Chapter 155: At the beginning
Jian Fan returned to the clean and tidy dormitory, put down his luggage, looked at Jiang Shuai's laptop, and smiled slightly. What I want to do most now is to go to see Jiang Shuai, then pinch his face and ask him if he misses me during the holidays.
Jian Fan sent a text message to Jiang Shuai, 'I'm back to Beijing, where are you?' and then quickly changed his clothes and carefully combed his hair.
Jiang Shuai's text message came in, 'Write a plan in the company, and I'll find you when I'm done.' It is estimated that it will be late. ’
Jian Fan's heart beat happily, not wanting to wait until the evening, and replied to the text message, 'I'll go to the company, wait for me.' ’
The text message was sent, and Jian Fan was suddenly shrouded in a gloom. How am I going to face Han Cong? I am now clear that the beginning of my relationship with Han Cong was due to a knot, and then my obsession with him was just vanity. But how am I going to tell Han Cong about this? Will he understand? Before Han Cong and I let go of each other, why should I ask for Jiang Shuai's affection, and what should I use to make a promise of love to Jiang Shuai.
What you have to face will eventually be faced, and Jian Fan came to Han Cong's company with a heavy heart.
Jiang Shuai was alone in front of the computer typing on the keyboard, and Yan Min and Han Cong were discussing something in the general manager's office. Jian Fan walked quietly behind Jiang Shuai. I can't provoke Jiang Shuai now, otherwise it will be too unfair to Jiang Shuai.
Jian Fan walked to the door of the general manager's office and looked at Han Cong silently. Han Cong has not changed, he is still so handsome, so proud, and full of talent. But I've changed, I can't let Han Cong have me anymore, and I can't have Han Cong anymore.
Even if the relationship for many years is not love, it does not mean that you can give it up. The thought that Han Cong would be emotionally traumatized because of her betrayal, Jian Fan's heart ached. once suspected that Han Cong had betrayed his feelings and was in pain. Unexpectedly, it is me who is now judging my feelings. I once vowed that even if Han Cong no longer loves me, I will maintain his dignity and be willing to give him the right to choose. Now, however, this vow cannot be kept. I had to make a choice because I couldn't go against my own heart. I'm sorry, Han Cong, you can forgive me.
Unconsciously. Jian Fan's face was already full of tears.
"Jian Fan, what's wrong with you. Han Cong looked up and noticed Jian Fan, rushing out from behind his desk.
"Me. ”
"Come, sit down. Han Cong pressed Jian Fan on the sofa.
"Han Cong, me. Jian and Gen couldn't speak. Another line of tears welled up in his eyes.
"Yan Min, you go out first. ”
Yan Min walked out of Han Cong's office in anger and surprise, and Han Cong closed the door casually.
Outside the office, Jiang Shuai had already stood up, "What happened to Jian Fan?"
"How do I know?" Yan Min was dissatisfied, and sneered.
"Yan Min, you don't always focus on whether Jian Fan is good or not. Jiang Shuai hated Yan Min's attitude towards Jian Fan.
"What did I do to her? As soon as she came into the office, I came out. Do I have a chance to target her? Yan Min turned a swivel chair around and sat down, "If you care about Jian Fan." Why don't you go in and have a look? ”
Jiang Shuai took a deep breath and sat down again.
Han Cong gently wiped the tears on Jian Fan's face with a tissue, "What's wrong? Is it because of me?"
Jian Fan turned his face away, and tears flowed down disobediently, "Han Cong, I'm sorry, let's break up." ”
"Why? No kidding, okay?"
"Actually, at the beginning, I. Jian Fan pursed his lips, what a hurtful truth I am about to say! Han Cong's feelings are real. The mistake I made. but let him bear it.
Han Cong was stunned for a moment, and immediately came to his senses, "We were very good at the beginning, and we loved each other. Fall in love with each other. ”
"No, I shouldn't have accepted your feelings in the first place. Jian Fan held back tears and finally said the cruel words.
Han Cong frowned slightly, and suddenly laughed, "Haha, little girl." I believe everything you say. I don't believe this sentence alone. ”
"I didn't lie to you. ”
"Haha, what should you call not. Han Cong kissed Jian Fan's forehead.
