Chapter 40: Snow

Liu Feixu was not afraid or avoided, and calmly met Su Moxie's eyes. Thinking that when she faced Su Moxie in her life, she was so cautious, shy and timid, but she didn't think that at this time, she would dare to be presumptuous.

"Because, the flying flotsam is tired......"

Looking back on half of his life, he was physically and mentally disabled, but he never regretted half of it. No matter what the world thinks of Su Moxie, in Liu Feixie's heart, he has always been the son who dusted off the snow for her, and he has always been the son who will smile at her and look good.

"Tired?" Su Moxie was stunned, his eyes flashing.

"Ah...... Tired ......"

I don't remember when I left Snow Country, but I remember that Childe didn't go to see her off. The carriage moved forward slowly, and she sat in the sedan chair and wept silently.

Maybe when she looked back at that time, she could see Su Moxie's figure standing on the city wall. But she didn't even have the courage to open the sedan curtain, so naturally she didn't see anything.

She could see that Gongzi liked Mo Yunxi, after all, there were few people who would not like such a charming woman. Of course, this is also one of the reasons why she volunteered to go to Mingguo as a fine worker.

Childe should have such a woman standing next to him, not her with a humble status. She doesn't seek glory and wealth, she doesn't seek any fame, she just hopes that in this life, she can remember that she has appeared in his life. So, she needs to do something that Childe will remember.

After going to Mingguo, she has experienced all kinds of things, not without hatred, not without despair, but when she thinks of the beautiful young man who always likes to laugh and scold her for being stupid in the heavy snow, she can swallow blood and tears, grit her teeth and persevere.

If Childe's heart is the sea, then she is a small boat on the sea. Fluttering, no harbor of docking. can't escape without it, and has long been trapped in it, like walking into a cage.

Now, she was in tatters, and she didn't have the strength to float anymore. So what awaits her is only sinking. But even so, she was happy. Because it is also a happy thing to be able to sink in the heart of the child.

"Childe, Fei Fu has been with you for so many years, and she has never asked you for anything. This time, can Fei Fu beg you to let Sister Mu go?"

"No, you can't. ”

There was almost no room for it, and Su Mo refused without thinking about it. Liu Feixu smiled bitterly, in fact, what she knew for a long time was what she forced it to do.

"I promise you anything but this. Including saving your life!"

Su Mo opened his mouth suddenly, staring at her with burning eyes. "As long as you admit your mistake to me, as long as you will be obedient in the future. I'll save you! No matter what method is used, I will definitely save you!"

"Heh~" Liu Feixu shook his head and smiled, but he refused very simply.

"Fei Xi just said, Fei Xi is tired, you have to take a good rest. Do the math, I haven't slept in a long time. Maybe once you close your eyes, you don't want to open them again. ”

Su Moxie clenched her shoulders, and her strength was so great that she frowned in pain. But she remained silent, always smiling lightly.

"The reason why Childe took me back back was actually because he was too lonely, right?"

"......" Su Moxie lowered his eyes and was silent.

"Heh~ It's a blessing to fly and be picked up by Childe. Later, when I stayed with my son, I often saw you standing by the window and watching the snow fall. At that time, Fei Xu looked at the back of the child, and wondered, is the son very lonely? In this big imperial city, no one can chat with the son to relieve his boredom. ”

"I live very comfortably alone, why do I need others to accompany me?

Su Moxie snorted coldly, and looked into the distance with a face.

"yes, Flyflotsam is really smart. That's why I've been with Childe all the time. Fei Fu was stupid, and when he saw that his son liked to play the piano, he wrote down the timbre and secretly went to learn. Childe likes plum blossom wine the most, so I picked a lot of plum blossoms, brewed wine and put it away. Childe doesn't like to wear heavy clothes, but I still have the habit of bringing a robe and putting it on for you when you're asleep. ”

The more she said, the weaker her voice became, Liu Feixu's eyes were already blurred, and she wanted to reach out and rub it, but she found that she didn't even have the strength to move. Knowing that her limit was approaching, she was no longer in vain. I could only blink vigorously, hoping to look at the person in front of me a few more times.

"Now that Childe has a lot of people around him, he is finally no longer lonely. Since the day she stepped out of the snow country, she had no intention of coming back alive. But God is kind to me, I can see my son again, and I can get your favor again. Enough, really enough. Fei Fu never thought that he could get the love of his son, he was unworthy in the past, and he is even less worthy now. In the end, Fei Fu can die in the hands of Childe, and this ending is already the best for me. ”

Su Moxie retracted his gaze to look at her, and reached out to touch her cheek. A person who has always been cynical has no smile at the moment.

"Is it really that hard to admit a mistake?"

When Liu Feixu heard this, the corners of his mouth curled, and his smile became sweeter. "It's not difficult to admit mistakes, but what is difficult is how to explain to others after Gongzi goes back? I took hostages from the enemy country without permission, and the sin is not small. Even if Childe has the heart to protect me, the death penalty can be avoided, but the living crime cannot be escaped. I don't care if I suffer some crimes, but others will say that His Majesty is unfair, which will shake the morale of the army to some extent. Childe's grand plan for hegemony has not yet been completed, and now that General Chu is missing and General Fu is injured, how can Childe be sad for me. ”

Su Moxie pursed the corners of his mouth, and his expression was unusually serious. "If you know that it will make me embarrassed, why do you have to do it? You have been by my side since I was a child, and I am obedient to me everywhere, I thought that there are still people in this world who are worthy of my trust, but why do you even betray me?"

The cold wind blew, and the climate in the snow country was approaching May, and there was actually a light snow at this moment. Liu Feixu could no longer hear what Su Moxie was saying, and his eyes were sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

A snowflake fell on her hand, and the coldness of the tentacles made her eyes open wide. When she saw the snowflakes falling in the air, she smiled happily and muttered, "That's good...... In this way, I finally watched the snow again with Childe this year......"

"......" Su Moxie lowered her head, took her hand and clenched it quietly.

"Childe...... I ...... cold."

Liu Feixu's mind also seemed to be a little confused. Counting her life, she seems to have never been spoiled to anyone. In the past, every time she was shivering from the cold, she gritted her teeth and suffered silently. And this time, she finally spoke.

In fact, she had always wanted to tell Su Moxie. I want to tell him that even if Childe has deep internal strength, he should pay more attention to his body. The snow is beautiful, but you can't stay outside all the time.

She also wanted to tell him that although the wine made from plum blossoms was sweet and delicious, it was necessary to drink less. You don't have to pick those days when it snows heavily to run out to play the piano and practice the sword, a snow and a chill, and the problem of often sleeping in the snow must also be changed. In the future, she will not be by Childe's side, and I don't know if anyone remembers to put on a coat for him.