"What's wrong with you?"

The door was suddenly pushed open, but it was Shui Nianyu who heard his screams, thinking that he had another demonic attack, and hurriedly broke in.

After Yang Yan woke up, she was embarrassed to live in the same room with him again, so she moved to the next room and slept in a room with her grandfather.

At this moment, there was a little movement in the Yangyan room, and Shui Nianyu noticed it, and came over to check the situation as soon as possible.

However, when she broke into Yang Yan's room, the whole person froze, she looked at Yang Yan who was half-sitting up on the bed in a daze, her eyes were getting wider and wider, her red lips were slightly open, and her face was full of incredulity.

"You...... How...... Crying?"

Shui Nianyu asked cautiously, I couldn't believe what I saw in front of me, this cold and strong young man, his eyes were burned with the magic sword and jade, and he would only grit his teeth and endure the refusal to say anything when he was eroded by the demonic will, he was like a cold stone to people, there was no emotion at all, so he would cry?

Yes, she could see very clearly, a tear was slowly sliding down under Yang Yan's magic pupils, so conspicuous, it could never be an illusion, or an illusion.

"I ...... Crying?" Yang Yan glanced at her shocked expression mechanically, his hand silently stretched out his cheek, wet and cold, he put his hand in front of his eyes, his pupils shrank slightly, it was really tears.

He actually shed tears?

How could he shed tears?

It turns out that tears are like this......

For a while, Yang Yan's mind seemed to be chaotic, and his complicated thoughts were presented chaotically, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Yes, you cried. Shui Nianyu nodded seriously, his eyes couldn't help but widen, staring at his face without blinking, but unfortunately he only shed this tear, which had been wiped away by his hand.

This must be the first time he has shed tears, right?

She became more and more curious in her heart, what could make a young man like him almost hard-hearted, even if it was only a drop.

"Why am I crying?" Yang Yan asked as he looked at her in confusion, almost choking her to death.

"Ahem, cough, cough......" Shui Nianyu choked on tears, looked at him in great amazement, and said speechlessly: "Why don't you even know why you're crying?"

Yang Yan saw the tears squeezing out of the corners of her eyes, and her confusion was even worse: "Why are you crying?"

I'm crying?

Shui Nianyu was stunned, then noticed where his gaze was, and immediately choked again, and said extremely speechlessly: "I was choked by you and burst into tears, and I didn't cry." ”

Tears are not crying?

A big question mark flashed in Yang Yan's mind, and then he suddenly realized, his expression returned to calm, and he said lightly: "I didn't cry either." ”

Shui Nianyu: "......"

What is the situation with you as you are? The reason for our tears is completely different, right? I'm choking, you're obviously crying, okay?

So, she simply changed her question: "Did you dream about something?"

Yang Yan was silent for a long time, as if in contemplation, and then frowned, and said to himself: "Perhaps, it's my mother...... Mother?"

Shui Nianyu was stunned when she heard this, and said, "What do you mean by maybe your mother's mother?

Yang Yan was silent, then shook his head, nodded again, and finally responded lightly: "...... Well. ”

Shui Nianyu: "......"

What do you want to express? Have you seen it, or have you never seen it? It's good to be clear, you make my head confused and confused, okay?

However, in the end, she was more delicate than her heart, and after thinking for a while, she faintly seemed to understand something, and there was a trace of sympathy in her heart, or sympathy.

She thought that she was the only one who didn't know who her parents were, and Yang Yan's temper was so weird, like a spoiled teenager, she always thought that Yang Yan must have a happy family, but now she knows that perhaps, he is not much better than herself.

At least, there is no shadow of her biological parents in her mind, and with her grandfather who loves her, she will occasionally feel a trace of sadness about being abandoned, which is not very strong.

And Yang Yan, he can still dream of it, but he can't see it in reality, which is the most torturous, and it is no wonder that he cried because of this, although even he himself did not understand why he was crying.

"What's wrong with your mother? What did you dream about?" Shui Nianyu knew whether to ask, but he couldn't hold back the curiosity in his heart, and finally asked.

Yang Yan didn't want to say much, but when she saw her clear eyes flickering at herself, she couldn't help but reply, "She didn't want me and my father to ...... My relatives were hurt, and when I was just born, I was forcibly taken away, and I have not been heard from since. ”

In fact, Yang Yan is not sure whether the woman in the dream who can't see clearly and only thinks that she must be as beautiful as a fairy, called "Kite", is really the mother concubine he has never seen, so many years, he has only dreamed of that scene twice, as if deeply imprinted in the depths of his soul, when he saw that "Kite" disappearing with that line of strong people, the wordless anger and stinging sorrow that rose from his heart seemed to be engraved in his heart, carved in every inch of flesh and blood, and penetrated deep into the bone marrow, but he seemed to tell himself with great certainty that it was his mother concubine!

From childhood to adulthood, every prince has been cared for by his mother, but he doesn't, even his father has never mentioned any topic about his mother, so that many times he feels that he doesn't have a mother at all, but these two dream scenes made him understand that he also has his own mother, but he was taken away when he was born and has never seen it.

