Text Chapter 1 Xun Xiaofeng
"Wow... Whoa...", and all they saw was a scrawny, sloppy young man in torn clothes, holding half a jar of wine in his hand, squatting in a corner, constantly vomiting disgusting things.
The people around him did not have the slightest look of surprise, as if they were used to seeing it, but they saw disgust and a trace of pity and doubt in their eyes.
The sloppy young man is the "crazy genius" who was given a knife in the back by the most trusted person - Lan Jingyun.
When he woke up, he inexplicably came to a village called Xunjia Village. The village is very small, so small that it is very poor, and there is no organization and discipline at all, whoever has a big fist can do anything, and the village chief Xun Tu dominates every living life in this village.
And when he was born, his mother died of childbirth due to childbirth, but his father still held back his red eyes every time, so that he could turn his grief into strength since he was a child, live well and kindly, and not forget and live up to his mother's loving and soft smile like the wind when he finally parted.
As the saying goes, lovesickness is like the sea is deep, and old things are like the sky. Whether in this life or in his previous life, he thinks it's all his fault. No wonder the people in the village vaguely shouted him, "Heavenly Evil Lone Star!"
Even the mother left very early, and the father was forced to move to the corner of the village with him, enduring the secret fingering of the people, and the father also greeted people happily, without any sense of shame, and the villagers would rush to help when they were in trouble, and they were pushed back by the other party and apologized politely, which was simply a good man who was alive and easy.
Xun Xiaofeng finally couldn't bear it, came to the town alone, and took the little copper money that his father had been working as a coolie for others for a long time, and even humiliated from time to time to buy the fine wine that his father had never drunk, as if he was drunk with wine.
And every time, he would be beaten by the thugs in the town and carried home by his father, and continued to do so the next day, even if he passed by his father, he just treated him coldly, and never thought that it was his father.
He also used to think that if it weren't for his own will, how could it be better than the betrayal of his own brother, and how could he be reborn here and hurt his mother!
It was as if he had fallen, as if he was slowly sinking into the sea, and he could no longer float...
How could he not hear his father's whispered sighs? It wasn't until he heard his father's first look for him, the first time he taught him, the first time he thought about the smile his mother had given him before she left, that he suddenly remembered how he had been depraved for a long time!
It's not too late to repent.... Yes, he has to work hard and insist on protecting his only family!
In this life, he is still that peerless genius. It's just that they live a different life. His real name is Xun Xiaofeng—looking for a smile as soft as the wind.
They start a new life, gradually forgetting and accepting their mother's pain in their hearts.
The night was dark and slightly cold. In this slightly cold weather, in this relatively remote village, looking up at the sky, you can still see the twinkling stars in the sky, which is something he does every time he is in a bad mood or thinks about something, and he thinks that it is a kind of peace of mind that can be gradually grown.
This year, he was 16 years old.
He lay on the ground, staring at the stars in the sky, and suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly: thinking about his past self, he was indeed too proud, and with that little bit of proud achievement, he was conceited that he didn't know what modesty was, what restraint was, and what was consideration?
It's just a cycle of cause and effect! He can't blame anyone!
For the sake of his father, he still needs to work hard again to let his father live a better life, and take his father out of this remote place to see the wider world. He cheered for himself, but also for this warm new home.
He suddenly laughed in his heart: "Yu Hua, what you took away is only two-third tenths of what I have learned, and I can only pour into those chemical liquids in my life, and I can have more opportunities to do anything, this is something that you can't take away in your life!"
He sighed in his heart and walked home.
He shook his head and didn't think about it so much, rubbed his face, and walked into the house with a smile on his face, enjoying the warmth of home.
"Feng'er, you're back, let's have dinner together. I still have something I want to talk to you about later!" said to his father, Xun Ji, suddenly and solemnly.
"I see, Dad. He replied with a sense of awe.
Dinner time, just a moment.
"Let's go!" Xun Ji shouted with a solemn expression.
Immediately, they walked towards the outside of the courtyard, and Xun Xiaofeng was walking in the middle of the walk, his pupils suddenly shrank, but he followed his father to the place he had just left without changing his face.
"I know that even though you have a thousand doubts, but you were not mature enough in the past, I can't tell you too many things, now that you have grown up, it's time to know, you ask slowly......" Xun Ji sat cross-legged on the ground, saying the words that made Xun Xiaofeng's heart turn upside down, he had to sit down cross-legged, sorting out enough information to make his brain collapse.
