§§ Chapter 125 It's Better Not to Die

After Situ Xuanao dealt with the matter at hand, it was already past noon, if it was usual, Yin Miaoyi would have come to urge him to go to lunch, but today there was less people urging, and Situ Xuanao naturally missed the time.

Thinking of Yin Miaoyi, her various expressions and pictures just now flashed unconsciously in her mind, although she was crying and begging for mercy, but no matter how she looked at it, she felt very beautiful, Situ Xuanao admitted that at that time, he not only wanted to take revenge and destroy, but also had the most primitive ** that was stimulated.

Situ Xuanao knew how rough he was just now, and with a weak little body like Yin Miaoyi, he would definitely not be able to bear it.

Although he knew that Yin Miaoyi was the daughter of the enemy, although he knew that he was going to destroy her by doing this, and he wanted Lord Yin to also taste the taste of his closest relatives being ravaged at the feet of others and he was helpless, but now that he has calmed down, Situ Xuanao knows that he is still a little relieved about Yin Miaoyi.

His own thoughts were not under his control, and Situ Xuanao was very irritable in his heart. So he got up, went out of the study, and went straight back to his room.

At the door, the two maids were still dutifully guarding, and when they saw Situ Xuanao coming back, they hurried to bless themselves.

"How is it?" Situ Xuanao asked coldly as he stood at the door, with his hands behind his back. He didn't go in directly, but wanted to find out about the situation through the maid.

"Back to my lord, just now Miss Yin was about to come out, but we stopped her, so she went back, and she didn't come out again, and she didn't hear any abnormal sounds and noises. One of the maids lowered his head and said truthfully.

Situ Xuanao nodded when he heard this, then motioned for the maids to open the door, and then he strode in.

When Situ Xuanao just walked into the room, he saw Yin Miaoyi lying on the table, motionless, and a pair of bloody scissors fell on the ground.

Suddenly, a bad feeling strongly impacted Situ Xuanao's brain, he hurriedly walked over, stretched out his hand to help Yin Miaoyi, only to see that a big bloody hole was cut on her wrist by scissors, and bright red blood continued to flow out of it, and many of them had already dried up, presumably she had been cutting her wrists for a while.

Situ Xuanao stretched out his hand, probed Yin Miaoyi's snort, and found that she was still breathing, so he shouted loudly to the maid outside the door: "Go and ask for a doctor!"

In despair, Yin Miaoyi sat on the chair, looking at the blue sky outside the window, and bursts of grief and indignation surged in her heart.

The sky is still blue, the white clouds are still ethereal, and she Yin Miaoyi will no longer be the pure and immaculate Yin Miaoyi, she has soiled her body, with such humiliation, she can't live a day.

So, the two lines of tears slipped down silently.

sat in a daze for a long time, and cried for a long time, and finally Yin Miaoyi felt that she couldn't even shed tears, so she found a pair of scissors and cut it hard at her wrist.

"Ah......h

Yin Miaoyi screamed in a strong pain, but in the next second, she bit her lower lip with her teeth, swallowing the pain and screams left and right into her stomach.

She didn't want anyone to hear about her pain, she was going to die anyway, and if it hurt so once, it wouldn't hurt again.

Seeing the blood gushing out of the wound, Yin Miaoyi actually felt a sense of relief, so it would be fine, so that she would never be tortured again.

Then, her head became more and more dizzy, her consciousness became more and more blurred, her eyes closed unconsciously, and she collapsed on the table, not knowing anything.

It's like having a long dream, the origin of the dream is from the beginning of the memory, when the mother was still there, Yin Miaoyi's happiest thing every day is to stick to her mother's side, let her mother play with her, but the good times don't last long, and the mother is gone.

She cried for a long time and begged her father to take her to her mother, but he didn't say anything but sigh.

In those days, Yin Miaoyi was tired of crying and fell asleep, and continued to cry after waking up until she understood what it meant to pass away.

Later, the memory is to look at her father who is busy every day, although he is busy, his father still loves her very much, and sometimes even makes Yin Miao follow her father to see the shadow of her mother.

Then she grew up, gradually knew the status of her family, and gradually discovered that not everyone would love her as sincerely as her father.

Despite this, Yin Miaoyi was still that simple child until that accident.

Since then, Yin Miaoyi has known that as long as she can endure hardships and endure, she can hold her father's life, so no matter how much she has been wronged and hurt, she will grit her teeth and endure it, and slowly she found that compared to her father's life, those grievances and injuries are nothing.

But this time, she really couldn't bear it anymore......

Gradually, Yin Miaoyi regained consciousness, she slowly opened her eyes, and the first thing that caught her eye was the ceiling, but the room was a little dark, and the light of the candle flame was not very strong, and the ceiling was in darkness.

She...... Didn't you die?

