Chapter 203: One in Ten Thousand Regrets (39)
"Let's talk. After school, Chu Yunyun stopped Fang Yuanhui on the road and looked at the girl with exotic beauty in front of him.
When Li Lihui raised her head and looked at Chu Yunyun, she couldn't help but show a disdainful smile that was really like this, which made people feel unhappy.
"What do you mean by this, you have become a victim together?" Wang Qian couldn't stand it, if she hadn't been pulled by Yun Yun, she really wanted to come forward and repair this person.
Li Lihui ignored Wang Qian, who was jumping, and just stared at Chu Yunyun, "This is what I hate about you, why, no matter where you are, even if you fall into a trough, you can still be pampered and protected like a princess, and I can only be trampled on again and again?"
Li Lihui is jealous of Chu Yunyun, obviously both of them are tragic characters, poor people abandoned by this world, why should she live better than herself?
From the first day of kindergarten, Ning Shui Hui noticed Chu Yunyu, the little princess who was picked up by a luxury car every day and whose clothes and headgear were never the same, the little princess who had countless snacks and snacks in her bag every day, and the little princess who was starry by the children and teachers.
In front of Chu Yunyun, who was as beautiful as a doll, Li Lihui was inferior, even if her parents had not divorced at that time, and she still had a complete family, but she couldn't contain the yearning and envy in her heart. Humble and humble, she never dared to lean in front of Chu Yunyun, even when she watched the little princess distribute the pastries in her bag that she had never eaten, Li Lihui was just a person shrunk in a corner.
When she was in the third grade of elementary school, her parents divorced, and her life became even more unbearable, so Listing Hui gradually closed herself, and the only thing that made her happy was that Chu Yunyu, a recognized little princess, was no longer a little princess. Seeing Chu Yunyun's increasingly thin and silent appearance, a strong sense of joy inexplicably rose in her heart.
After graduating from elementary school, I moved away with my stepmother, and I thought I would never see each other again, but I didn't expect that the fate of the two was so deep that they would become junior high school classmates.
At that time, Chu Yunyun had just arrived, and he was not yet used to the unfamiliar environment around him, so he kept cowering and bowing his head in silence. When she saw that appearance for the first time, she knew that they were already the same type of person, and from then on, she was no longer the little princess who made herself inferior and envious and jealous, but like herself, she became a little transparent who could only hide in the corner and live. Even if others bully you, what if you have to be beaten and scolded by your stepmother when you go home, at least in this world, there is a person who is the same as your own body and mind, warming your lonely heart.
In this way, after going through junior high school and finishing the first year of high school, even if sometimes the two are not in the same class, Dian Lihui still knows Chu Yunyun's situation well, and sometimes she will accompany her silently through the more than half an hour to go home, looking forward to seeing each other the next day.
It's just that everything changed in the second year of high school, and on the first day of school, Chu Yunyun got the confession of Tang Shuai, who many girls dreamed of, and I don't know how many people's red-eyed jealousy it provoked, which also meant that the two of them began to embark on different paths.
For more than ten years, the first conversation between Chu Yunyun and Ning Shui Hui was that when she appeared that evening and relieved herself, she was like a princess giving alms to beggars, which made her recall the original Chu Yunyun, who everyone admired, so she became more inferior, but she also had an anger that wanted to vent.
Why?!
originally thought that Tang Feibin was just putting on a show, but who knew that he, even the few people around him, were always protecting Chu Yunyun, and he would immediately help her solve it at the slightest disturbance, so as not to let those things disturb her.
Ning Lihui didn't know what the jealousy in her heart was for, but she didn't want to see the two of them getting farther and farther apart, and she happened to see Tang Feibin come to warn Zhao Qianqian that day, so she planned and set up this bureau, just hoping that Chu Yunyun would continue to turn back into that little transparent with low self-esteem and timidity, so that she would not look too different.
"You are really dark enough, you are not satisfied, you can't see others like this?" Wang Qian was furious after hearing this, "Yun Yun never owed you, she saved you in vain, and you repaid her like this?
"That's enough!" as if to touch her nerves, she shouted, "Don't put your ridiculous mercy and kindness on me to show off, let me highlight your greatness! Do you really think you're helping me? No! Even if you can make decisions for me this time, what about the next time? When you need to, you just have to stand up and move your mouth, and you can reap the praise of others and my gratitude, but I, I will only suffer more painful treatment than before! Again and again, until you drive me crazy or even die, you are so selfish!"
