Xiaowen's family lives in a small village at the foot of Tianzi Mountain, and when I saw the strange herbs in her house, I learned that Xiaowen's family had been practicing medicine for generations, and it was because she went up the mountain to pick herbs that day that she accidentally saved my life.

After the injury recovered, I didn't leave, at first I wanted to repay the favor. On weekdays, Xiaowen took me up the mountain to collect medicine, and she taught me to know all kinds of flowers and plants, and taught me to distinguish their smells.

Once, we accidentally fell into a deep pit in the mountain, this pit is mostly a trap set by the hunters on the mountain for hunting, when she fell, she held me firmly in her arms, but she fell and injured because of protecting me, I couldn't help but be annoyed, stay by her side, obviously to repay the favor, why did I let her be hurt again? Xiaowen suddenly squatted down and said to me very seriously: "It's too deep here, I can't climb up, but Xiaoqi, listen up, you step on my shoulder and climb up, and then go down the mountain to find someone to help." "Why does Xiaowen believe in me so much? What if I leave? What if I can't find someone? What if I can't find my way back?

But she still looked at me with firm eyes, and when I climbed up, she still smiled and beckoned to me, "Xiaoqi, don't fall into the trap again!" Hearing this, a stumble almost fell to the ground, am I such a careless fox? Quickly ran down the mountain, with only one thought in my mind: find someone to save Xiaowen!

After running a few kilometers like crazy, I suddenly realized what Xiaowen's last words and last smile meant. She knew I might leave, she knew I might not find anyone, she knew I might not find my way back, but none of that mattered, the important thing was that she sent me out. I could continue to live outside, and if she hadn't passed by or Orion hadn't looked back, she might have died inside......

I ran down the mountain to find Xiaowen's mother, but fortunately, she understood my intentions and followed me up the mountain with a rope and a group of people. The terrain of Tianzi Mountain is complicated, but fortunately, I found it with memory. It was already dark when we arrived, and Xiaowen fell asleep on his mother's back, muttering "Xiaoqi-" along the way.

At that moment, this stubborn stone, which had not been shaken for a hundred years, was pried open by something, but it didn't hurt-

Xiaowen, do you know that before I met you, I have always been alone, Xiaowen, do you know that for the rest of my life, I will be the only one, and there will be no other request.

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Follow you silently, as long as you need me, turn around and be me.

I once looked forward to it, and I thought that I could be with you forever, swimming all over the mountains and rivers, and watching all the flowers bloom and fall.

Until that day—

"Xiaowen, you are so old, you should find someone to marry. "Mother, what are you talking about, I still want to accompany you and Xiaoqi all the time!" Although Xiaowen said so, I could see her faintly expectant look, she still wanted to get married......

Xiaowen's fiancé is also the child of a family in the village at the foot of Tianzi Mountain, and I used to accompany her to collect medicine, but when I saw him waiting in front of Xiaowen's house every morning, I told myself that I must not disturb Xiaowen, although I can't be with Xiaowen all the time as before, but as long as Xiaowen sees him happy, it is enough.

The night before the wedding, Xiaowen sat alone in the courtyard, looking at the starry sky, I quietly walked to her side, and accompanied her quietly. In the future, there will be no chance. "Xiaoqi," she said slowly, "I'm going to get married tomorrow, I can't be with you every day, you have to help me take good care of my mother." "Yes, she is going to get married tomorrow, and from now on, I only have her in my heart, but she will stay with another person for the rest of her life......

Three thousand green silks, a phoenix crown draped in the glow, a fiery red wedding dress blooming bewitchingly, you smile like a flower, this is enough, no matter where you are, I am willing to be behind you, keep you clear and picturesque.

Even so, I forgot the most important thing, that people are fragile, will be born, old, sick and die, and just a few decades will be fleeting.

Xiaowen died of illness a few years after marrying him, the day she left was as we first met, it snowed heavily, it rained for three days and three nights, I was so stupid to guard her grave, my mother said that she had been calling my name when she left, she said "Xiaoqi, I'm sorry - we, see you in the next life - " It turned out that she knew, she knew everything, knew my mind, knew that I was a fox demon who was still shallow in cultivation, she - said sorry for me. Obviously I'm sorry for her, she saved me again and again, and there is no moment when I hate my weakness more than I am now, if I am stronger, if I don't even transform into a problem......

There just aren't so many ifs.