Chapter 9: Private Talk

In a large office, apart from the sound of tobacco burning, only the sound of breathing remains;

He Li still played the role of a guard, standing there motionless, because he knew all these things that Zhuang Feng said;

Even when he helped Zou Jinfeng take revenge, he still participated in it; although it was many years later, it was inevitable that he would be a little sad when he mentioned it again, but he didn't need to cry without words like Zhao Yi;

"Young Master Zhuang, but there is an order, go to the soup and go to the fire, and never give up;" Zhao Yi thought a lot about it, and finally decided to follow Zhuang Feng;

If nothing else, just because his brother Zhao Gui was wiped out back then, and no one came forward for him; only Zhuang Feng, with Zou Jinfeng's little friendship back then, finally killed his enemy;

"The fourth sister is still alive, but now she is overseas; the affairs of our Zhuang family, you should know, it is difficult to survive if you don't go overseas;" Zhuang Feng did not have much joy, although he got what he wanted;

"Understood;" Zhao Yi naturally heard about the Zhuang family, and also understood the meaning of Zhuang Feng's words;

Zou Jinfeng is still alive, but we can't meet now, as for whether we can see each other in the future, it depends on whether we can rise again and whether we can ensure safety;

"Let's go wash it;" Zhuang Feng watched Zhao Yi accept that thing, and knew that this Zhao Yi belonged to him;

After speaking, Zhao Yi nodded slightly and went out directly;

"How do you feel?" Zhuang Feng looked at Zhao Yi's departing back, looking a little gloomy, and said to He Li without raising his head;

"It's a man who values friendship, and the rest is not good;" He Li really doesn't know much about Zhao Yi; if it weren't for Zhuang Feng saying that he was Zhao Gui's younger brother, He Li wouldn't know who this Zhao Yi is;

However, judging from the performance just now, he is indeed a person who values friendship; a big man cries so sadly, and it is more than ten years later, if nothing else, this is enough;

Zhuang Feng didn't say anything more, just nodded slightly;

Yi Zhuang Feng decided to come back, in his plan, he was the candidate to let Zhao Yi support the underworld; of course, this also has to see if it is available; and the reason why Zhao Yi was selected was actually influenced by Zou Jinfeng, or Zhuang Feng is such a virtue, just like outsiders say, nepotism;

Judging from what happened just now, Zhao Yi can be of great use, emphasizing friendship and having means; although it is said that when Zhao Yi first debuted, he was followed by Zou Jinfeng and silently took care of it, but their dealer has been down for ten years, but this Zhao Yi is still alive, and he is still sitting in the current position, so this ability is barely enough;

Friendship, ability, this is Zhuang Feng's standard for employing people; of course, this Zhao Yi still lacks a lot, for example, Zhuang Feng let him be in charge of the underworld, but Zhao Yi doesn't seem to be able to see the overall situation;

After a while, Zhao Yi returned;

Zhuang Feng watched Zhao Yi come back, his face was washed clean, but those two eyes were red and swollen;

"Zhao Yi, how many people are available to you now?" Zhuang Feng looked at Zhao Yi's red and swollen eyes, and he also felt a little emotion in his heart, especially when he was talking, Zhao Yi's mind was obviously not listening;

"What?" Zhao Yi heard Zhuang Feng talking, but his mind was indeed distracted;

Because at this time, Zhao Yi's mind was thinking of his brother's shadow, as well as Zou Jinfeng, and the chubby little nephew, and the little brother he called Longbaogu, that is, Zou Jinfeng's younger brother Zou Jinlong;

When Zhao Gui got married, he came to the city with his parents, and he was quite able to play with Zou Jinlong, plus he was the same age, just a few days, and when he went back, he was very reluctant;

Who would have thought that when something happened later, he was still alive, and the brother he called Longbao Valley back then had already turned into white bones;

People say that time can dilute everything, but for some people, time can't dilute everything, it will only make him more intense; usually buried at the bottom of the heart, no one cares, not even himself, but can only turn it slightly, then it can make the whole person painful;

"Young Master Zhuang, can you let me be quiet, if there is something to talk about tomorrow, okay?" Zhao Yi was not in a state, although he himself knew that Zhuang Feng must have something to do with him, otherwise he would not have told him these things, but now he really didn't have the heart to think about anything else;

Zhao Yi's heart is indeed in chaos; not to mention anything else, it's just that he has persisted for more than ten years to avenge the matter; as a result, after so many years of searching, Zhuang Feng has come to tell him that the matter of that year has been solved back then; how can he accept this? Dare to love him for more than ten years, like an idiot, looking for the enemy who has long been left with no bones and slag;

