[Chapter 73: Something Abnormal]

Lu Buqi is not revisiting his sculpture skills, he wants to move to a higher level, he is really not so leisurely and elegant.

What Lu Buqi wanted to do, Tianyan Guqing still knew, which was why she could hold back her lovesickness these days and didn't come to find Lu Buqi.

Lu Bu gave up to re-understand himself.

In fact, the act of refining the heart to find oneself had already begun before Lu Buqi, and he knew himself more truly through various things.

It's just that the path of heart refining has undoubtedly come to an end because of Lu Buqi's amnesia, but no one can say whether the reason why Lu Buqi's memory has not been cleared from the root will be related to this heart refining path.

There is at least a fifty percent chance that something that cannot be verified.

And Lu Buqi these days, with some disappearing and broken memories, because of the reminder of the burning, or the stimulation of the outside world, or the occasional smart thoughts, all emerge little by little.

This seems to be a good thing, but it made Lu Buqi have demons.

Yes, there is a demon in the heart. As his memory recovered little by little, Lu Buqi became more and more unfamiliar with himself, and he began to suspect that he was not Lu Buqi.

It's a good thing that Lu Buqi is not in the critical period of cultivation, in the words of Burning Burn, if Lu Buqi comes to such a mess when he breaks through from the Separation Realm to the Distraction Realm, it will be nonsense.

What does it feel like to doubt that you are not yourself, but not know who you are?

People who don't have personal experience will never know how frightening and devastating this is.

If Lu Buqi can't overcome this inner demon, then he will really become a person who is no longer Lu Buqi.

Once Lu Buqi begins to reject his memories, then those memories that have disappeared will definitely not be recalled again, and the memories that have been recalled will gradually disappear.

Zuihou, Lu Buqi will inevitably become a prodigal son who has lost the past, is confused in the present, and will walk the road of the future.

The most critical reason why this kind of inner demon breeds is that Lu Buqi is too unfamiliar with himself and does not have a strong sense of substitution.

In fact, Burning has full responsibility for this.

Because Lu Buqi is familiar with himself and the unfamiliar split point, but it is Tianyan Guqing.

When Lu Buqi stepped into Migu Mountain again, he suddenly remembered a doubt that had been lingering in his mind, that is, when did he and Tianyan Guqing open their hearts and exchange feelings and become husband and wife.

The answer is, never.

Then, Tianyan Guqing was not his wife, at least, not his wife before that Harmony Double Cultivation.

Burning lied!

When Lu Buqi raised this question, Lie Yan could only admit it.

Fortunately, Lu Buqi's perception of the depths of his soul is very sensitive, and he is willing to believe his own perception, and his familiarity and trust in Lie Yan make him still willing to believe what Lie Yan said.

In addition, Lu Buqi did only feel love and dedication in Tianyan Guqing, and there was no other sense of danger, Lu Buqi also let go of this knot in his heart, and was willing to accept Burning Burn's suggestion.

But the result of this knot appeared.

If Lu Buqi's life after amnesia is regarded as a building block castle obtained according to the map, then at that moment, the building block castle was crumbling because of the removal of a building block from the foundation.

Lieyan's suggestion is that since Lu Buqi has this kind of doubt, if he wants to overcome this strangeness, he must completely regard the self-concept after amnesia as a stranger other than Lu Buqi, and understand Lu Buqi from this perspective.

And what can make the current Lu Buqi closely related to the previous Lu Buqi is the skills that Lu Buqi did not lose.

Five Birds Bionic Fist, Internal Energy Formula, Xuangang Body Protection True Qi......

Crazy Divine Formula, Tai Chi, Immortal Golden Body......

Zuihou, Lie Yan thought of the carving technique that Lu Buqi learned from his master Xi Yuan, and Weishenme chose this because this jishu was the only skill that could show everything to Lu Buqi.

As a result, Lu Buqi began to use carving to depict his life that he is now unfamiliar with.

The first sculpture carved by Lu Buqi was a boy who had just turned one year old and began to stand on the bearish pile, that kid was tiger-headed, but his face had a perseverance that was impossible at this age.

Luo Shui and others were very surprised that Lu Buqi would carve such a contradictory statue that did not conform to reality. And Lu Buqi, as a "bystander", did not tell everyone that this was his impression of Lu Buqi as a baby in his broken memories.

The impression was very clear, which made Lu Buqi very surprised.

Let's ask, in this era when there are no photos, how many people can clearly remember their appearance before the age of two?

This almost illogical feeling will also deepen Lu Buqi's strangeness to himself and aggravate his demons.

But since it started, Lu Buqi was out of control, and countless stones and jade materials turned into various sculptures in his hands, each sculpture brought Lu Buqi a sense of novelty and familiar contradiction.

Burning called it "the journey of remembering the soul and cultivating the heart".

Lie Yan felt very proud of his suggestion, because he thought that it should be a very useful thing for Lu Buqi, and he also believed that Lu Buqi would definitely be able to overcome his demons, retrieve his memories, and finally get to know himself fully.

But Lie Yan didn't expect that this journey of soul reminiscence and heart cultivation would take three years for Lu Bu to leave.

Three years is not a long time, but it is not a short time.

This time is enough time for many people to forget some things, but some people are unlikely to forget some things.

In the past three years, the Migu Mountain Dragon Gate has developed very steadily and has grown a lot.

The number of people is not much, it is still less than three hundred, but many of them have been replaced, and there are no less than twenty masters in the rift period.

Luo Shui is still at the helm of the Dragon Gate of Secret Lonely Mountain, and in addition to paying attention to the situation of the alien orcs and some pure-blooded orcs close to the alien orcs in the Oak Principality every day, she is also monitoring the Tushen War Guild that has also been redeveloped here.

Of course, no matter how busy he was, the one thing Luo Shuilei couldn't do was to stop outside the dragon pattern hut for a while, and at that time, Mu Yutuo was often by his side.

The formation arranged by Lu Buqi had long since disappeared due to the exhaustion of energy, but the current dragon pattern hut was still protected by a powerful formation.

Although no one told Luo Shui what happened to Lu Buqi, on the day when the formation faded three years ago, he saw Lu Buqi carving and painting some patterns like murals on the ground around the dragon pattern hut, completely ignoring the greetings of others, and forgetting himself. Luo Shui understood that Lu Bu had entered a critical state.

Luo Shui discussed it with Tianyan Guqing, and knew that it was not appropriate to disturb Lu Buqi at this time, so he issued a ban.

But when Lu Buqi's behavior lasted for half a month and still didn't change, Luo Shui suddenly realized that Lu Buqi's behavior might last longer.

At that time, the Imperial Guard War made Yutian and Wuyun Warriors go to Migu Mountain, and the two of them also decided that Lu Buqi was a very rare "selfless cultivation state", and naturally no one would bother Lu Buqi.

And in order to prevent someone from unintentionally disturbing Lu Buqi, Luo Shui not only asked Yutian to help set up a defensive array around this dragon-patterned wooden house that could be used for a long time by exchanging manpower for travertine, but also issued a ban on setting this area as a dragon gate forbidden area, prohibiting idle people from approaching this side.

Of course, some people who are close to Lu Buqi are not within this limit.

From that day on, all those who cared about Lu Buqi were looking forward to Lu Buqi coming out of that "selfless cultivation state".

For example, Tianyan Guqing, during that time, although she didn't come every day, it was the most normal thing to come twice in three days, and this was still her concern for bringing unexpected attention to Longmen, otherwise she might be resident in Longmen.

However, this situation was suddenly interrupted half a year ago, and Tianyan Guqing never came to Longmen again.