Wang Qian laughed angrily, "Ha, we are selfish, is it wrong to help you, is it the best help for you to watch and stand by? We are not as virgin as you say, but we are by no means hard-hearted and indifferent people." ”
Listing Hui snorted coldly, "Sophistry." ”
"You ......" In the face of a person like her, who has distorted her views and abnormal thinking, Wang Qian, who has always been good at fighting, was speechless again.
"Do you say we can make decisions for you? Then you are wrong, we are no one but ourselves who can do it, let alone do it. We happen to save you once or twice, but it is impossible to follow you all the time and wait to save you, no one can do it, because none of us owe you, and everyone has their own way of living. Chu Yunyun looked at the unrepentant real estate Hui, and said quietly:
"Over the years, you must have had many opportunities, whenever someone reached out to you, you never thought to grab it so that you could pull yourself out, you were always shrinking away and complaining, but again and again you gave up the opportunity to walk in front of you. You ask yourself, if you really want to get rid of all this, is the chance really zero? Think about every time you are bullied, you hope that someone will appear to save you, but if it really appears, you despise him, speculate about his intentions, if you don't appear, you must be resentful of the world's injustice to you. Think, 'Look, who else can you count on when the heart is so cold,' right? Why don't you tie your hope to yourself when you've looked forward to so many people?"
"You know what?!" the poking agent looked at her angrily.
"I know how to grasp the opportunities in front of me, I know how to take control of my own life, I know that I can't complain about others, and I also know that those who have given up on themselves will be rescued thanklessly. And you know all this!" Chu Yunyun looked back at her, "This is also the reason why I changed." ”
"I, I ......" Hui's mind was a little messy.
"What are you waiting for, what are you afraid of, isn't the worst thing you are still living your old life?" Chu Yunyun said calmly.
There was silence.
"yes, probably, I'm waiting for someone to wake me up. I do understand what you said, but every time I want to resist, I don't have the courage, and I accumulate little by little, and then I have long been used to it, and I don't know what I'm looking forward to. Li Lihui gradually sorted out his thoughts, and said with a wry smile, "I am jealous of you, but over the years, I have unconsciously regarded you as the sustenance of my soul, I hate that you have left the original trajectory, and I hate that you have rejuvenated yourself, but this is not jealousy of you? I am jealous that you have the courage to change, and I am jealous that you have the fruits of change, and I am still standing still, and even have to bear more humiliation." ”
"Jealousy doesn't solve anything, it only makes it bigger. For the rest of the night, think about what you want, and we'll do everything we can to help you, and after that, it's up to you. After Chu Yunyun finished speaking, he left with Liu Xiying and the others, leaving him alone to think about the future.
"You, don't you hate her?" Walking on the road, Wang Qian couldn't help but ask, after all, if this matter was left on herself, even if she didn't retaliate back, she would definitely not let the other party feel better, let alone help her escape from the cage on her body.
Chu Yunyun shook his head, "It's not hate." "Listing Hui and the original body are indeed like twins, there are many similarities, I am now making up for the regrets of the original body, who is going to pull the listing Hui? Is it difficult to wait until she is unwilling, put herself back again, and do it again for the listing Hui? So this is not only to help others, but also to help herself, I just hope she can figure it out and start to live her different life.
"I want to get out of this home, out of here. All these years of torture have worn away all my courage, and it is not something that can be recovered immediately after listening to a few words. I don't have the courage and courage to stay here, so I want to start again in a new place, at least the resistance at the beginning will be much less, and when I have enough courage and capital, I will definitely come back to thank you!"
Looking at the text message in his hand, Chu Yunyun smiled, and called Liu Xiying, who was also waiting for news, to find someone and leave this kind of thing, you still have to have connections.
Li Lihui's biological mother had returned to her hometown many years ago, in a small town in the northwest, where the environment was a bit harsh, but perhaps this would make Ning Huihui more determined and strong.
Zheng Ju already felt that the oil bottle of the house was a trouble, and when she learned that she took the initiative to give up everything to go to the northwest to find her mother, not to mention how light she was in her heart, not to mention that after she went to school to make a fuss before, she also got a large amount of compensation, as soon as this Nizi left, everything was hers, how could she obstruct it?
The school has some doubts about the sudden transfer of real estate Hui, but she is just a little transparent, but it didn't make too much of a storm, and the students are still busy analyzing and solving the previous puzzles, and they are about to find out the culprit who dares to use them as gunmen.
Before leaving, looking at Chu Yunyun, Li Lihui suddenly felt a lot of reluctance and emotion, and finally turned into a sentence of "Thank you, I'm sorry!"