Yin Miaoyi thought about it, so she turned her head to look to the side, and just after she moved, she felt dizzy in her head, her eyes couldn't see anything clearly, and her brain couldn't distinguish clearly, as if there were many problems that couldn't be reflected.

Yin Miaoyi moved slightly, and then heard a low magnetic voice beside her ask, "Are you awake?"

Yin Miaoyi squinted her eyes, trying hard to see the person next to her, but the candle flame in the room was too dark.

In fact, why do you have to see his face clearly, even if you listen to the voice, Yin Miaoyi knows that this man standing by the bed is Situ Xuanao.

"Why did you save me?" Yin Miaoyi asked softly, and without waiting for Situ Xuanao to answer, she pulled the corners of her mouth, and a sad smile appeared on her pale face, "Yes, I remembered, you didn't allow me to die, if I die, you won't have fun......"

"Since you know everything, then stop thinking about how to die! Give me a good life!" Situ Xuanao stood on the edge of the bed, his hands attached behind his back, his eyes lowered, when he saw Yin Miaoyi wake up, no one would know how excited he was in his heart.

When he saw Yin Miaoyi, who was covered in blood, he admitted that he was really panicked, as if something important in his life had been taken away, that familiar feeling, as if he had witnessed his parents and brothers die in front of him when he was young.

So he tore the strip of cloth from her clothes, tied her wound tightly so that the blood would not continue to flow, and then picked her up, laid her on the bed, and waited anxiously for the doctor.

After the doctor came, he carefully treated Yin Miaoyi's wound and prescribed medicine.

"Doctor, how's it going?" asked Situ Xuanao anxiously.

"Fortunately, the wound is not very deep, and it was found early, otherwise the old man would not be able to return to the sky. The doctor sighed and said, "Let the girl rest in bed these days, the old man prescribed a few pairs of medicine to nourish the blood and nourish the body, remember to take it twice a day." ”

After sending the doctor away, Situ Xuanao has been guarding Yin Miaoyi's bedside, always hoping that she will wake up soon, so she has been in a coma, although the doctor said that it was okay, but he still had no bottom in his heart.

In this way, from the afternoon to the evening, the candles were lit, and the dim candlelight added a warm color to the room, which made Yin Miaoyi, who was pale, look much better.

So when Yin Miaoyi opened her eyes, Situ Xuanao's hanging heart finally let go.

"Situ Xuanao...... You have already ruined our Yin family, are you still not satisfied?" Yin Miaoyi looked straight at the ceiling with her eyes, and her voice was weak and ethereal.

"It's my business whether I'm satisfied or not!The only thing you can do now is to give me a good life!" Situ Xuanao's tone was cold, without any emotion, "Otherwise, I will use a knife to cut the flesh on Lord Yin's body piece by piece to feed the dog!"

"Situ Xuanao!" Hearing that Situ Xuanao was going to cut off his father's flesh, Yin Miaoyi turned her head and shouted his name sharply, but she didn't know what to say next, so she stopped like that, staring at each other.

"Oh, I thought you didn't have the strength at all, but you shouted my name loudly. Situ Xuanao suddenly smiled, turned around and brought a bowl of decoction, "Drink this, take care of it, if you seek death again, I will let you see with your own eyes whether I speak or not!"

Yin Miaoyi listened to Situ Xuanao's words, stopped talking, and wanted to support her body, but she tried several times without success, she didn't have the strength to speak, and her wrist hurt a little so much that she was sweating profusely.

Just as Yin Miaoyi tried to sit up, a hand silently stretched out, helped Yin Miaoyi from behind, and let her lean against the head of the bed. As soon as Yin Miaoyi sat down, Situ Xuanao handed over the medicine bowl.

Yin Miaoyi didn't say anything, took the medicine bowl, and drank it in one gulp.

"The hot water is ready, you can go in and wash it. Situ Xuanao took the empty bowl and put it on the table on the side, and then without waiting for Yin Miaoyi to make any response, and didn't listen to her willingness, he directly lifted the quilt covering her, picked her up, and walked behind the screen in the side room.

"What do you do......"

was suddenly picked up by Situ Xuanao, Yin Miaoyi's heart suddenly lifted, looked at him nervously, and the little hand holding him tightened unconsciously.

Situ Xuanao didn't say anything, just sighed that her body was so light, strode behind the screen, put her on a chair and sat down, and began to untie her clothes.

"Situ Xuanao, you ......" Yin Miaoyi shouted angrily, her small hand holding Situ Xuanao's hand tightly, not wanting him to make further moves.

"Don't worry, I'm just helping you!" Situ Xuanao glanced at Yin Miaoyi, her face was red and white for a while, it was really funny, "Besides, your body, is there anything else I haven't seen?" After Situ Xuanao finished speaking, the corners of his mouth hooked, revealing a smile.