Once you get used to the darkness, you won't feel as helpless and scared as you did at the beginning. After getting off the court, Shen Li walked calmly to the imperial study. After dismissing all the palace maids and eunuchs who were with him, he exhaled and groped his way to the desk.

Usually at this time, the feather fall will appear. But today, I don't know why, he hasn't shown up for a long time. Shen Li was not in a hurry, thinking that the fold would be reviewed later, so he rubbed his eyebrows and prepared to take a nap.

These days, I'm busy getting familiar with the route.,In order to prevent others from knowing.,It's often in the dead of night.,I will go to walk with Yuluo.。 After half a month, I barely closed my eyes. Speaking of which, after the eyes can't see, the time is also relatively blurry. Unable to distinguish between day and night, it was often Yuluo who urged him to rest, and he knew that it was not early.

Now, he was indeed very tired, so he had fallen asleep not long after closing his eyes. He didn't even notice a knock on the door and enter the house.

Shen Yan choked with Yu Luo in Broken Cloud Yuan, and in the end, he couldn't rest assured that his brother came back with Mu Yan. I heard from the guards that His Majesty was in the imperial study, so I came here directly. Xiao Qiye is very interesting, and he knows that the person the third brother wants to see the most at this time must not be him. So obediently stepped aside and let someone with a heart go to visit first.

Mu Yan was angry, but it was not Shen Li who was angry, but himself. What Yu Luo said was not wrong at all, why should he feel that everything should be borne by Shen Li? It is obviously the relationship between two people, and it is obvious that the two of them should share each other's burden.

Xiao Qi's feelings for himself, Shen Li didn't know. When Shen Li punished her, Xiao Qi took her away in front of so many people. Afterwards, Shen Li took her back and didn't say a word about Xiao Qi. If Shen Li didn't take her to heart at that time, then later in the border city, in Lancheng, Xiao Qi even told Shen Li frankly, but Shen Li didn't care at all.

It's not that I don't love her, but I love too deeply, and I trust her deeply. On the other hand, Zilian has never shown her love for Shen Li, so she suddenly wants to enter the palace, and she also clearly tells her that she just can't get along with her. But she stupidly suspected Shen Li, she was really hopelessly stupid.

Now, the man who is not trusted by her is blind and sad, but because the responsibility on his shoulders is too heavy, he can only pretend to be strong and fearless. She stepped forward and stretched out her hand, stroking his hair with some trembling tremors. In the midst of the excellent black hair, there was a trace of gray hair.

Shen Li seemed to be awakened, and when he noticed someone around him, he frowned suddenly, and cautiously called, "Yuluo?"

Mu Yan covered her mouth so hard that she couldn't hold back her crying. Is it really invisible? so close, don't you know who she is?

didn't hear a reply, Shen Li didn't dare to make a sound. I'm afraid that the more I say, the more I get wrong. He understands Yuluo, and if it were him, he would definitely not fail to answer him. Almost in a few seconds, Shen Li made a judgment and said sharply: "Didn't you say that you are not allowed to let people in without my orders?

Mu Yan wiped away her tears, took a deep breath and said, "Yuluo is waiting outside, what is the matter, you tell me." ”

Shen Li was stunned, this voice was too familiar, so familiar that he didn't dare to call out that person's name. Because he was afraid that it was just a dream, and that as soon as he made a sound, the dream would be shattered, and the person would disappear with him.

Seeing this, Mu Yan reached out to cover his hand, the real touch made Shen Li's body tremble, and after only hesitating for a moment, he held that hand and clenched it tightly, as if he never intended to let go again.

But even so, he still didn't dare to speak out. Maybe he was blind and sick, the man who had always been strong and fearless in front of Mu Yan in the past looked so fragile at the moment. It seems that for a long time, he has been curled up in a sturdy shell, and when someone peels him out, he realizes that he is not invincible.

"Liars ......"

Unable to control her emotions anymore, Mu Yan hugged Shen Li tightly, letting her tears burst the embankment, crying as helpless as a child. In the war of love, Shen Li has always been a loser, he accommodated him, he threw himself into it, he always accepted it with an open chest, and never thought about himself. Probably because of the mistake at the beginning, he wanted to do his best to make up for it. just paid silently and loved deeply, but even so, he still felt that it was not enough.

Muyan is hard, but it is also the happiest. Xia Yunzhi used to love Chu Han so fearlessly, even if he knew that he would be hurt, even if he knew that the other party might not love her at all, he still gave his best. Not to mention Liu Feixi, her love for Su Mo was so deep that in the end, she paid for her life, and she left with a smile.

She once asked Fei Su, asking her if this is worth it? Fei Su said that she didn't understand the meaning of the word "worthy", she said that if she was hurt by her son once, she could get all his love in the future, so even if she was bruised all over her body, even if she broke her hands and feet, she was willing. It's a pity that the son is not the third master, and she is not Mu Yan.

Think about it carefully, in this relationship, what did she pay?wait?passive?choose?Shen Li came to the border city to pick her up, Shen Li helped her hide her identity, Shen Li took her to the night city to visit Yunzhi, Shen Li jumped off the cliff with her, and Shen Li accompanied her to live an ordinary life in Broken Cloud Yuan. Shen Li asked Xiao Qi to go to the border city to replace her, and Shen Li went to the Northern Stygian Sea to save her and Xiao Qi's lives. Shen Li ascended the throne as king and named her queen.

Originally...... It turns out that she has always been cold. It turns out that she doesn't know how to cherish it, and it's always been her.

"Smoke doesn't cry. ”

Shen Li raised his hand and touched her head, and whispered comforting along the ink hair: "Don't cry." I can't see it now, I don't know if you're hurting somewhere, don't worry me. ”

Mu Yan shook his head, his tears still couldn't stop, so he hugged Shen Li tightly. How long has it been since she hugged this man? Obviously she hasn't seen him for half a month, when did he actually lose weight like this?

"Shen Li, when you were in Lancheng, you said that you would not leave me in this life. I know you never lie to me, and I know that everything you do is for my good. I'm not afraid of any setbacks in my life, and I'm not afraid of any wrinkles in my memories that are hard to smooth out, you know, how hard my life is. I survived in the underwater cave, and I was fine when I fell into the broken clouds, the child was gone, and I had a nervous breakdown, but I still survived. Sometimes I wonder if God is helping me, or if I shouldn't die? I never understood until now. I'm still alive because I can't die yet, and if something happens to the person who loves me so much, how can I live?"

I have never confided in my heart, and I have never expressed my thoughts to the person in front of me. It seems like he said he wanted to be together at the beginning, and then they were together. Obviously she loves it so much, why did she forget to tell him?