In the past six years, Su Yunnuan has shown a sincere heart and devoted all her love to Huo Yibei.

Even if I didn't get a response from him, I never regretted it.

But......

The moment Jian Xiangsi appeared in front of her with Huo Yibei's arm in her arms, she realized how stupid she was.

I also realized how much useless work I had done.

After being unable to do anything about "making Huo Yibei fall in love with herself", her heart also died.

"Baozi, there is a very famous philosopher who once said that a person often dies twice, no longer loves, no longer loved.

When a person no longer loves or is no longer loved by others, he experiences a kind of death, which is not a physical death, but a spiritual death or end.

Stopping to love others means healing of the soul, and although there are still scars, you have learned to move forward on your own.

No longer loving means no longer looking forward to being loved, and beginning to understand that the watermelon of life is accompanied by loneliness, and beginning to understand that loneliness is the normal state of life.

Instead of resisting loneliness, it is better to accept it and learn to live with it. ”

"When I moved out of Wutong Courtyard, I often had chest pain in the middle of the night, so painful that I couldn't sleep, and I would flip through the book when I was bored, and when I saw this passage, at that time, I felt that this passage was very good."

"I also tried to let go of Huo Yibei and accept the fact that I was not loved, and later, I repeated this passage to get used to being alone with me, and now, I finally got used to this kind of life, and I especially don't want to be ruined, especially Huo Yibei."

On the first night she moved out of the Sycamore Courtyard, she barely stayed awake all night.

A sharp pain lingered in her chest, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't suppress the pain.

She herself is a medical worker, and she knows very well that her body is fine, there are no wounds, and there is no disease, but her heart hurts.

That is the unwillingness and sanity to finally let go of a person.

Because he didn't get Huo Yibei's love and didn't get his response, he was unwilling.

Can......

Reason and clearly told her: Only by leaving Huo Yibei can she regain her life and break out of the cocoon.

She is on the verge of sanity and numbness, unable to fall or liberated.

Until, after reading this paragraph.

She begins to try to enjoy solitude, to accept the fact that she is not loved, and at the same time, to stop loving.

Although Su Yunnuan said that the clouds were light and light, Bai Qing could still feel the bitterness behind it, and walked over to hug her: "It's okay, I don't want to speak for Huo Yibei, I just want to tell you: No matter what decision you make, I will support you." ”

"Even if you are going to be the enemy of the whole world, I will stand behind you."

Feeling the comfort of his friend, Su Yunnuan smiled: "I really want to thank you, if you hadn't supported me all the time, I wouldn't be able to go today, when I was in the most pain, you took me in and Shuo Shuo, and always coaxed me to be happy, it is a blessing that I have cultivated for several lifetimes to meet such a good friend." ”

"So, my blessed little sister, don't be angry with me anymore, let me cook well and fill my stomach."

Bai Qing didn't let go of her immediately, and hugged her for a while before reluctantly letting go of her.

Cautiously probing: "There's something I feel compelled to tell you." ”

"The latest grapevine, Jian Xiangsi did not live in the General Hospital of the Military Region, the ward where she lived before was empty, no one knew where she went, but the nurse who took care of her has been looking for Jian Xiangsi's whereabouts."

"I inquired with insiders, and the version I received was: Jian Xiangsi didn't know how to offend Huo Yibei, and was taken away and locked up by the Huo family's bodyguards, as for where it was locked, no one knows."

"You say...... Huo Yibei locked up Jian Xiangsi, will it have anything to do with you? ”

She heard about these from Gu Shenyan.

However, the details are not clear.

was afraid of exposing her relationship with Gu Shenyan, and she didn't dare to say more to Su Yunnuan, for fear that she would notice that she and Gu Shenyan were a little bit of a bad thing.

After listening to the news brought by Bai Qing, Su Yunnuan did not have any joy or sorrow.

Only faintly replied with one word: "Oh"

As if nothing had happened, he turned around, went to the stove, lit the fire, and began to cook.

Apparently not interested in the matter of Jane Love.

Bai Qing saw that she didn't want to say more, so she didn't say anything about it, but chatted with Su Yunnuan about Shuo Shuo's weekend parent-child activities.

"Baozi, why don't I go with you on the weekend? Which parent-child activity at school didn't we go to? You are a mother, I am a father, this time it is still the same as before. ”

Su Yunnuan felt that it was good, she didn't need to see Huo Yibei, she solved the problem, and happily agreed: "Okay, then I'll send a message to the teacher later, saying that we will go together." ”

Bai Qing couldn't wait, grabbed her mobile phone and shook it at her: "No! I'll message the teacher right now. ”

Su Yunnuan had no secrets in her mobile phone, and she trusted Bai Qing unconditionally and let her take away her mobile phone.

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General Hospital of the Military Region

Because Jian Xiangsi was nowhere to be found, Zhang Ling pinned all her hopes on Huo Zhizhi.

She found a new patient to take care of in the hospital, took care of the patient honestly during the day, and would contact Huo Zhizhi on time at about eight o'clock every night and tell her everything she knew.

Including Su Yunnuan's mother Qin Rong, he also said it.

Huo Zhizhi read the message sent by Zhang Ling, thought for a while, and replied to her: Since Sister Sisi thinks that Qin Rong is useful, you can put her to use, isn't she Su Yunnuan's mother, if you go to her, just say that Su Yunnuan relies on the identity of Mrs. Huo, and it is impossible to recognize her as a mother, and ask her to go to the hospital to find Su Yunnuan.

After reading the message, Zhang Ling replied: Miss Huo, this trick doesn't seem to work very well, last time Qin Rong went to Su Yunnuan's office to make trouble with her, but she didn't make any waves, but was targeted by some nosy people, if she went to the hospital to make trouble again, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to see Su Yunnuan.

Huo Zhizhi's reply came quickly: she doesn't have to go into the hospital to make trouble, just make trouble at the gate of the hospital, the bigger the trouble, the better, it is best to bring a few more media reporters to make trouble together. In addition, I will ask my mother to inquire about Sister Sisi's whereabouts, so you don't have to look around anymore and wait for my news.

After reading the news, Zhang Ling also felt that this method was feasible: Okay, I will listen to Miss Huo, and Miss Jane's matter will trouble you.

The next day, after she was done, she dialed the phone number that Qin Rong left for her.

The phone rang only three times before it was picked up, and Qin Rong's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Who?" What are you looking for me? ”

Zhang Ling sneered: "What? Can't even hear my voice? The 50,000 yuan that Miss Jian gave you, isn't it hot to use? ”

As soon as the money was mentioned, Qin Rong immediately understood the identity of the other party, and hurriedly smiled: "It turned out to be Miss Zhang, is Miss Jian asking me for help with something?" ”

"Miss Jane has something to do, just if she tells me, I will definitely do it."