Chapter 1201: Stubborn Heart (Seven Watches)
In the independent courtyard on the top of the mountain, Tang Yan patiently taught Sinian pronunciation: "...... Father...... Daddy......"
Sinian was obviously not very interested, pouted, lazily shrunk in his arms, and didn't say anything, but his little hand still grabbed Tang Yan's clothes and refused to let go.
Tang Yan sighed in his heart, hugged his thoughts and shook them gently.
After nearly half a pillar of incense, Zhaoyi's figure finally appeared outside the door.
The tears are still there, but they are no longer miserable, and they walked into the courtyard alone, wandering for a while, and two petals floated out of their hands, falling on the courtyard door, and pushing them tightly and closing them little by little.
"Mom. Missing, a childish call came out of his little mouth.
Zhaoyi closed her eyes, calmed down her feelings a little, and approached the stone pavilion in the lake where Tang Yan was sitting, trying her best to keep her voice and tone calm: "What do you want to do to return Nian'er to me." โ
"Why do you want to pay it back?" Nian'er has my blood on her body. Tang Yan's fingertips pressed on Nian'er's forehead, and with a slight touch of the lines on it, it actually aroused a faint gold and blue fluorescence, which spread along his fingertips.
"You misunderstood, the child is not yours, nor mine, it is ......"
Tang Yan raised his hand to interrupt, looked at Zhaoyi's eyes and said, "It's all now, is it necessary to cover it up?"
Zhaoyi avoided Tang Yan's gaze and looked at the clear lake next to him: "The child is mine, but it has nothing to do with you." โ
"It's yours and mine. Tang Yan looked at the thoughts that suddenly came down in his arms, and smiled bitterly: "I really didn't expect it, unconsciously...... I'm a dad......"
"What happened that night, I apologize to you, I will bear the consequences independently, it will never drag you down, let alone affect the relationship between you and Niya, and the next time the Star Battlefield falls back to the Qitian Continent, I will leave with Nian'er, and I will never appear in your world again." โ
Zhaoyi was in pain at the moment, with the shame and misery that she could only feel herself.
Her whimsical desire for a child was unintentional and absurd at the time, but she didn't regret it, she needed an ending to perfect the relationship between her and Tang Yan.
After Nian'er was born, she felt the integrity of her life.
But from beginning to end, until now, she never thought about using her child to blackmail anyone, let alone influencing anyone with her thoughts, let alone allowing herself to take that step, and subconsciously she was afraid that others would misunderstand her, so she ...... She tried her best to hide, and even hid Yin Xiyue at the beginning.
Especially after Niya visited in person, she always warned herself that she must not let Tang Yan know about Nian'er's existence, and she must not let the meaning of Nian'er's birth deteriorate.
If it weren't for the fact that she couldn't come up with a suitable reason, she wouldn't even want to enter the Star Battlefield.
But fate is always so bizarre that it played a big joke on her again. Tang Yan finally discovered Nian'er, and found the clue in just half a day.
Zhaoyi lived a noble life, a holy life, a thousand years ago, for a promise, she abandoned all glory and future, and went into exile in the barren mountains and forests. In the mountains, she is rooted in her strength and pride, and in the midst of the beasts and bandits, she holds fast to her holy name and self-love.
From beginning to end, it's all the same!
But at this moment, when the secret was revealed in public, she felt a sense of shame that she had never felt before, she was like a shameful and ridiculous, she felt the wolf bรจi that she had never had, and felt the misery that Qianfu pointed out.
In her life, she has never been so wolfish as she is today, she has never been so miserable, and she has never been so ashamed.
At the top of the mountain, she wept, she bent over, all her holiness, all her dignity, were stabbed and trampled, she begged bitterly, only hoping that Tang Yan could return the child, not to continue this farce, not to touch her fragile self-esteem again.
Can......
Tang Yan finally took Nian'er away, and the gentle sentence of 'kissing father' not only quieted the entire mountaintop, but also touched her already bloody heart.
But when Zhaoyi finally mustered up the courage to walk into the courtyard, she still adhered to her original intention -- the child is her own! It has nothing to do with Tang Yan! The child's voice is her sustenance, her thoughts, and it is by no means a bargaining chip, let alone a bond.
So she just wants to take away her thoughts, leave the Star Battlefield forever, leave Tang Yan forever, and let the whole thing end.
"I won't let my thoughts go, and I won't let you go. Tang Yan nodded his little mouth and said with a smile: "Do you want to leave Dad?"
Miss was very dazed, but when she saw Tang Yan smiling, she also grinned.
Zhaoyi lowered her eyes and said in a trembling voice: "For the sake of many years of love, please give me a little respect!"
Tang Yan patted the seat next to him: "Okay, don't make trouble." Come, come, sit down, let's talk calmly. โ
"Please give me back Nian'er. Zhaoyi continued to insist, but didn't dare to look into Tang Yan's eyes again.
