Chapter 194: Reconciliation as Before

"You, you are the man in black who blocked the knife for me, right, you are the mysterious person who sent the antidote to Yu'er in the middle of the night, right......" Speaking of this, the Queen Mother couldn't stop crying.

"Xinyue, I, that's what I should do, I just hope you can be safe, it's my honor to be able to protect you. "The ghost road is long and secluded.

"Then why don't you come out to see me, why don't you say a few words to me?" The Queen Mother burst into tears, and she was already a little silent.

"Xinyue is not that I am bad, don't cry, I was afraid that it would have a bad impact on you when I came out, I was afraid that your efforts would be in vain, and I was afraid that you would be difficult to gain a foothold in the harem......" The ghost chief said with a sad face.

He always wanted to come out and say a few words to her, but the situation at that time really did not allow it, maybe a few pairs of eyes were staring at him secretly, he had to be careful to walk on thin ice, otherwise he would not only harm himself but also his beloved woman.

If it weren't for my parents, not because of my children, I really wanted to die, but because they made me stronger and stronger, and let me know that I can't live for you alone, but I have to live for the people who love me. The Queen Mother wiped a handful of tears and said without caring about the image. She has pretended to be dignified and virtuous for too long, she is tired, today she can finally be willful, she can cry as much as she wants, she can finally pour out the bitter water of so many years, she has been waiting for this day for a long time.

"Xinyue, I know that I owe you too much, and I can't make up for it in a day or two, so I'm willing to spend the rest of my life with you to make up for everything I owe you, as long as you don't hate me anymore. The ghost chief stepped forward and looked at the beloved woman in front of him affectionately, and said from the bottom of his heart.

Hearing this, the Queen Mother was obviously stunned, she never dreamed that this guy who knew how to avoid when she saw her, was really unprepared to be able to say such a thing today, but the anger in the past made her think for a moment and refused without hesitation: "I am used to living alone, and I don't need you to accompany me." ”

Of course, a woman like the tsundere Queen Mother will not accept his apology easily, who does he think he is, he will leave when he says he will go, and he will come back when he says it, and he wants to get back together in a few words, he really dreams of marrying a daughter-in-law in broad daylight, and he is beautiful.

"Okay, then you can still live your life, but please allow me to be your bodyguard, to protect you at all times, or to be your servant and serve you. "The Ghost Dao Master voluntarily lowered his posture and said humbly.

"Forget it, the mourning family doesn't dare to use you, the imperial uncle, to serve the mourning family, so that the ancestors and ancestors of the Mo family under the nine springs will have to come to me for trouble. The Queen Mother said coldly.

"Xinyue, do you look over there?" The Ghost Dao Chief saw that this still didn't work, so he immediately changed his strategy and pointed to the road not far away.

"Huh, when did there be a little cabin here?"

"Xinyue, shall we go and sit down?" said the ghost leader politely.

"Okay, then let's go sit down!" the Queen Mother nodded, and walked towards the wooden house with the ghost chief.

I saw that the door of the cabin was open, and through the beaded curtain, the scenery inside was not real, but the aroma was curling, and I guess I was cooking dinner.

In front of the wooden house is a bamboo forest, these bamboos were planted by the ghost chief himself at that time, and now they are all very luxuriant.

There was a wooden table by the bamboo forest, on which was his favorite guqin, and a mahogany stool that had faded was still placed beside the table, as if waiting for the favor of the master.

The ghost path chief paced to the guqin, sat down, his slender fingers attached to the strings, and the sound of the piano suddenly flowed slowly from his heart like a spring in summer.

The sound of the piano, like a cry, brought people to the inseparable picture of the couple's separation, and the sound of the piano turned for a while, like a willow and a bright flower, and the two turned into dancing butterflies circling among the flowers.

The Queen Mother listened to it, this song was when they were in love, he often played it to her to listen to the butterfly, and now after decades, it can still move her long-frozen heart, and the softest place in the bottom of her heart is collapsing little by little, as if she has accepted him again in her heart.

After the song was finished, the Ghost Dao Chief stood up, picked up the prepared bouquet of thorn-removed roses from the side, slowly walked towards the Queen Mother, and said with a sincere face: "I once again implore me to please me, I hope we can start again." ”

"Sedum, are you drunk, do you know how unreasonable these words you said today are? I'm afraid that you will regret what you say, so give you time to think about it, and take it back if you regret it, I didn't say it when you didn't say it. The Queen Mother had no confidence in herself, and she didn't have any confidence in the Mo Rhodiola in front of her, so she said with a wry smile.

