Chapter 42: A Little Calm (Medium)

Luo Xiangzhu held the branch, his face was serious, for fear that he would not be able to understand her sword moves after sleepless nights, and added: "This is Yu Shaobao's "Lime Yin" swordsmanship of this dynasty.

Sister Yu chased the main marksmanship, but admired Yu Shaobao's loyalty, learned a few swords, and passed them all to me, you are so good to watch, I will let you open your eyes! ”

After speaking, she thought carefully and recalled, and then waved the branch in her hand, and according to the trick routine, she danced the swordsmanship of "Lime Yin" from beginning to end.

Although the movements are not very smooth, some places are a little clumsy, and the actual combat effect is almost zero, but her serious appearance makes Sleepless feel that his heart hurts.

The words of rejection are really unspeakable.

The sunset gradually embraced the hills, and the colors of the sky blended.

A brief moment, a corner of the sky, white, yellow, red, blue, complex, just like some people's hearts.

After a while, it became dark.

Sleepless at night felt that it could not be delayed any longer.

"Miss, I have served you since I was a child, and I know your situation best."

Sleepless sniffed.

I don't know why, there is some snot, maybe it is frozen, but I complain that the winter sun is too weak.

"You read the "Commentary on the Four Books" at a very young age, and you can memorize the four books backwards. It stands to reason that if you can do this, there is a high probability that you can train the internal strength of Confucianism, but you don't.

Until now, you don't have the internal strength of Confucianism. ”

Sleepless watching her head sink gradually, she couldn't bear it, but she continued: "Later, you read the Tao Te Ching, Mozi, Han Feizi, and even the Buddhist scriptures of Zen Buddhism, Tantra, and Pure Land Buddhism, and this time you also read the books of the soldiers.

Unfortunately, none of the corresponding internal forces are generated in your body. ”

Luo Xiangzhu raised his head and interrupted him: "Amian, what is the purpose of what you said this?" Are you laughing at me, disgusting me for being dull and having very poor qualifications? ”

Sleepless nights, I don't have that in my heart.

He had a clear conscience, and he didn't intend to force her to back down by pretending to argue.

He grabbed her hand tightly and said, "Miss, I have been immersed in Buddhist scriptures for a long time, and I gradually believe in one thing. Do you want to listen? ”

Luo Xiangzhu said: "What do you gradually believe? You don't match the preface and the afterword, and your thinking jumps too fast, I can't keep up with you.

If you want to say it, please wait a while, and then talk about it when you think about it! ”

Sleepless waited for a while, saw that her face was better, and then said: "I gradually believe that everything is destined in the dark."

You can't generate internal strength, it's not that you are poorly talented, it's that God is designing another journey for you. ”

He explained: "I have internal strength and martial arts, so I should run on the road and explore the cause of my lord's death; You don't have martial arts, but you have read so many books, so you should sit at home, receive all kinds of information I have passed on to you, analyze them one by one, and guide me in the bureau. ”

He sighed, wanting to take out his heart and show it to her, to prove that his love was not false: "Miss, the death of the master is too strange, and it is still a fog, not to mention the authorities."

The two of us, there must be one of us, who is outside the bureau, in order to have a trace of the possibility of seeking the truth in this confusing search. ”

Luo Xiangzhu looked at him with wide eyes, he was about to cry, and he, not yet aware of it, still continued: "You said that I dislike you, and you want to participate." Miss, there are many ways to participate, you sit in the back and analyze the situation, this way of participating is just as important as me running in front.

A group of generals went to the battlefield, they were all brave and eager to fight, but in a battle, it is impossible for everyone to be the vanguard, there is always a need for someone to guard the rear army, and someone also needs to take care of the grain and grass...... Miss, I wonder if what I am saying is already clear? ”

He looked at Luo Xiangzhu, her tears slipped silently at this moment, as cold as the rain of nine midwinters. Snot followed, and the whole face, almost covered with tears.

She choked up and said: "You hero, you want to enter the game by yourself, but you don't let me enter the game, you are a hero, but you are also hateful!" ”

She pointed to the sleepless night, word by word, as if to complain: "You always say that you are not at ease, you are not at ease, I am not worried that I will embark on an uncertain road with you, but how can I ever rest assured, rest assured that you will go into danger alone?!" ”

"Your heart is made of flesh, and other people's hearts are stones, right?!"

The sleepless heart trembled violently, and there was a sense of despair that he had almost lost the most precious thing, and turned into a sharp cone, cone his heart fiercely and hard.

Since the drastic changes in the Luo family, he has always considered problems from his own point of view, self-righteousness, and even self-touching. But he didn't think that Luo Xiangzhu would also have his own thoughts, and he would have his own worries and fears.

Perhaps, her thoughts are not so thoughtful, and her fears are even unfounded.

But in essence, they are equal to sleepless thoughts, and they are all worthy of respect. We should listen, we should understand, and we should give a space for free expression.

They come from a noble soul.

After Luo Xiangzhu said that, he hid his face and ran away, probably afraid that he would see him crying and be laughed at by him.

Sleepless at night, as if he had lost his soul, he stood in place and could not move for a long time.

The sunset has reached a height above the horizon.

At this time, the sun is the least scorching, but the most stinging. Piercing eyes, piercing hearts, piercing people's whole body, everywhere is uncomfortable.

I wanted to run over and hug Luo Xiangzhu and cry when I was sleepless at night.

But what about crying?

After crying, this bleak life will continue to be faced after all.

The Black Elk Peak needs to be docked, and the trip to Lushan cannot be delayed any longer.

With such a long journey, do you really want to take the young lady with you?

The small Black Elk Peak, but there is only one Zhang Daqiu in the Shuntong realm, which almost made the young lady doomed, and on the road in the future, Li Daqiu in the reverse realm, and even Wang Daqiu in the reverse realm, may jump out at a certain point in time and place......

When the time comes, how to deal with it?

"Miss, Miss, the faint sorrow of my heart is the song that you have played for your heartfelt crying.

Can you hear this tune? ”

The night climbed completely up to the treetops. A round of moon grew on the tree, and the branches and leaves were uneven, and it was clear that this round of moon was beautiful and round.

The moon is round tonight, the kind of circle that shouldn't be round but round.

Sleepless and unwilling to admire the moon, he walked to the door that Luo Xiangzhu pushed open and ran in, knocked, knocked and knocked.

"I don't want to see you right now. But if you want to say goodbye without saying goodbye, I will leave the cruel words here, I only have one sentence, which is also what my mother once said, yes, it is also a sentence that Zheng Zhuanggong said to his mother:

If you don't see the Yellow Spring, you won't see it! ”

Sleepless at night and was about to turn around, Luo Xiangzhu's words rushed out through the window lattice.