calm his breath and point, but the angle is more one-sided. Teaching swordsmanship is swordsmanship, and it will definitely not talk about anything else. It can only be cut point by point, and it is difficult to start from all directions.
can't even reach the level of an ordinary famous teacher, let alone teach his disciples silently like Xu Daoning.
In a way. Mingkong is too sharp, and it is not the most suitable one to be the first seat. It's just that the situation is different, and there are different needs for the first one, and the powerful first seat was needed back then. And from Xie Anmin's generation to Xu Daoning's generation, what is needed is the first seat that can teach his disciples well.
Concentrate on figuring out the swordsmanship, and after a while, Mingkong suddenly opened his eyes and stared at Tan Weiran's figure leaping in the mountains and forests, full of doubts.
"He's just holding the true realm, and he has a demon in his heart so early?"
At a young age, before he has cultivated enough, he has a demon in his heart? Who is the monster? Mingkong laughed and scolded in a low voice, fortunately, this little guy is a disciple of Xingtian Sect.
............
"Ancestor, the disciple wants to ask Ancestor for guidance. ”
Here Tan Weiran flew for more than ten miles, found Xu Cunzhen on a tree stump, and talked about the martial arts problems he encountered.
He really deserves to be a genius disciple who can perform supernatural skills. Xu Cunzhen's expression immediately froze, and he said strangely: "Mingkong is right, it's a demon." ”
Tan Weiran knew that his problem was a mental obstacle and a kind of inner demon. The first time he practiced the Silence Chapter, he practiced until he was dissipated, and he panicked so much that the whole person was temporarily mentally decadent, and once went to the extreme of slumping, which is a heart barrier, and it is also a heart demon.
What is a demon? Taoism, Buddhism, Confucianism, and even the Devil's Tao have different views. There are thousands of demons in the heart, each of which is different, and it cannot be generalized.
Regardless of the various emotions, when they develop to the extreme, they are all a kind of demons.
Generally speaking, no matter what kind of inner demon or mental obstacle it is, it will rarely appear before the Spirit Journey. Maybe it appeared, but I didn't feel it. It's like a person who runs fast and walks slowly, and the feeling of external objects such as the wind will inevitably be different.
The Spirit Wandering Realm is the most important stage of the growth of the Divine Soul. Only by reaching the realm of spiritual travel can one exert one's divine thoughts outside the body. Like Tan Weiran, who can display his divine thoughts with the true realm, it is very rare, either the exercises are too special, or they are the same as Tan Weiran, the cultivation has not arrived, and the divine soul is already comparable to the peak of the spiritual game.
The stronger and more penetrating the soul, the sharper it becomes.
As a result, the realm of the Spirit Journey Realm was already low, and there were not many doubts when cultivating, and there were very few heart barriers. But even if it appears, his own soul is not thorough enough, and it is almost difficult to detect the confusion in his heart.
However, it is still strange to have demons at an early age.
Xu Cunzhen pressed the strange feeling in his heart, stood up and walked twice. Then he looked at the conversation, and the wise eyes of many years of experience came over, with a smile: "The old man has a way." Come with me. ”
It feels good to have someone to point me through. Thinking about his past life and this life, he couldn't help but secretly fluctuate, in his previous life, he and Zhou Dapeng were struggling to move forward all the way, with no one to guide them, let alone systematic and complete teaching.
Many times, when he and Zhou Dapeng have an inconspicuous question in martial arts, they have to be troubled for a long time before they can suddenly open up one day. When trapped in the difficulty of martial arts, there is no one to answer, and the feeling of being close at hand but not being able to get it is enough to drive people crazy.
Those problems that may take a year and a half, maybe ten or eight years. But it often only takes the right guidance from an elder, and maybe even just a sentence on a secret book of martial arts with cultivation experience can be solved.
However, the former Tan Weiran and Zhou Dapeng no longer enjoyed the feeling of having the guidance of their elders, and even those cultivation experiences and so on were also held as treasures, and no one would easily show them to others.
followed Xu Cunzhen to the cliff, Tan Weiran glanced away, saluted Su Yi, and then looked at Yan Duwu, who turned his head with his chin high.
Su Yi secretly felt strange, and after greeting him, he watched quietly: "Uncle Taishi, this is?"
Xu Cunzhen made a silent gesture, motioned to look at it, and then said to the conversation: "Stand up, stand here......"
Tan Weiran's eyes moved over the cliff, and he suddenly cried: "Ancestor, there is a cliff." ”
Xu Cunzhen put away his smile and said solemnly: "Weiran, you ask the old man, are you practicing wrong, or are you thinking wrong." If you want to know the way, then do what the old man said. ”
"Yes. "It's awe-inspiring.
"Your obstacle is that you know that you suspect that you are not right. However, this slightest doubt is like a seed that you can't cut off, and you can't judge for sure. Xu Cun Zhenning was calm, and his deep voice hit Tan Weiran's heart like a hammer.
Every word wandered in his thoughts, and he nodded and shook his head before talking, the more confused he felt.
Xu Cunzhen pointed at Tan Weiran's forehead, and his voice was low and sank in his heart: "Go, walk a hundred steps!"
"Seal!"
A solemn seal word drilled into his ears, Tan Weiran's eyes darkened, he lost all his feelings, and in an instant, all the cold sweat poured out, and his heart almost jumped out of his chest.
In absolute silence, the heart beats.
Are you scared? Are you scared.
Tan Weiran touched his heart, and he knew that the moment he lost all his senses, there was really a palpitation for a moment.
His eyes could not see anything, and he could not reach out his hands. He seemed to be the only one left in the world, and everything fell into a dead silence, and his breath sounded in his ears or directly in his heart. Talking about Weiran swallowing hard and moving his feet, it has never been so difficult.
Just one step, it seems to make your legs as heavy as a mountain, and your breathing even heavier:
I will be afraid, I will be depressed, I will despair. But, after fear and despair, I will also be resilient and unyielding!
I will cry, I will laugh, I will love, I will hate. So, these are my seven emotions and six desires, and I don't pretend them because they are real and intense.
I don't want to talk too much, I don't want to be ambitious, I want to be down-to-earth, one step at a time. Set goals for yourself one by one and accomplish them one by one.
Feel your breathing, your heartbeat, and the sounds of blood flowing through your body. The senses were closed, and in a kind of chilling silence and darkness, he walked step by step.
At first he was counting, ready to count to a hundred steps. Gradually, he forgot how much.
At first he walked slowly, as if he was squirming on tiptoe. Gradually, he forgot how fast or slow.
In the silence and darkness, Tan Weiran walked on the edge of the cliff one step at a time, stepped into the air, and his body leaned and fell down, like a meteor falling.
At the moment of falling, Tan Weiran's mind was clear. (To be continued)
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