Xu is conscience has an instant discovery, and Xu is to feel the taste of his own behavior, anyway, Liu Bo got up and walked out of the house, walked to Xue Qi's side, squatted down, and looked at his wife's young age Fanghua but her temples were blooming, and his heart hurt a little.

"Qi'er, why don't you hold the lamp?" When he returned to the house and turned on the bright oil lamp, he said distressedly, "You can't hurt your eyes!"

"If I take the lamp, you will eat in the dark!" Without stopping the movements in his hand, Xue Qi smiled and said, "Don't worry, the moon is very big, enough for me to see clearly, you eat quickly, and rest early!"

"You can also come and eat, no, just let Ming'er do it again!" took her hand stiffly, Liu Bo's face showed some uneasiness, "You can't be hungry!"

"Tomorrow will be delivered and settled, and if you can do more, you can make more money!"

This sentence seemed to touch the soft spot of Liu Bo's heart, and I saw him standing in the courtyard with his head bowed, and his whole body trembled.

"You still don't know the bitterness in my heart, there is a Laoshzi for reading poetry and books, and you are not so ambitious and unwilling, and you will not be ambitious in the end!"

The hand holding the needle shook, and the thin tip pierced the tip of Xue Qi's left index finger, and a bead of blood came out, put it in his mouth and sucked it.

After a pause, her voice softened: "Gongxun don't be in a hurry, maybe it's just that the opportunity has not yet arrived, next year's imperial examination, you will definitely be able to go to Beijing to catch the exam, and you will be nominated for the gold list!"

Having said that, I just don't know if this is her own dream or his own dream!

However, such gentle appeasement did not bring good results!

I saw that Liu Bo's body trembled even more, and he actually kicked over a bench next to him with a "bang".

"You are still a young lady from a wealthy family, how can you not know that this world is ruthless? Think about the imperial examination, all of them are joints, who is not looking for the door, worshipping the post, asking for sponsorship, a few are really learned and talented, even if they can pass the exam, they will not be ranked in the top three, what is the use of those names, if my family has not fallen, how can I end up like this, I have ...... early"

He didn't say anything, but there was something crazy in his eyes.

Putting down the needlework in his hand, getting up and holding his arm, Xue Qi sighed: "Gong Xun, you are a person with real talent and real learning, you don't have to do those crooked things at all, one day, you will definitely go to high school, even if you fail once, there are two or three times, I don't believe that this injustice will call us to catch up every time!"

"Once, twice?" Liu Bo became more and more angry, pacing back and forth in the courtyard, the wind brought out by the hem of his clothes, and made a "whoosh" sound in this quiet night, "Listen to your words, once, twice, three times, is it determined that I am a useless person in this life, I think that at the beginning, some of my classmates became officials and were promoted, if it weren't for my family in the middle, no silver and no handle, how could I be nested in this poor country, and women to support me, and suffer from such anger!"

These words pierced Xue Qi's heart like a needle.

Since escaping from the world, every time there are some unhappiness or difficulties, Liu Bo is complaining like this, although he doesn't say it, but it is aimed at her everywhere, as if reminding himself that if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have come here to live such a hard life.

But he knew a little, in order to elope with him, she gave up the glory of her family, abandoned her father and mother, and even changed her surname, just to be able to stay with him for a long time, how difficult and bitter is it?

If you think about it, you must be stupid!

The current situation is really similar to the last few sentences of Bai Juyi's "Silver Bottle at the Bottom of the Well": "If you hire a wife, you are a concubine, and you can't afford to worship the lord." finally knew that Jun's family could not live, and he had nowhere to go out. Do you have no parents in the high hall? There is also family affection in the hometown. There is no news to sneak into, and I can't be ashamed today. For the king's one-day grace, the concubine has been a hundred years old. Send a letter to the girl of the idiot, be careful not to let others lightly!"

There are still concubines in the poem, but she is just a nobody!

In the early years, I heard the news from the deceased that my father was seriously ill because of his own departure, but he never mentioned half a word to the public, only that his daughter went to other provinces, and Xu was left to recuperate, so he did not come back.

If it weren't for the beginning, how could she have gone from a pampered daughter to a vulgar village woman who struggled to sew a few copper plates?

......

The memories came to an abrupt end, and Xue Qi, who was holding the qin in his arms, couldn't cry anymore, his whole body trembled even more, and he couldn't even hold a cup.

"If I had listened to my young lady's words earlier, how could Sister Xue Ji end up in such a field?" Lin'er felt distressed, walked over and gently held her shoulder, and a stream of white spiritual power mixed with dots of spiritual power ran down her palm and into Xue Ji's body.

