Liu Heng finally got better little by little.

He was still silent every day, but he had begun to eat, and gradually he was able to get out of bed and move around on his own.

There are two stools at home, and he sits under the eaves every day to bask in the sun, and Huang Dayuan sits beside him to accompany him. The two of them didn't say a word for a while.

Da Yuanxing may still be a little young, he can't fully understand what happened to the eldest brother Liu Heng that he has always admired, he can just sense that the person around him who has always been resolute, brave and fearless and omnipotent, is sinking day by day.

He got some information from his neighbors, and he heard about the lightning that night.

He knew that Rhubarb was dead and was buried by his grandfather in the old courtyard of Liu Heng's eldest brother.

There was endless sorrow in his heart.

Liu Heng didn't speak, he raised his head from time to time to look at him, and saw that he was still silent, and his dim eyes were dazed, so he had to lower his head again.

That day, he made an extremely brave decision, he wanted to go to the north to find the third sister and ask them to come back to see Brother Liu Heng. He felt that only about three sisters and the three of them could wake him up. When Grandpa came again, he told Grandpa, but Grandpa shook his head and denied it.

Grandpa said: It's useless.

So his mood became more and more depressed.

That day, he finally mustered up the courage and said to Liu Heng: "Brother Heng, if you talk to me, I am panicking." ”

Liu Heng smiled at him.

His face was still a little pale, as if no amount of the sun could shine on his dark face.

He said, "Da Yuan, go home and take good care of your grandparents." ”

So Huang Dayuan lowered his head and stopped talking.

He didn't want to go home.

He wants to cultivate immortals, he wants to practice peerless skills, and then avenge Brother Heng - he heard that Brother Heng was found and destroyed by a very powerful immortal.

But he knew he couldn't do anything.

Brother Le, the third sister and Xiao Liu Zhang are not at home, he feels that he is the only younger brother of Liu Heng's eldest brother, he is now struggling to even stand up and walk by himself, and he must stay by his side to take care of him.

He felt that it was his responsibility.

At this point in this life, in addition to "taking care of grandparents", the first responsibility.

............

Liu Heng often falls asleep while sitting, and often wakes up in the middle of the night.

He began to miss his younger siblings more and more, wondering if they were okay.

He occasionally thought of Cheng Yunsu and Wang Li.

He remembered that Wang Li had said that if their trip went well, he would come back to him for a drink after settling things down, and he wanted to share another pot of wine with him.

But he was pessimistic about the fate they would face when they returned, but he was afraid that he was not too optimistic.

But he still thinks of Cheng Yunsu, and the night in the mountains when there was only desire but no love.

He knew that to Cheng Yunsu, he was just a floating cloud, and he would float away if he floated away, and there was no value worth remembering, but he also knew that it was the first woman who had a skin-to-skin relationship with him.

So, he misses her.

As a result, he knew more and more that his time was running out.

But he could feel that his body was getting better day by day.

Even though he was still weak and had to gasp for breath even after a few steps, he was really getting better - sometimes, he even hated his own body that would never die!

He didn't know that some people had regarded him as a weed, thinking that he would not die no matter how he trampled on it, and that no matter how he stepped on it, he would tenaciously bloom into a new green existence. He only knew that for the first time in his life, he really didn't want to live anymore - because living had become a kind of torture.

He hoped that his three younger siblings would come back to visit him as soon as possible, but he was deeply afraid that their return would make people worry about them.

So he wished he was dead as soon as possible.

He was already able to clearly foresee his future life.

He will be extremely weak, he will not be able to lift his hands, he will not be able to carry his shoulders, not only has he already been cut off from the future and luxury of cultivating immortals, but now even the killing skills that have been honed for more than ten years have been returned to smoke and dust in an instant.

Shunyuan Dart Bureau will not even give him an errand to feed the horses.

He can't run out of fodder now.

Even if it's good, it's true.

He couldn't hold the boat, he couldn't get into the water, and he couldn't catch fish.

He couldn't hold a knife, chop wood, or kill a wolf.

Occasionally, when he thinks about it, he thinks of the complacency and self-abandonment he had when he seriously considered whether to be the vice president of Shunyuan Dart Bureau a few days ago, and he will feel a little funny and happy.

He felt that if such a thing hadn't happened, maybe he would have really stayed in that dart game and sat as the vice president of the dart game from now on - then maybe he would really be very happy.

Marry a wife and have a few children.

