Chapter Ninety-Five: No Remorse
When Chang Chang, the door to the cell was opened. Su Moxie retracted his thoughts and turned his head to look, and saw Mu Yan walking in, followed by two guards, carrying a rather sumptuous meal.
After letting the guards put down the food, Mu Yan ordered them to retreat, and he sat face to face with Su Moxie across the dining table with the hem of his dress.
Su Moxie raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "What's the matter? Shen Li actually sent you to see me off for the last time?",
Mu Yan shook his head, "He didn't know I was here. ”
Hearing this, Su Moxie was curious. But Mu Yan didn't continue, but put down the wine glass and picked up the wine jug to fill the wine for himself and the other party. Seeing this, Su Moxie smiled and said nothing, picked up the wine glass and drank it in one gulp.
"Aren't you worried that I've poisoned this wine?"
Su Moxie didn't hear it, and his eyes drifted out of the window unconsciously. "What fear do you fear of those who are about to die?"
Mu Yan looked at his side face, and couldn't help but think of such an infatuated beauty in the past, although she was injured and had no skin, whenever she mentioned her beloved son, she was always full of brilliance, and she never had half a bit of resentment.
"Have you ever regretted it?"
"No, I didn't. ”
Su Moxie replied decisively, but Mu Yan frowned slightly. "Is it really so important to be a country and a country? Can you be blinded and blind to a person who loves you with all your heart, causing her to come to this point, and in the end, even seeing her die and watching her die?"
Su Mo retracted his gaze when he heard this, and stared at Mu Yan with burning eyes for a long time before pulling the corners of his mouth and said lightly: "Originally, at this time, I don't want to argue with you anymore." You know who I am, and you may have great doubts about what I say, but now I want to tell you a few words of truth. ”
Speaking of this, Su Moxie picked up the wine jug and poured himself a full glass of wine, and drank it all in one gulp.
"Actually, you don't have to ask me this question, because you can ask your own man. In this life, there are many people who are involuntarily born in the royal family, although they are glorious and wealthy, and they have no worries about food and clothing, but they also have unspeakable suffering. Back then, I took Fei Su into the palace and accepted her as my personal maid, and the reason at first was very simple, I just didn't want to see her frozen to death on the street. ”
When he said this, Su Moxie caught a glimpse of Mu Yan's puzzled expression, and said with a smile: "Why? Don't believe that I also have such a kind time?he~ Human beings are inherently good, and it is impossible to have a child born with a bad stomach in this world." So believe it or not, at least I did give Flyer a new lease of life. ”
"Then why did you do this to her?"
Mu Yan knew that Su Moxie had always lied, but at this moment she did believe all his words. Because of today's Su Moxie, he has a calm face and no scruples.
"Because here. ”
Su Moxie pointed to his heart, and his smile turned bitter. "This heart can't beat for a woman. You've been to Snow Country, so you should know how harsh the climate is in Snow Country. Every winter, the dead can fill a city. There are too many children who have been discarded since childhood, and I want to save more than just one willow flyer. ”
"My father felt that it was not easy for the people, and he sent several edicts to the Ming Kingdom, hoping that the king of the Ming Kingdom could give a piece of land for the people of the Snow Country to migrate from the north. Ke Mingjun not only ignored it, but even sent troops to attack the Snow Country on the grounds that the Snow Country wanted to rebel. In the end, at the cost of my aunt's sending to make peace, the war was quelled. ”
"Since then, my father has been in a slump and has never mentioned the matter of migration again, but I am not reconciled! The country of Ming is too deceitful, under the same sky, why should only the people of the snow country suffer from the bitter cold? Therefore, I swear that I will not destroy the country of Ming, and I will not give up! Including the country of night, we must reverse the situation in the world. ”
Mu Yan lowered his eyes, and his eyes flashed. "So, you treat everyone as pawns and sacrifice everyone who can be sacrificed?"
"yes. Didn't Shen Li also sacrifice you?"
Su Moxie responded casually, and sure enough, Mu Yan was blocked for a while and couldn't speak.
"The Mu family is too powerful, and it has long posed a threat to the Ming country. If Shen Li wants to ascend to the throne, he naturally has to make meritorious contributions. It just so happened that you sent him to marry him, and of course he would not miss such a good opportunity. Of course, it can be seen that Shen Li loves you very much, so his original thoughts should be the same as when I sent Fei Fu away. Although he was reluctant, he was still ruthless. ”
Mu Yan's eyes sharpened, and he immediately said: "Don't compare him with you!"
"Haha!"
Su Moxie laughed out loud and arrogantly. "Miss Mu, in fact, everyone understands people, and there is no need to point out some words. Shen Li is my younger brother, although he is not the same father and mother, but I know him very well. If you don't believe, wait and see. The matter is not over yet, when he ascends to the throne and has more and more responsibilities, do you see if he still loves you as before?
Mu Yan snorted coldly and said, "Why does he want to abandon the country for me? Even though he is busy with government affairs and can't take care of me, at least he has me in his heart, and he won't do anything inferior to his beloved like you!"
"Miss Mu, you and Fei Fu have also been together for a while. Have you asked her why she was willing to go to Mingguo to do a good job in the first place? Please think about it, with my love for her at the beginning, if she was unwilling, how could I force it? I can't be seduced by emotion, but I can send her out of the palace and send her to get married, and I have a way to get her to leave me, but in the end I chose the most cruel path. Why? Because she went to Mingguo voluntarily, because she loved me, because she felt that compared to her humble status, High Priest Mo Yunxi was the woman who could stand by my side. ”
Su Moxie smiled and continued: "When Shen Li ascends the throne, you will naturally be the queen of the Ming Kingdom, but the king of a country cannot have only one wife. Although you were born in the Mu family, now the Mu family has long existed in name only. There are so many beauties in the world, can you guarantee that Shen Li will only love you alone for the rest of his life? Can you guarantee that he will still love you as always after he becomes a concubine? Can you guarantee that you will not be jealous or resentful? This is the path you will take in the future. ”
Mu Yan was silent and no longer spoken. She remembered the desolate smile that Fei Fu often showed, and remembered the entanglement that she didn't dare to love but couldn't escape, she couldn't help but sigh softly, took out a porcelain bottle from her sleeve and put it on the table.
Su Moxie only glanced at it, then picked up the bottle and opened it, poured it all into the wine jug, and leisurely filled his wine glass with wine. When he picked it up and handed it to his mouth, he was suddenly stopped by Mu Yan reaching out for it.
"If you could do it all over again, you ...... Will you make the same choice?"
Su Moxie smiled faintly, and his eyes turned a thousand times.
"Yes!"
After speaking, he raised his head and drank the wine in his glass.