"Do you have to make yourself such a wolf? Do you have to bully yourself? I don't blame you, and no one else has the right to blame you. Speaking of which, I also want to thank you, thank you for giving me such a lovely daughter, so that I can be a father. Tang Yan really didn't blame in his heart, but felt warm, a feeling that he had never felt before, very warm, wonderful, and a little dream-like unreal.
Zhaoyi shook her head and insisted on her heart: "You will have children in the future, but I only have Nian'er, please return her to me, let our mother and daughter leave, please give me one last respect." โ
"Where can you go? The outside world has changed, and the influence of the Holy Spirit Temple is growing like weeds, even if you are incognito, they may always find out, and then you yourself will be in danger, and your thoughts will be even more dangerous.
If you're really thinking about it, you should stay here.
Nian'er is still young and doesn't understand anything, but when she grows up and is sensible, how can you explain to her where her father has gone? When she has the ability to judge herself, she will eventually try to find her own background, and sooner or later she will contact me. If you don't recognize each other now, you will always recognize each other in the future. โ
"You don't need to worry about the future. โ
"Zhaoyi, I understand your thoughts, but have you ever thought about it, and the persistence you are holding on to now must be right? I have always regarded you as a high saint, but now you are obviously blinded by worldly distractions. You have self-esteem and self-love, you take the eyes of others into account, but you look so hard that you desperately try to run away. But when you ask yourself, you are now protecting yourself on the surface, but in fact you are hurting your thoughts. โ
"You don't have to persuade me, I have to take Nian'er away today. Zhaoyi tried to calm down her troubled mood and stick to her promise.
"You ruthlessly let Nian'er suffer with you? You ruthlessly let her have no father since she was a child?"
"That's her life!" Zhaoyi was completely determined, she abided by her agreement, unwilling to bear the strange eyes of the world, and even more unwilling to affect the already bumpy relationship between Niya and Tang Yan.
"Why don't you understand? Can I let you go? Can I let Nian'er leave? If I don't know anything, you have to keep going, I will never stop you, but now...... No one wants to take Nian'er away from me!"
Tang Yan was lonely in his previous life, and he was tormented in this life, and God finally gave him a child, how could he let it go lightly.
Under the long-term embrace of each other, the family affection and warmth that blood is thicker than water have taken root in his heart. Now no matter who comes, don't want to snatch the girl in your arms!
Thinking of the weirdness of the sensitive atmosphere, he shrank in fear, grabbed Tang Yan's clothes with his little hands, pouted again and quieted down.
"Do you have to let me kneel for you?" Zhaoyi's eyes were hazy, and tears were gathering in the corners of her eyes again.
Tang Yan was full of pity, and rubbed his head bitterly: "Are you two sisters so stubborn? I'm not forcing you to do anything, I just want you to live a better life and don't have any more burdens." I've figured it out, no matter what, I have to make up for the debt I owed to you and Ruo Xi back then, and the purpose of my visit to Yuhua Palace today is also to make it clear to you. โ
"If you really want to make amends, give me back Nian'er. โ
Tang Yan smiled, but smiled bitterly: "Can't you change your sentence? If you have already forgiven me and accepted me, do you have to insist, is it necessary?"
Zhaoyi raised her gaze slightly, but she was still reluctant to look directly into Tang Yan's eyes in the haze.
"I left with Joshita for three hours, not to find Nalantu, but ...... Well...... Scattered...... After saying everything that should be said, she is already willing to accept a qiฤ. Didn't you notice that she had changed?
I am grateful that you sisters can always think of me everywhere, but now, there is really no need to hide, even if you don't face it now, you will still face it in the future, rather than this, you have to be alone for decades, is it necessary?
If you really can't accept it, you really can't untie the knot, I won't talk to Niya for the time being, I can still say that nothing happened in front of people, but secretly we are still a family, you are my lover, Nian'er is my daughter, is it okay?
I can wait until you really see it, really accept it, and then make it public. As for Nia, I promise to do my best. โ
"Sister, stay. Ling Ruoxi didn't know when she appeared in the courtyard and stood behind Zhaoyi.
Zhaoyi looked back and looked at Ling Ruoxi in distraction.
Ling Ruoxi didn't say much, only gave her an encouraging look.
But......
Zhaoyi suddenly pursed her lips and shook her head vigorously. Can't, can't, I can't!
Tang Yan raised his little hand, shook slightly, and said with a smile: "Nian'er, tell my mother...... Mom...... Stay......"
Nian'er called out under Tang Yan's encouraging eyes: "...... Mom...... Come down ......."
The voice was immature, and a word was missing, but the sweet voice, the immature clarity, finally pierced Zhaoyi's heart full of chains, raised her hazy teary eyes, and just saw Nian'er's waving little hand and Tang Yan's gentle fiddling.
"Sister, stay. Ling Ruoxi whispered, and her eyes were also hazy with tears.
Tears burst out of the eyes. Zhaoyi sat on the ground again, pursed her lips tightly, but cried uncontrollably.
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