The carriage was not wide, and its appearance was very simple, and the alley hidden in the night was quiet, not to mention the servants and drivers who led the horses, but the horses were also well-trained and did not make a sound. If he hadn't known in advance, Bai Xiyun wouldn't have noticed that there were still people here.

Guan Junyan looked around without a trace, and knew that there were people arranged around the carriage and near both sides of the road, which showed how important the people in the carriage were.

This arrangement is also convenient for secrets, he should be careful not to let people see Bai Xiyun and Wan Guifei talking together.

Guan Junyan checked the surroundings, and after making sure that there was nothing unusual, he sent Bai Xiyun into the carriage.

And the people around the carriage also retreated and hid, not listening to the master's conversation, and taking advantage of the wind.

The dark blue curtain is lowered to isolate the inside and outside of the car. Wan Guifei was wearing the luxurious clothes at the banquet, and since Bai Xiyun got in the car, she had been staring at him eagerly, as if she couldn't get enough of it.

This is the first time that Wan Guifei has put aside all distractions, not to estimate some external factors, and to take a serious look at her children.

She has never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, knowing that he was born weak, but at the beginning of his birth, she ruthlessly abandoned him to the resentful Bai family. Then he let it go in his difficult formative years, and let him struggle alone and struggle to live.

Today's Bai Xiyun is not the sick tuberculosis he used to be, and he is not the waste who will return to the west at any time. He is still indomitable in his illness, how does a seriously ill person run a huge business with a JATCO number, and how much bitterness does he pay?

Wan Guifei thought of this, and her tears fell uncontrollably.

Although the two didn't say a word, Bai Xiyun had already guessed what she was thinking when she saw Wan Guifei's expression. Seeing her crying, Bai Xiyun sighed and took out the handkerchief that Qi Miao had prepared for him from his sleeve pocket and handed it to Wan Guifei.

"Don't cry. It's not pretty to cry anymore. "The deep sound is like the strings, gentle and pleasant.

Wan Guifei, who was a mother, was coaxed by her uncontrollable son at this time, but she cried like a child.

"Ah Zhao, it's me who can't stand you. It's all my fault! Over the years, I have often thought that if I had made up my mind to resolutely not send you away, whether I lived or died, it would have been good for our mother and son to be together! But we have been separated by flesh and blood, and my only son struggles in that cannibalistic place every day, but all I think about is how you are doing. ”

Wan Guifei grabbed Bai Xiyun's hand and choked up: "I know, I can't live with you, but I really take it in my heart, and I'm very helpless." I know that the Bai family hates me to the bone and hates the family, but I still hand you over to them to raise, but I can't do anything for you. You are older, and when you enter the palace, I want to be close to you, but I don't dare to show any clues. ”

"The more time goes on, the more cautious I become, for fear that it will affect you. Ah Zhao, over the years, I know that you have had a very hard time, but my heart is also very tormented. I know that an irresponsible mother like me does not deserve your forgiveness, and I dare not ask you for forgiveness......"

"Okay, stop crying. Bai Xiyun's voice was like a piano with good quality, gentle and tolerant, and he could only hear his extreme patience, but there was no trace of resentment.

The more Bai Xiyun was like this, the more guilty Wan Guifei felt in her heart. Tears couldn't stop falling, and in the end, Wan Guifei seemed to vent all the grievances she had suffered over the years, but she actually covered her face with a handkerchief, sobbing and crying wet.

Bai Xiyun looked at Wan Guifei like this, and felt uncomfortable.

He didn't hate Wan Guifei.

Because in his previous life, Concubine Wan took great care of him as she did in this life. At that time, he didn't understand why Concubine Wan was like this, but now he understands everything.

In the final analysis, Concubine Wan is just a poor person.

And in the past and present life, this mother has always been helpless.

Now that the past has happened, even if he is unwilling and resentful, can he still hold on to the things that he has been unable to change in the past? Life always has to pass, and people always have to look forward. What's more, the woman in front of him is not his enemy, but his mother.

The love of the bloodline is constantly cut, and if you can't hate, you can only look down on it.

Bai Xiyun smiled with relief.

Since Concubine Wan Guifei came to him today, it means that she has confessed to him. In his previous life, he didn't want to think much about what happened after his death, and he didn't want to hate Wan Guifei. Let them all pass.

