Chapter 143: I don't know what is my body
Hua Dan turned to look at Ye Sleepless and said: "Childe, Xin Jiaxuan once said, 'Heaven and earth are born in one breath, and I don't know what is my body'." Based on this reasoning, this 'somehow' gentleman can be said to be the wisest and wisest. ”
Heaven and earth are born together, and I don't know what is my body.
This poem seems familiar.
In Changsha Prison that day, I was drowsy, and there was no thought in my heart, except for this poem.
Listening to it again today, I was sleepless at night and in a trance, as if it was yesterday.
"Since the death of the ancients, they all longed for a grave, and there was a grave that was a monument, and a monument was a text. As strong as the Empress Wu Cao of the Great Zhou Dynasty, she set up a wordless monument, opened her heart, and expressed the sun and the moon, only waiting for the heroes of later generations to evaluate their merits. Although she is so strong, later generations still know that under the wordless monument, it is her bones that are buried. ”
Hua Dan bowed three times in front of the tomb of unknown He, got up and said with a smile: "And this tomb of unknown where, although there is a text, writing is equivalent to not writing, just from this tomb, this monument, I can't see anything real." This kind of indifference and loneliness is the only one that is not recorded in history. ”
Sleepless and moving.
Looking at the inscription for a long time, I couldn't recognize it as the He family's calligraphy, like a face and a willow, and Ou Gong hid it. I saw Zhao Mengfu, and there were three Sus.
I don't know what kind of strange calligraphy it is.
Ye Sleepless smiled and said: "This Mr. I don't know He, I'm afraid he wants to tell us that everything is unknowable; Even the unknowable thing itself is unknowable. ”
Hua Dan's eyes smiled into a crescent moon: "I have a different opinion, I don't know if Mr. He wants to say, the world is vast, and I don't know where to go." After 100,000 years, who knows? It's better not to mention the name or trace at the beginning, anyway, sooner or later you don't know what, it's better to know what from the moment you die, so as not to confuse future generations. ”
Sleepless smiled faintly, did not reply, did not argue, and finally took a look at the unknown grave, led the horse and left.
Hua Dan followed closely.
"As Childe said, you have no ties, no shackles, no sects, and you don't know where to go. But these sentient beings, Sumeru mustard seeds, bustling, coming and going, who can clearly know who this body is? Who can tell why, to whom? ”
Hua Dan said as she walked, a whisk of dust swayed with her steps, the afternoon wind blew her bun, and the golden sunlight shone obliquely on her face, adding a touch of charm.
Sleepless didn't stop, just looked at her.
"Who the hell are you?"
That night, King Ji's Mansion was shocked, and today's bazaar met in Pingshui, before and after, it seemed that it was a coincidence, but the words she said were every word, as if she had been prepared.
Sleepless finally got serious and began to be interested in her origins.
Hua Dan saluted and said: "The little woman's surname is Chu, and her name is Chu Yan. ”
"Chu, Chu Yan?" Sleepless asked tentatively. "Since you were in King Ji's Mansion that night, so you have a relationship with King Ji or King Ji's Mansion?"
Hua Dan Chuyan nodded truthfully: "Yes." ”
Sleepless at night, his figure was slightly sluggish, his hand pressed on the hilt of the Qingyu Sword, and in his expression, he gradually became vigilant: "According to this, we didn't meet by chance, you are specially for the Ji Wangfu to deal with me?" ”
He was very distressed, he couldn't see this Chu Yan's martial arts cultivation, whether it was from her breath or the pace of her walking, he couldn't feel the slightest bit about her cultivation level.
Since entering the rivers and lakes, it is the first time to look at people's cultivation and look at the situation of seeing through the eyes, such as looking at the blank.
Chu Yan didn't speak, just waved his sleeve robe, bringing a gust of fragrant wind, blowing the hair on the forehead of Sleepless Night.
The fragrant breeze is fragrant, refreshing, and it is carrying the girl's body odor, like a close contact.
Ye Wumiao's face was slightly red, and he was slightly surprised: "You...... What, what does it mean? ”
Chu Yan squinted his eyes, shook his head and smiled: "If you don't know Mr. He, I don't know what it means." ”
Sleepless felt teasing, his cheeks turned crimson, and he said angrily: "You, you are playing me? ”
Chu Yan explained unhurriedly: "I fanned a gust of wind with my hand, and you have to investigate the meaning; I appear right here, and you wonder if I'm here to target you...... Childe, do you have a heartstring all day long, pretending to be a lot of things, and you haven't had a moment of relaxation? ”
As she spoke, her slender body bowed slightly, and when she raised her head again, her face was unguarded and quiet.
"Childe, if I say that I happened to appear here, happened to meet you, and didn't come with any purpose in the Jiwang Mansion, do you believe it?"
In the sleepless night, a brief feeling of shame floated in my heart.
Indeed, as Chu Yan said, his mind is too heavy, and he always has a heartstring, which is rare to stretch.
However, is it his fault?
Soothing his mind, he nodded and said, "I believe it." In that case, let's leave it at that. ”
Holding Yun Sheng firmly in front of his chest, he clasped his fists with both hands, and said goodbye to Chu Yan with a proper etiquette.
The sunset in his eyes reflected in the sky, fiery red, bright, Yun Sheng was already asleep.
Chu Yan looked at his eyes for a while, as if admiring.
Until he turned away.
She didn't hesitate, her slender body followed closely, half a position slower than him, refusing to fall, and following the same steps, but very steady.
Sleepless at night, his face was strange, his brows were furrowed and uncomforted, and he wanted to speak many times.
Under the last afterglow of the sunset, it has reached a no-man's land, and finally, the sleepless night can't help it, with three points of puzzlement, seven points of helplessness, sighed, and said, "Why do you still follow me?" ”
Chu Yan was silent for a while, and said, "I'm not following you. ”
Sleepless and cold sweat: "But you are obviously with me." ”
Chu Yan smiled: "I have nothing to do with it. ”
She replied with the habit of sleepless nights, and the sleepless cold sweat broke out even more.
He said lightly: "It's cold, it's a cold joke." ”
After a while, Chu Yan let out a sigh and said, "Childe, since you said that you don't know where to go, but just wandering in this river and lake, then what's the matter if you take me with you?" ”
The evening breeze blew and blew up the clothes of the two.
The corners of the clothes of the two unconsciously hit each other, fluttering and jumping, as if they were holding hands.
Sleepless at night, stagnation for a while.
Is he really not going anywhere?
No, he knows where to go, there are many: Wugong Mountain, Lushan, Chengdu......
But they are all entrusted by people, and all kinds of karma will be driven, so they go there.
Upon closer examination, there is no place where he went for himself.
It is no wonder that when Chu Yan asked, his first reaction was to reply that he didn't know where he was going.
This body may really be like the Dongpo words quoted by Liu Feng when he laughed at him in prison, "The body is like a boat that is not tied." ”
At that time, I knew that it was ordinary.
At a certain moment, he was also asking himself in his heart, stunned.
"Who am I living for?"
Heaven and earth were silent, and no one answered him.
There is no answer to this question. If there is, that's just for reference.
In the winter wilderness, there is no insect chirping, no bird chirping, only the rustling of the earth and the shaking of dead branches.
Sleepless at night pulled the corners of his clothes, didn't look at Chu Yan, led the horse, determined the direction, and continued to move forward in the dark night.
"Childe, is the toddler you are holding in your hand your son?" Chu Yan hurriedly followed, asking as he walked.