And Xun Ji didn't urge, just waited, waiting for the moment when the truth surfaced little by little. After all, it's hard to recover!
"Father, how much do you know?" he asked suddenly.
"What?" Xun Ji suddenly looked at Xun Xiaofeng in surprise, he didn't expect his son to ask a question that was difficult to answer.
He knows some of this answer.
"Maybe it's just some, maybe it's all of it! You don't have to be nervous, in fact, what I know is just what I saw with my own eyes..."Xun Ji saw his son frowning, so he waved his hand, signaling that he didn't need to be so nervous.
"Is this also the fate of his son!
"Don't worry, let's start with the events of that night!" Xun Ji looked at the starry sky with a look of nostalgia.
"16 years ago, I took your pregnant mother Yuying Tanaka for a walk here, looking at the stars here, your mother suddenly told me that in the future, she will also use a needle and thread to pull some pictures of starry sky flowers and birds for me to take to the town to sell, which can be regarded as subsidizing the family! ”
"Who knew that the sky suddenly fell golden, and in an instant, wrapped your mother, only then did I react, but... There was nothing to be done but to stand by and wait for the end of these visions. As the light faded away, I saw your frail mother holding the baby on your side, and I held your mother and looked at you in shock as the baby was born without warning! ”
"I still took you home and took care of you carefully, but I was shocked to find that you have never cried since you were born, and that your mother left us after giving you a soft smile... I have never told anyone about these things, but I hope that you can accept these incredible things now!" Xun Ji said slowly with his eyes closed.
Father just wanted to say: "Do your best to protect yourself, if that night is real, then you must have something different, try to persevere, this family can't be scattered at will! Everything depends on you, Feng'er!"
"I'm sorry, my father has never been able to give you better living conditions, and I can't help but hand over the burden on my shoulders to you!" After speaking, Xun Ji patted his head and looked at this son who had surprised him since he was a child.
"Feng'er, I'm sorry that my father deceived you with this story, maybe this is also a white lie. Although there are many loopholes, I just hope that I can hold on for a little longer. Alas, it's you..."
Xun Xiaofeng listened to his father's words that implied to explain the future, his brows slowly furrowed, he had the memories of his previous life, he was already very mature, but he was only gradually thinking about how to let this family get through this difficulty, and completely believed in this fact.
But he suddenly realized that he was not a powerful person, that he did not have enough money, that he did not contribute to the world.
Nothing, just a brain with an IQ beyond ordinary people, the lifelong learning of the previous life is useless, and he can't change the fate of his family, he suddenly grabbed the hair that was different from ordinary people after birth, hated his slow growth, and made himself restless.
"Feng'er, you don't have to worry about anything, in fact, life is like a roller coaster, there are peaks and valleys, which means that whether it is good or bad at the moment, it is only temporary. Good cannot be good forever, and bad cannot be bad forever, it will change. The main thing is my own heart, just think about it. ”
"One day, you will have to leave this village and find your true home. ”
"How can this piece of heaven and earth restrain you!"
Xun Ji touched his hair and said lightly. "Let's go, go home, don't worry about yourself, since you can't make up your mind about the trip that says go, then learn to enjoy the beautiful scenery around you first. ”
As soon as the moonlight set, Xun Ji quietly left. And Xun Xiaofeng also started a new day, he leaned against the window, watched his father walk to the other end of the fog, and couldn't help sighing, but he didn't feel the ripples of things around him, and he continued to do what he could.
After he finished his hard work, he casually washed off the dirt on his body, and came to the empty table, but looked at the carefully divided half of the ancient book and a scribbled but very familiar handwriting: "Feng'er, I left for my father, and my father hopes that you can understand my farewell." I have seen all your efforts, and my father is proud of you! But how can this world be so simple? In the future, you need to rely on yourself, this is your destiny! The ancient books on the side, you must memorize them, they can give you new strength. Perhaps, we will meet again. ”
He stared at the letter his father had left behind in silence and stroked the half of the ancient book repeatedly. His long keen senses in the past had made him aware of something wrong, but he never had a clue.
He looked up at the gray-white sky, and faintly smelled a hint of blood. Perhaps, the world is about to change greatly!!
But his suddenly revealed firm eyes, and he warned himself at all times: "If you find your relatives, heaven and earth will block it, and it will be destroyed!"