Wan Guifei's crying gradually weakened, and finally there was only occasional or sobbing sounds, and after crying, her mood had already calmed down a lot, Wan Guifei recalled that just now, she cried in front of her son, and she couldn't help but wipe her face, and sighed: "I originally wanted to take the opportunity to talk to you today, but I was asked to stir it up." ”

Bai Xiyun said with a smile: "It's not too late to start talking now, I know your suffering over the years, and I know that it is not easy to survive in the deep palace, mother, although our mother and son can't recognize each other, I can't call you openly, but in my heart, I am close to you, you have tried your best to take care of me over the years, you love the house and Wu, and you also take care of Miao'er, I know all this, you were also forced to be helpless, after all, there is such a big family standing behind you, and people like us, who can live for themselves by nature?" So, I don't blame you. ”

Wan Guifei looked at Bai Xiyun blankly, and tears slid down her cheeks and fell low on the placket.

How can this kid be so considerate?!

What Bai Xiyun said happened to be what she wanted to hear the most!

"Ah Zhao......" Wan Guifei choked up, hugged Bai Xiyun in her arms, and muttered with tears: "It's good, you don't even blame me, you are willing to call me a mother, do you know, how many years have I been looking forward to this mother? I have dreamed countless times in my dreams, sometimes crying wet pillow towels, but after waking up, I have to pretend to be vague about the past, and even sometimes I am worried that because I want to recognize each other too much, I am afraid that I will leak my mouth in my dreams." Ah Zhao, you are so old, your mother has never taken care of you, and you have suffered so much crying, your mother is really ashamed of you!"

Bai Xiyun's body was very stiff at first, but as Wan Guifei poured out, as her hand patted his back, a strange feeling called maternal love lingered around him, making his tough heart soften together.

Bai Xiyun knew that such a mood was the same as when he saw Wan Congyuan that day, and the resonance of blood and family affection was constant.

After a while, Bai Xiyun finally straightened up and smiled at Concubine Wan: "Mother, the past is over." You just need to know that I don't hold a grudge against that, and you don't have to torture yourself anymore. I'm doing well now, I'm out of that quagmire, I'm getting better, I'm going to have such a good and gentle wife, I'm about to have children, if I keep it a secret, I'll have friends and relatives, I don't lack anything, I don't feel any worse than others. So I don't resent it at all. You are not in good health, you have been weak for so many years, do you know that it is not because these things are taken to heart, causing too much pressure on yourself? I only have one request, that is, you take care of yourself, even if I can't call you mother in front of outsiders, we can protect each other in different positions, and live this life peacefully. ”

"Good, good. Wan Guifei tried to hold back the tears that were about to run out again, and wiped the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief: "I understand." Ah Zhao, you are a blessed child, in fact, I was not optimistic about your marriage at first, but at that time you were so seriously ill, I could only stare dryly, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't think of it, your turning point is this. Miao Er has such advanced medical skills. I am so grateful to her. No matter what her family is, as long as she treats you well, I like it, and I don't know what you would be like now without him. “

"Without her, I'm afraid I'd be dead by now. Bai Xiyun smiled and generously stated the facts of his previous life.

Concubine Wan couldn't hear this dead word, so she patted him gently: "Don't talk nonsense." You are good now, you will live a hundred years in the future, you will grow old with Miao'er, you will raise a few smart children, you still have family responsibilities to be responsible, how can you be so ignorant of taboos?"

"Yes, I see. Bai Xiyun smiled.

Wan Guifei sighed: "The current situation is something I couldn't have imagined before. It's the norm to live a life of anxiety with secrets all the time. ”

Speaking of this, Wan Guifei looked at Bai Xiyun's expression carefully, and said faintly: "Ah Zhao, you are honest with Wei Niang, do you have any thoughts about that position?"

Bai Xiyun smiled: "Lord Wan didn't tell you?"

Hearing Bai Xiyun call Wan Congyuan like this, Concubine Wan already understood Bai Xiyun's feelings for the outside family in her heart. Sighing, "He said it, but I want to hear what you mean." ”

"What if I want that position?"

Bai Xiyun raised his eyebrows and asked.

Wan Guifei was not surprised at all, and said: "You have this ability, if you want it, I will naturally support you with all my might." He had already missed it once back then, because he had been guilty for half his life by handing over the child to the Bai family, and she really didn't want to leave any regrets in the future, and she didn't want to be sorry for Bai Xiyun anymore.

Although Bai Xiyun could guess Wan Guifei's thoughts, he was still very moved when he heard her say this with his own ears and saw her look so serious.

He took the initiative to pull Wan Guifei's arm and said, "Mother, I was joking with you." I don't have that ambition, all I want is for everyone I care about to be well. I lost more than I gained by revealing that secret, and now that I have maintained the situation like this, I am already very satisfied. ”

"Just wronged you. Concubine Wan frowned pityingly.

"What's the grievance? Mother, you have to think about it, if I hadn't been sent to the Bai family back then, how could I have married Miao'er, how could my body have improved?