Shui Nianyu's heart trembled, she didn't expect that Yang Yan's mother was taken away when he was born, and she couldn't even enjoy a little bit of mother and son's family, but they missed each other, what kind of cruel thing was this to Yang Yan and Yang Yan's mother?

She also thought of herself, Yang Yan's mother had to be separated in order to protect their father and son, so what about her own parents?

For a while, her heart was full of thoughts, and she sighed unconsciously: "It turns out that we are all the same......"

She suddenly asked, "Then will you go to your mother?"

"Yes. Yang Yan said with great certainty, he didn't know it before, but now he almost thinks that the newborn baby in his dream is himself, and the woman who was forcibly taken away is his mother, no matter what, he is going to find it, even if it is not for himself, for the sake of his father, this trip must go.

Shui Nianyu was silent, because she wouldn't, no matter whether her parents had a hard time or not, after all, they abandoned her, but her grandfather raised her single-handedly, taught her what she had learned all her life, and regarded it as her own, she couldn't leave her grandfather and go to a strange world to find strange parents who didn't know where.

"Tian Lao is your only relative, and it is natural to be by your side. As if seeing what she was thinking, Yang Yan said lightly.

Hearing this, Shui Nianyu felt a little relieved in his heart, and smiled lightly: "It turns out that you will also comfort people, thank you!"

Yang Yan was expressionless, and did not answer, he got out of bed by himself, and walked all the way to the outside of the hospital, Shui Nianyu smiled and didn't care, quietly followed behind him, since that day Yang Yan decided not to rely on medicine, and fought against the magic sword demon intent with his own state of mind, he would practice swords on the other side of the river every morning and evening, which was pleasing to the eye, and she would often sit quietly on the shore to watch.

Tian Lao did not go out today, is sitting on the shore fishing, the hat seems to grow on his head as if he has never seen him take off, really like an ordinary farmer fisherman, Yang Yan's eyes flashed slightly, he does not use medicine Tian Lao does not need to collect medicine for him every day, but every day Tian Lao still goes out early and returns late, today there is leisure to sit on the shore and fish, I think there must be something to say to him.

Tian Lao didn't seem to see him, his eyes looked at the water calmly, Yang Yan didn't ask much, he came to the other side of the river as usual and began to practice swords, a practice is two hours, now his cultivation is imprisoned, two hours down is already sweating like rain, back to the shore, not surprisingly, Tian Lao opened his mouth to stop him.

"How are you feeling now?" asked Tenro.

"I have been able to suppress the demonic will by relying on my state of mind, but the demonic will is ready to move, and I must always fight with my state of mind, this is not a long-term solution. Yang Yan thought for a moment and said.

"That's your state of mind is not enough, you have passed the first step to face the test of yourself, and now it can be said that you are the beginning of your state of mind, but if you want to reach the point of 'let him shake the mountain, I will stand still', you need a small state of mind, even if you don't deliberately fight against it, the magic will will not help you. Tian Lao said sharply.

Yang Yan nodded thoughtfully and asked, "How can I achieve a small state of mind?"

The first step is to face up to oneself, it is not easy to say, it is not difficult to say that it is not difficult, Yang Yan's martial arts heart is extremely firm, and his understanding of himself is extremely profound, even if characters such as Tian Lao deliberately ridicule and belittle, he cannot shake his martial arts heart, so this step is not difficult for him, and he will soon reach the point of entry into the state of mind, but Tian Lao said that the state of mind is small, and he has no clue.

The entry of the state of mind is to face up to oneself, not to be conceited by any false praise and exaggeration, nor to be inferior to any contemptuous and ridiculous words, I am who I am, no matter what others think, I am still me.

What is the mood of Xiaocheng?

"Hehe, that's a good question. Tian Lao smiled faintly and said: "For those who have a firm heart in martial arts, it is easy to get started in the state of mind, but it is difficult to achieve a small state of mind, this step is the beginning of true heart cultivation, there is no shortcut to speak of, and no one can help, everything depends on the individual's own creation." ”

"However, the old man can point out a clear path for you, which can save you many detours and get twice the result with half the effort, but the corresponding difficulty will be many times higher. ”

"I beseech Heaven for advice. Yang Yan arched his hand and said, the so-called difficulty naturally couldn't scare him, he just needed to know where the road was.

"Taoism has a method of not passing on the mind, called "Pure Heart Formula", this method of mind directly refers to the essence of cultivating the mind, if you can understand it thoroughly, cultivate to perfection, don't say that the state of mind is small, and the state of mind is great, what is the difficulty?" said the elder, "You close your eyes, relax your whole body, and don't resist." ”

"Tian Lao ......" Yang Yan's eyes flashed, Tian Lao was just a simple introduction, but as long as he was not a heartless person, anyone could think of how valuable this Taoist heart method called "Pure Heart Jue" was, Tian Lao could teach it to himself without blinking his eyes, but how could he accept it calmly?

"Little guy, I know that you don't want to accept this favor in vain, but the old man is not a whim, nor does he let you get this benefit in vain, the old man has his own consideration for passing on your heart, and the old man has two conditions, you must abide by them, otherwise although the old man saved you, he will have to kill you one day. ”