Of course, in the case of Zhao Yi, who is a younger brother, his brother's revenge has been avenged, so he is naturally happy; Or, when Zhao Gui had an accident, his parents fainted on the spot after receiving the news; no joke, extinguishing the door, there is no family left, which means to be a parent, his son is not alive, and even the little grandson who is less than one year old is dead;

Perhaps, it was precisely because his parents fainted on the spot when they received the news that Zhao Yi's heart was heavily imprinted, so that he has been persisting for so many years;

More than ten years of insisting on seeking revenge ended up being in vain; however, he never doubted Zhuang Feng's words, because the person who reported to their family back then was Zhuang Feng's guard; he didn't understand it back then, he didn't understand it, but now he understands it;

Clearly, after so many years of persistence, it was finally solved in this way, Zhao Yi's heart was still quite chaotic, and he also blamed himself a little, he didn't be able to do it as a man, but Zou Jinfeng did it as a woman, which was really embarrassing;

"Okay, I've figured it out, come to me in the office above;" Zhuang Feng looked at Zhao Yi's appearance, knowing that this matter could not be discussed now, and he had to let Zhao Yi come over and talk about it;

"Young master, this Zhao Yi won't be abolished;" As soon as he left, He Li asked directly;

"No, he hasn't seen Zhao Gui's destruction back then;" Zhuang Feng's worries about He Li were very simple;

In fact, it is indeed as Zhuang Feng said, this Zhao Yi has been living with hatred for his brother's destruction for so many years, and now the hatred of more than ten years has suddenly dissolved, plus the pain of these years, people will inevitably be sad;

Although it is sad, but hearing and seeing the relatives all over the ground fall in a pool of blood are completely two concepts, plus Zhao Yi is also a person with some status, and when he calms down, he is not a person who can't let go of these things;

"Understood;" He Li thought about it carefully, and it was also the same reason, that Zhao Yi was only a momentary grief, and it should not affect what Zhuang Feng had to do;

Now Zhao Yi's matter can't be done for the time being, and Zhuang Feng's plan has been slowed down a little, but Zhuang Feng doesn't care very much, anyway, no one dares to come to him for trouble now;

This temporarily put aside what Zhao Yi needed to do, and there was nothing to do for a while, but no matter how Zhuang Feng had nothing to do, he would find something to do, such as sleeping;

Zhuang Feng and He Li have nothing to do, and they returned to the office; looking at such familiar things, they can't help but think of the past; this is all caused by Zhao Yi, if it weren't for Zhao Yi, he wouldn't have said so many things, and if he didn't say it, he wouldn't have been too emotional, although he had actually cried alone, but now he still had a little sadness;

"Find a place to sleep for a while, I haven't slept for most of the day and night, I'm tired to death;" Zhuang Feng tried not to immerse himself in the sadness of the past, because it would shake him, and maybe he would walk away again;

Zhuang Feng is indeed tired now, since he walked out of the detention center, he went to look for He Li, after finding He Li, he made a fuss with this, and at night he played with Liwei on the rooftop, and at dawn he was busy cleaning up so many things, and then he was looking for the manpower he needed, and he didn't stop until now;

If Zhuang Feng stayed up for three days and three nights without sleeping, it would not be anything, but can Zhuang Feng now be compared with ten years ago? Although he did not talk too carefully about this, he himself knew it;

In fact, it was not only Zhuang Feng himself who was tired, in fact, He Li had always seen it in his eyes, but he didn't say anything; not for anyone else, but looking at Zhuang Feng's exhaustion, he was happy;

It's not that He Li is heartless, but he is not distressed when he sees his young master so tired, but also happy there; but because he looks at Zhuang Feng's vigorous and resolute appearance, he can feel that the former Zhuang Feng is back, which is what he wants to see the most;

However, this is how happy he is, but he doesn't dare to really let Zhuang Feng be tired, especially when he knows that Zhuang Feng is no longer as good as before, and now he is basically equivalent to a wasted person, this heart is happy at the same time, it is also distressing;

No, when Zhuang Feng asked him to find a place to sleep by himself, he began to pound the set of modular sofas, preparing to make a place for Zhuang Feng to sleep;

In this regard, Zhuang Feng didn't say anything, and he didn't even look at what He Li was going to do, but stood alone in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the scenery of the two rivers and three banks outside, smoking alone;

"Okay, go to sleep;" He Li finally tossed the sofa out of a bed that could be stretched out to sleep, which allowed Zhuang Feng to sleep for a while;

Zhuang Feng listened to He Li's words, and habitually popped out the cigarette butt in his hand, but he forgot that there was a floor-to-ceiling window in front of him, which bounced back on the glass and fell on Zhuang Feng's face, jumping with the little embarrassment, it should be hot;

