Time has passed, the years have passed like water, and in a blink of an eye, I have almost entered the starting point for two years, contemptible and stupid, very lazy, and only wrote 1.7 million words. But this is indeed a limit for me now.

I admit that I have cut corners behind me, and here I say sorry to everyone, I will change, give me time.

Today, people say that I don't do well, and the writing is very dish, and it is ugly. I really can't deny this, and they say, I can only listen with an open mind. The previous writing is really not good, and when I revised the first dozen chapters, I had no choice but to write according to the back. Otherwise, I'll have to tear down the millions of words behind me.

Do I have to do that???

I kept asking myself, is it necessary to write this book? The performance is so dismal, I can't make ends meet, it's ridiculous. If this is still the case in the future, what will I use to support myself, support my family, and the second book, I don't have the courage to open it now.

I've always thought that the first book I don't care so much, it's all about accumulating popularity. The second book can start.

Oh, that's just words to comfort myself, how can I not care about the real thoughts in my heart! The number of clicks in one day is comparable to my clicks in two years, how can I compare? Forgive me for being an angry youth and criticizing the injustice of this society.

If this continues, will my second book really make a big difference? I can only say that the next one will be more wonderful than ever, even more than all, and I will work hard, and I don't have the idea of a eunuch in this book. After all, it took me three years from my freshman to senior year of high school to conceive this book. Truth be told, the sheer amount of information in this book is sometimes overwhelming for me as a writer. Sometimes I can't even remember people's names, so I have to look them up in my own writing.

I'm going to keep going on with this book. They said, I can't help it. If that little bit of gossip knocks me down, then how will I grow up in the future......!

Brothers, forgive me for letting you come to see these complaints I made for a few cents, and I'm really sorry for the fact that I'm really in a bad mood today, so let me end it......!