"Xinyue, don't worry, I'm serious, I used to be running away from it, and I didn't dare to face the relationship between us at all, but now it won't, I've figured it out, and we live for ourselves, we don't have to care about other people's opinions, let alone what others say, our mouths are on their faces, let them say whatever they want, and we'll be happy." Mo Sedum finally confided in the truth, he has made up his mind that this time he must give the woman he loves a happy life.

"Okay, I'll believe you again, I hope you don't disappoint me again, otherwise I don't want to see you again in my next life!"

This man always makes her heart surge, and always makes her fall from the clouds to the bottom, this man is the love of her life, but it is also the regret of this life.

"Don't worry, I won't let you down again, if I disappoint you again, I'm willing to suffer from the five thunders!" Mo Rhodiola raised his hand and swore a poisonous oath solemnly.

"What do you say, who needs you to swear, no matter what, I want you to be well, so you don't have to swear any poisonous swear at all, but if you disappoint me again, I will completely disappear from your life, but I hope you are still you, and you are still alive and well. The Queen Mother said with some sadness.

This is probably the highest state of love, no matter when and where, I hope that the other party will live well, although the love between the two is gone, but she is still silently blessing him, instead of cursing and resentment.

"Thank you for being so kind, you have always been so kind and always thinking about them, you have not changed. Mo Sedum stared at the woman who loved him deeply, with a look of satisfaction.

"Hehe, I've changed a long time ago, I'm not me, it's just that I can't be ruthless in front of you, I'm no longer that simple and kind girl, but a vicious woman who will do whatever it takes to the end and scheming for power. The Queen Mother smiled bitterly, and reviewed it very disgustingly.

"Don't, don't talk about yourself like that, I know your situation, your difficulties, if you didn't make some changes at that time, I'm afraid it would be difficult to live until now, you are right to make corresponding changes for the sake of your children, if you keep being like that, you will not be able to survive at all in this deep palace. Mo Sedum took the Queen Mother's shoulders and was empathetic.

Growing up in the royal family, of course, he knows best how this harem woman has to survive, at that time he was very worried that Xinyue would be killed by other concubines, because she was straightforward, without any scheming, and she loved him deeply, and she was lukewarm to the emperor, these were what he was worried about.

It wasn't until one time that Xingyu was drugged by a concubine and almost died, which angered Xinyue and made her completely change all of a sudden.

She is no longer unknown in the harem, she deliberately dresses up with flowers, but it is charming and vulgar, catering to the emperor's love of beauty, she is already talented, coupled with beautiful dancing and graceful figure, she will soon defeat a group of love rivals, coupled with belly competition, she gave birth to two handsome sons in four years, and her status is leaping again and again, and finally she firmly sat on the seat of the lord of the harem. She began to use her power to avenge herself, first the concubine who killed her imperial son, and then a group of rivals.

Soon she relied on her wisdom and means to eradicate dissidents, even the sick emperor she did not let go, it was because of this man who did not love herself that she would be so miserable in this life, so she reduced the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor by half and fed it to the emperor, because the amount was insufficient, the emperor did not get worse day by day, and finally died.

She is finally free, her son has naturally become the new emperor, she has become the queen mother, but she has never let go of her former lover in her heart, she also thought about finding him to let him assist her son and consolidate the country of Mexico, but that man has always avoided her, refused to return to the court, and was willing to be an idle cloud and wild crane.

When the Queen Mother heard this, there were still people who could understand her and feel the hardships she had endured over the years, and the grievances in her heart suddenly couldn't be held back, and she covered her face and cried bitterly.

Looking at her swaying shoulders and loving you, Mo Jingtian felt even more uncomfortable, such a weak woman could carry such a heavy burden in order to survive and for the sake of her children, step by step to the present, how easy it is to talk about it.

Mo Sedum patted the empress dowager's thin shoulders and comforted: "Let it pass in the past, I will protect you in the future, and I will not let you suffer a little grievance, I will use the rest of my life to repay what I owed you before, I only implore Xinyue to give me this opportunity." ”

"Who wants you to pay it back, you don't owe me, this matter is what you want me to do, it's just that I can't think about it myself. The Queen Mother said negatively.

"Don't, don't say that, it's my greatest happiness to meet you in this life, although we have encountered so many ups and downs, we still come together, don't we? Give yourself a chance, and give me a chance to atone for your sins, okay?" Mdiola muttered.