"Haha......" Looking at Guan Zhuangfeng's embarrassed appearance, He Li smiled very happily; in fact, he didn't know why, he just liked Zhuang Feng's embarrassment from time to time or his behavior like a child, maybe because Zhuang Feng rarely did this, because it was rare and precious;

"What a smile, everyone sleeps;" Zhuang Feng was a little annoyed by He Li's laughter, as if he was making a fool of himself, and others were laughing with him, but Zhuang Feng's heart was very relaxed and down-to-earth;

Saying that, Zhuang Feng ignored He Li and fell on the sofa by himself;

"Ali, how far do you think we can go?" Zhuang Feng fell on the sofa and prepared to sleep, but he couldn't sleep, but his brain was particularly clear;

In fact, sometimes, this person is really tired to a certain extent, and he may not be able to sleep if he has to lie down;

"I don't know, as long as you live, we can go on;" Not only Zhuang Feng couldn't sleep, but He Li was the same, the same sleeping, the same clear head, the same thinking about a lot of things;

"Get out;" Zhuang Feng certainly understood what He Li said;

As long as he Zhuang Feng is still alive, then the dealer has not been annihilated, and the dealer still has people;

"How have you spent the past ten years?" He Li ignored Zhuang Feng's words, as if he was really asleep, but suddenly such a sentence came out;

"Forgot;" Zhuang Feng let go of everything for He Li like that, just a pair of old friends-like questions, and didn't feel that He Li asked what he shouldn't ask, but he didn't want to say, or he really forgot, because the past ten years have really changed a lot;

"Over the years, I've been thinking every day that one day you'll come back;" Ignoring what Zhuang Feng said, everyone has their own secrets, and it is difficult to say no matter how close and trusted people are;

"I'm just thinking, if you come back, how should we live? Should we take back what belongs to us, or live peacefully; I thought about it for a long time and didn't figure it out, but now I understand; since I'm back, why do I have to live a peaceful life? If you want to live a peaceful life, you can't come back, and since you're back, you can't live a peaceful life; just like that, I just figured it out, what a fucking stupid, hehe;" Where He Li is talking alone, he doesn't care whether Zhuang Feng is asleep or not, whether he can hear his words;

"Actually, I've thought about how to live a peaceful life, not to work as a coolie on the dock, that's to wait for you to come back; I think about how to live a peaceful life, that is, to go to school, learn how to live a peaceful life, and see how civilians live; and then, find another girl, you don't need to be too beautiful, you can have children; you know, I haven't seen my parents, but I don't want my children to know what their parents are like;

"Later, I thought again, if the young master comes back one day, I will take it over and live together, and then, help the young master find a girl and have a child, so that our children will be brothers again, how good that day is;

"I thought a lot, but I didn't do anything;" He Li said to himself, and suddenly Zhuang Feng interjected;

"Yes, I think a lot, I think beautifully, but I don't do anything;" For Zhuang Feng's words, He Li is indeed like this, thinking a lot, but doing nothing;

"You say, can people like us really only think about it, but not have it?" He Li continued, but Zhuang Feng did not answer;

"I think, it's really like this, I can only think about it but can't have it; it's actually a joke to find an ordinary girl to get married and have children, and live a normal life; look, I can face death and kill like eating, then ordinary people have to fight is a big deal, and the dead kill people, that's a big thing, like me, I can kill people casually, so what's it?"

He Li has been talking to himself there, in fact, he is not trying to express anything, but he has been aggrieved for too long; think about it, with the power of his dealer, once he falls, who can understand it; now, He Li said this, in fact, because Zhuang Feng is back, and the world that belongs to them is back;

In fact, Zhuang Feng has imagined these things He Li said countless times, but he can't talk to others, the difference is that Zhuang Feng is not only because no one can talk to him about this, but also because he is the head of the Zhuang family, only the people below complain to him, but he can't complain to others, so Zhuang Feng just listens quietly, but can't speak;

"So, I finally figured it out, I can only be a dealer, I can only live in the world that belongs to us, it's good to think about it once in a while, because no matter what you think, you can't have it;" He Li poured all the words in his heart clean, and his heart was much smoother;

"Ali, don't think about so many messy things; we will also have what we have, in our world, we have a home, a lover, and a child;" Zhuang Feng listened to He Li's story, and also understood what He Li's state of mind was;

"Well, I also believe that there will be, because the young master is back, and we are back in the world that belongs to us, there is no need to envy others, I will have it sooner or later;" For Zhuang Feng's words, He Li believed;

Don't say that this kind of trust is very naïve, it has gone through so many people, in fact, this person sometimes really needs to be so naïve to believe in everything, otherwise he doesn't know why he lives;

The road of life is the point of no return; because we believe, we have to go all the way to the dark; when we turn back, we look back at the twilight, and we can no longer find the way to come;