With Han Cong's high IQ, he would not fail to understand what Jian Fan meant. At the beginning, he took advantage of Jian Fan's soft heart, and deliberately arranged the timing of the confession before the final exam. He was sure that Jian Fan would not refuse. Because of a secret, he never told anyone.
Han Cong is not not emotionally intelligent, he just disdains to spend energy pondering other people's hearts. He is confident that with his IQ, his ability to act, his ability to execute, he can control everything, including feelings. Before deciding to pursue Jian Fan, Han Cong made sufficient preparations. With the convenience of working in the student union, Han Cong easily saw Jian Fan's file, learned about the high school where Jian Mao used to be, the class he was in, and easily found Jian Fan's classmates in the same high school.
An excellent boy dropped out of school because of Jian Fan's refusal, and the shadow caused to Jian Fan's heart has been lingering. This matter is known to everyone in Jian Fan's high school, how could Han Cong not investigate it. Han Cong knew everything about Jian Fan, who was like transparent paper in front of him, simple and unhidden. The reason why Han Cong chose the timing of his confession before the exam was because he knew that the boy had confessed to Jian Fan before an exam, and he wanted to create a suitable scene and use Jian Fan's inner shadow to capture Jian Fan's heart.
Although he knew that this was not a dishonorable practice, Han Cong had to do it. He likes Jane, but he doesn't have much energy to spend chasing girls. He wants results, not lengthy processes. In the end, the confession succeeded. However, the proud Han Cong firmly believes that Jian Fan accepts him because he likes and loves him, and it is by no means due to psychological shadows. The measures taken are only one more important insurance.
Yet, today. If Jian Fan wants to deny the beauty he has always believed in, Han Cong will never allow it.
"Little girl, did I break your heart recently and disappointed you. I know I'm not good, it's all because I'm too busy with work. I'll put down my work now, will I accompany you?" Han Cong stroked Jian Fan's cold face.
"Han Cong, why do you think I'm good. I am not good. Jian Fan's heart was full of self-blame.
"I feel grounded with you by my side, and I feel satisfied when I think that you belong to me. I want the best for you. You are part of my accomplishments. ”
Jian Fan raised his eyes, this is Han Cong. I hurt him as much as I hurt myself. Why should I discern my feelings for him? If you don't discriminate, wouldn't it be nice to love him stupidly like before?
"Han Cong, I'm sorry. ”
Han Cong hugged Jian Fan, "I don't need you to say I'm sorry, I said, I won't let you leave me." ”
Jian Fan pushed Han Cong away, "My feelings for you have always been wrong. ”
"It's wrong, it's wrong, I don't care if it's wrong, as long as you don't leave me. ”
"But. ”
"You're tired, go, I'll accompany you back to the dormitory. Han Cong didn't wait for Jian Fan to speak, he took Jian Fan's hand and walked out.
Jiang Shuai was afraid that Jian Fan would feel embarrassed, so he forced himself not to look at her and continued to type on the keyboard.
Yan Min glanced at Jian Fan, and it seemed that Jian Fan's tears were not less. It is estimated that because Han Cong didn't go to the station to see her off before the holiday, he came to find Han Cong to be coquettish. She will cry in front of Han Cong, and she will do nothing. I don't know what Han Cong likes about her, why can't he let it go? Han Cong has been working for a few days in a row during the holidays, how can he have the strength to coax her again. I should remind Jian Fan to let her be a little more restrained.
Yan Min took out his mobile phone, pondered for a moment, and wrote a text message, "Jian Fan, I don't know what happened between you and Han Cong. However, for the sake of Han Cong's hard work for several days in a row, please don't distract him too much for you. The current business situation of the company is not good, and it is almost insolvent, I hope you can understand. Please respect Han Cong's ideals and career. This text message doesn't have to be seen by Han Cong, thank you. ’
When the text message was sent, Yan Min smiled, just to let Jian Fan know the company's current business situation, and she still needed to ask He Jiayu. Although He Jiayu is a bastard, he is not stupid. In the scene he directed, although I was only a supporting role, the outcome of this scene was very exciting. I just hope that this scene will start soon. (To be continued.) )