"That day!" It should be the effect of spiritual power, Xue Qi's complexion recovered a little, and then he spoke again, "On that day, Miss Day insisted on selling this piano to me, dragged me into the store, and listened to me talk about the elopement plan in a secret, your cold warning, I actually took it all in my ears, and now it's really funny to think about it!"

With a wave of my hand, I put a strand of broken hair behind my ear, drank a glass of wine, and said lightly: "I have known for a long time that even if I tell you, it is useless, so I forcibly sold this nuzhenqin to you, and told you that if one day you have a murderous intention, you will take this qin to return me, if you don't return me, then you must not do it!"

Nodding slightly, she smiled bitterly: "The girl's material that day, only half of what she said, no matter how bitter it was, I never regretted falling in love with him and eloping with him, but later, his actions made me feel cold, if he didn't die, he would definitely harm her like this, I can't just look at it!"

"Oh?" I whispered, my eyes curled, "and you can tell me more, okay?"

Glancing at me in a daze, she lowered her head and pondered for a moment before continuing: "Later, ......"

......

Thinking about it, Xue Qi knew that life would always have to be passed, so he sat back on the stool and picked up the needlework.

"You should rest early, I will make up for this, and I will sleep!"

Liu Bo, who had been in a state of irritability, calmed down instantly, this sentence may have made him feel something again, he hesitated when he got up and went back to the house, turned around and gently hugged Xue Qi into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

This action directly taught Xue Qi's heart to roll, leaning on his arms, just closing his eyes and resting for a while, thinking about nothing, doing nothing, he still loved me as when he first met, so, everything is worth it, it's worth it!

After a long time, Liu Bo got up, didn't say anything, and turned his head and walked towards the house. Who knew that after a few steps, something fell out of his arms and made a "pop" sound.

He hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but was grabbed by Xue Qi in his hand.

"Where did this come from?"

The tentacles are cold, what a jade fracture fan!

"I asked a friend to buy it!" Liu Bo's words obviously lacked confidence, "Well, do you think the chess looks good?"

"Buy?" Xue Qi weighed the jade of the fan bone, and then weighed the weight of the fan, which was a very good material and good fan, "Where in the family do you have the money to buy these valuable things, and today's wine and meat, can you also buy it?"

When she saw Fang Cai's wine and meat, she was already full of suspicions, and when she saw this, she was even more determined in her heart!

"Hmph!" snatched the fan and put it in his arms, the smile on Liu Bo's face became cold, "You don't care how I bought it, anyway, I didn't steal or rob, but you see that I have no interest, can't you afford this idea!"

After saying that, he went back to the house without looking back, and then slammed the door and bolted it.

Standing in place, Xue Qi's head was dizzy for a while: how could that jade fracture fan be so similar to Shang Yi's? Isn't it, the lover she wants to meet is Gong Xun?

Shaking her head vigorously, she finally sat down on the ground, touched the oil lamp with her hand, and it was really hot.

This hot really made Xue Qi feel pain from the bottom of his heart: "Don't say that you don't have money to buy it, even if you have money, there is no store where you can find this thing! Yes, he picked it up, but it doesn't make sense, yes, it must be like this!"

With her palm squeezing out the fire and looking up at the moon, she stood up, sat back on the stool, and began to sew little by little.

Threading the needle and leading is so skilled, this good female red, or the nurse personally taught it back then, at that time she said, should not be learned, the female red is good, the future will be affected, but she just didn't listen, insisted on practicing so well, but really responded to the nurse's words.

Somehow, she just can't get rid of the face of businessman, such an innocent smile, just like her former self, yes, herself, where is herself?

I couldn't blink my eyes all night, and finally finished this, only to get up and straighten my waist that was about to be broken, but the door in the house opened, and Liu Bo, who was dressed neatly and cleanly, walked out, as if his remaining anger had not disappeared, and he didn't even look at her, so he opened the door and walked away, and shook the sentence "If it's late, you don't have to wait for me".

Holding the handful of clothes that had been sewn, I went out to pay for the money, bought some vegetables, meat and eggs, bought some rice noodles, and finally, bought a piece of ordinary pine wax.

Turning home, sitting at the head of the bed, she took out a piano case from the dark pavilion in the corner, took out a snow-white guqin, carefully wiped it with a soft handkerchief, and polished it with pine wax.

"Although, you will never go back, but I will also treat you well!"

While polishing, she showed a smile and muttered to herself at the piano!