The dart road is far away, the horse is thin and the man is black, and he rushed back all the way to the dust, and his wife and children were guarding at home, boiling hot water, taking a good bath, and holding his son to drink a lot of wine.

Joy swaying.

It's just that at that time, I didn't know that the fantasy about the life of the vice president dart head in the future was already the peak of my life.

Then he fell down like that.

He was not afraid of a career of begging that might be restarted in the future, having begged for nearly a decade, and he knew every street and every dog that could bite in this wild city.

She's just scared of a life where there's no hope for the future.

However, his health is getting better day by day.

He was already able to walk and talk as a normal person, but after walking for a while, he would get tired.

He knew that his heart and lungs had been hit hard, and he also knew that the meridians of his body had been seriously blocked by that person's palm.

It was impossible for him to recover to his previous body, and now, perhaps, it was already the peak.

He pondered for the umpteenth time whether he was going to die, he felt that he could not bear the gloomy life ahead, and he did not want to drag down his three younger siblings.

But he has been hesitant.

It wasn't that he was reluctant to die, or that he was afraid to die, but he only occasionally remembered the words that the man said, and he remembered some very small things at that time because of the stimulation of this experience.

He knew that his grandfather was actually the famous Emperor Wu, and his grandmother was admired by Lao Hu, and she was also the phoenix goddess who made the tiger demon in Dayan Mountain retreat.

He knew that he was the only blood they had left in this world.

He recalled some of the images of the Martial Emperor that Mr. Huang admired in his mouth, and where many people avoided snakes and scorpions, and who did not even want to mention his name, remained in the depths of his mind.

His sick look, his kind smile.

He couldn't help but wonder: Did he really die like this, and let this bloodline completely sink into some unknown sticky dirt somewhere?

But he clearly knew that even if he continued to live, it would only be to discredit the bloodline of such glory that had once overwhelmed the world. Even, he was afraid that he would become a prisoner of other people's blood.

However, that day, Cheng Hao's Hun family next door suddenly ran over.

She had a puppy in her arms.

Its black and yellow coat color, I don't know if it's out of the moon, its small eyes are black and slippery, shrunk in the arms of the fat woman, fluffy and cute.

She still spoke hard, and even her face was not smiling.

She said: "I helped you find a dog, a little black hair, but people said, I also saw it, the female dog is yellow-haired, and when she grows up, maybe this black hair will fade, maybe it can be similar to the one in your house." ”

At that moment, Liu Heng suddenly wanted to cry.

So he lowered his head in a panic.

Liu Heng didn't know where she found such a puppy, here in Daye City, the closer she is to the mountains to collect firewood, the more remote she is, the more she likes to raise dogs, but people in the city rarely raise dogs, because for many families, raising dogs is indeed a big expense.

He guessed that she must have gone to great lengths to find such a puppy with a rhubarb coat color.

Although since she moved here, she has never seen her smile even once, although she has never had a good impression of herself, and she has always spoken with a gun and a stick.

He looked up at her.

The woman glared at him, handed the puppy forward, and said in a loud voice, "Here, go on!"

Liu Heng shook his head, smiled, and said, "Thank you, sister-in-law, I ...... Never want to have a dog again. ”

The woman was stunned for a moment, as if she understood something, and took the puppy back into her arms.

Then, she was gone.

Out of the door of Liu Heng's house, she didn't go home, Liu Heng didn't know where she went, he thought: She may want to return the puppy!

After all, it is not easy to find such a puppy with a similar coat color in a hurry, and it is simply delusional to expect that the owner of the puppy is still a relative or friend of the family, hoping to get it for free.

This is a stingy woman, and she doesn't want to have a dog, so naturally it is best to return it and get the money back.

Liu Heng opened his mouth, wanting to stop her, but in the end, he was silent.

He thought: Maybe she's right.

Raising a dog is really a bit of a luxury.

If you have seen its joy but have not seen its good end, it will only increase your sorrow.

............

From beginning to end, Huang Dayuan stood blankly, a little surprised.

He moved here to accompany Liu Heng for some time, and it was the woman on the adjacent wall who pointed him out where to go to draw water, told him where to buy some food, and even told him how to cook some simple meals.

But she has a cold face every day and every time, never smiles, speaks hard, and is stout, so Huang Dayuan is always a little afraid of her.

When he saw her, he was always frightened and did not dare to speak.

But at this time, seeing the woman go out of the door, he suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Brother Heng, in fact, she is a good person. ”

Liu Heng nodded and said, "Yes, she is a good person." ”