Chapter 14 Questions
The next day, Adam didn't look very good when he woke up.
He had a rare insomnia last night.
The restlessness of his blood made him unable to calm down and think, as if a happy Erha lived in his body, and he was demolishing his house in a rage.
It can be understood as the restlessness of adolescence and is one of the signs of physical maturity.
As long as he survived this period of time, and after the bloodline was completely matured, Adam would be able to control his bloodline perfectly.
"You need to be careful, my thinking is not very smooth, I am likely to leave flaws, and it is best to think of some excuses in the past two days to reserve more personal time and space for myself. ”
A somewhat impatient Adam quickly left the house and went to the church, he didn't know if he could hide his strange appearance from Alva, with the other party's keen perception, most of them couldn't.
So I have to think of excuses to explain why I can't concentrate. "Adam's excuse wasn't to be ready to say it, but to show it for Alva and the others to find out.
After all, if you say it yourself, others will think that you are lying, and if you show it and let others find out, then the credibility will be very high.
"As long as I am injured or sick, I can recuperate at home alone for a few days, and successfully survive the few days of blood awakening. Adam had already started thinking on the way here, and Adam's injury inspired Adam, but the idea of injury was abandoned by Adam.
Adam and Adel are different, the difference is that Adam had a very good relationship with a group of monks before, maybe after being injured, which monk passed by and directly threw away a magic spell.
Although Adam in his human state was able to receive the healing effects of divine magic, it would bring intense pain, like eating holy bread, which would not cause harm, but would bring pain.
It's just that the pain is fine, the problem is that as soon as the injury is healed, Adam's injury is in vain.
With the affinity shown by Adam, the likelihood of this happening is extremely high.
"Is it a dilemma to have a relationship that is too good?" Adam frowned, the best solution was rejected because of this, but Adam couldn't think of a better way to deal with it.
"We must not only cover up our own abnormalities, but also strive for more free time and space for ourselves. ”
"Let's take it one step at a time. Adam finally retreated, looking at the mud puddle at his feet, and hearing the sound of the carriage coming behind him, but he deliberately did not dodge, and let the muddy water splashed on him by the carriage speeding away.
When he was selling pickled vegetable cakes, he once saw such a scene, the carriage galloped by, knocking down the people who couldn't dodge, but what he got was a sentence: Get out of the way, mud cheap.
"It's a bad thing that makes people feel bad and think about it, and that's reasonable. Adam looked at the muddy water on his body, and then automatically substituted his emotions.
He is a commoner Adam, even though he strives to become an apprentice painter, he is still called a mud, and he has become more inferior to his own identity and confused about his future.
Substituting all kinds of emotions into the script he had written, Adam came to the church with a muddy body, barely greeting people with a smile, and his haggard restlessness could barely be concealed.
This made it clear to almost everyone who knew Adam well that something bad had happened to the child.
Seeing that Adam started to work with high spirits, but because of his poor mental state, the materials were mismatched, Master Alva asked Adam to rematch the materials with a cold face.
Some of the people who found out about these things began to feel sorry for Adam.
Adam's intelligence and diligence were in everyone's eyes, and Alva, who was working, could clearly sense the displeasure cast by the monks.
But it also complicated Alva's gaze at Adam.
"This guy's affinity is too terrifying, if he has a good background, I'm afraid he can create a career in a short period of time. Alva has met a lot of people, and he knows one thing very well, and that is that people are different.
Some people are born with certain qualities, convincing qualities, admirable qualities, endearable qualities, etc., and people who possess these qualities can be called geniuses.
Once this kind of person goes to his corresponding realm, he can show his terrifying power and easily do things that others can't do in a lifetime.
Adam was undoubtedly such a man, but Alva also saw another quality in Adam.
"Ambition!" Ever since Adam began to learn to draw with him, Alva has understood one thing, although Adam is very serious about learning, his goal has never been to become a painter.
Ambitious people are people who will not be satisfied, and Adam is like this, and becoming a painter is probably just a springboard for him.
Alva didn't like such people very much, and if it weren't for Fra asking him to take him as an apprentice, and his old friend Char asking him to teach Adam and lead him to the right path, he wouldn't be so quick to teach painting.
Adam frowned, and once again began to mix materials, the restlessness of the bloodline really affected him too much, so that he made a mistake that should not have occurred.
It was only at this time that Adam suddenly noticed that Alva's face was not quite right, and then he caught a glimpse of some monks showing sympathetic eyes to him, or showing unkind eyes to Alva.
"My affinity has been strengthened? Or is it appropriate to show my weakness and gain more sympathy? I want to carry out bloodline awakening, and the ability to awaken should not be charm, right?"
Suddenly, Adam's expression froze, and the paint in his hand poured too much, and the color of the concocted material became heavier.
"You go back first!" Alva pushed Adam away, took the rest of the materials, and said to himself without looking at Adam, "Your heart is completely messed up." ”
"If you continue, it will only make a mess of me, and when you calm down and choose to come, I can tell you very clearly that if you make this kind of low-level mistake next time, you don't have to come again. ”
This was the most Alva had ever spoken to Adam.
"Teacher, I ......" Adam hurriedly wanted to say something, but Alva ignored Adam again.
This made Adam seem very depressed, and this frustration was not pretended, but Adam's true mood at the moment.
Both accidents were Adam's mistakes, not his plans.
Although it achieved more than expected, it still made Adam feel defeated.
If there can be more than unexpected success, there may be more than unexpected failure.
Losing fine control over one's actions and leaving everything to fate is what Adam hates the most.
If you can't control your actions, you lose control of your future.
Adam walked all the way to the outside of the church, and most of the monks who passed by looked at Adam worriedly, but did not try to comfort him, as Alva said, it is better to calm him down for a while.
"The issue of bloodlines must be addressed. Adam lowered his head and silently made up his mind: "At least we must figure out the essence of the bloodline." ”
"There is still too little understanding of the bloodline, since the bloodline will be restless because it is about to mature, will it be restless again because of other factors?"
"This restlessness led to two mistakes and unexpectedly good results, but what if the restlessness at the critical moment made everything worse?"
Adam did not reject the power of the bloodline because of this, but only another escape.
Nor will they choose to turn a blind eye to the problems that the bloodline manifests, thinking that it is only a short-term problem, and completely throwing it aside as the bloodline matures.
Adam, who returned home, was depressed and explained the situation to Aris and Maggie, and after being comforted by them, he was healed by Lena's little girl's shouting cheers.
Adam returned to the attic, closed his eyes and began to fight against the restlessness of the blood.
I still need to meet with those xenos tonight, so I can't make a mistake, and I don't know how many xenos Adel can muster.
Over and over again, I think about all kinds of problems, imagine all kinds of possible scenarios, and my own ways of solving them.
At the same time, Adel limps to visit his "friend" in order to complete the task given by Mr. Riggs, and finally knocks on the door of a house.
The door was opened by a strong man with wavy brown hair and a shawl.