Chapter 61: In My Name
"No! no...... How is this possible!
Ruoshuang covered the wound on her left shoulder in pain, and the bright red blood that flowed out had spread and soaked the entire placket, and the shock and fear on her face could no longer be expressed in words!
She actually sensed the soul breath of the goddess Tianyi on Zhao Hehuan's body! Could it be that the goddess Tianyi came back from the dead?!
Fear instantly enveloped the veins around her!
No, it can't be! She saw with her own eyes the way the sky was gone!
"Ruoshuang, are you afraid of me?"
Zhao Hehuan's voice was as ethereal as the dust wind from the vast desert, rolling up a curtain of sand, and then gently spreading and falling.
"You're really Tianyi!No! You're obviously dead!" Ruoshuang's face was hideous, but she was afraid, curled up and stepped back step by step!
Zhao Hehuan sighed slightly, stretched out a smooth and somewhat translucent hand and stroked the hair in front of Ruoshuang's sideburns - I haven't seen her for a hundred years, her temples are already slightly white, and she is no longer the waist-length little follower with jet-black hair back then.
When Zhao Hehuan's hand touched the top of Ruoshuang's troubled head, it was like a stable and peaceful spring water slowly injected into her body from top to bottom, outlining the sonorous aura in her blood, and rendering and spreading out the trivial laughter in the past.
Ruoshuang retracted the top of her head as if she had been electrocuted, lowered her head slowly, and lowered her eyes. Her lips moved slightly, and she seemed to be about to say something, but she finally swallowed it back with difficulty.
Zhao Hehuan's slender fingers paused an inch away from Ruoshuang's hair, sighed lightly, after all, he didn't force it anymore, he pulled back unnaturally, put his back behind him, and asked lightly - "But, still hate me?"
When Ruoshuang heard this greeting that had been delayed for a hundred years, her body couldn't help but begin to tremble violently, and the oblique light stretched her shadow very long, turning into mud on the ground, and the shadow staggered.
After a long silence, a low whimper sobbed involuntarily, and when Ruoshuang raised her eyes again, the crystal tears were full of complex emotions - remorse, betrayal, unwillingness, and apology were intertwined, and finally converged into an endless river of water, which collapsed and broke the embankment!
Finally turned into a sentence of resentment that had been buried for a hundred years - "Hate, so what? I am no longer qualified to hate." I hate myself!"
Raise your eyes again, behind Ruoshuang is already the ruins of a lonely city, and the prosperity has come to an end in front of you.
Because of kindness, she chose to surrender. And, because of love, she chose to betray and escape the shackles of fate.
He is already a sinner for the ages, how can he speak of hatred!
Zhao Hehuan's translucent fingertips were swirling with a white immortal qi, and when Ruoshuang said this, the white immortal qi seemed to tremble slightly, and then dispersed a wisp of mist, and the dead knot that had been stuck in his heart for many years also disappeared with this sentence.
Ruoshuang, I look forward to meeting you again one day, but I am also afraid that we will meet again in such a way that you and I do not want to meet. ”
"But, in the end, I still have to come back to see you again, and uncover your scars, which are also my sores. ”
Zhao Hehuan's sigh was so helpless that Mo Tian, who was on the side, took a few more deep looks, and couldn't help but want to gently take her into his arms and comfort her.
However, he vaguely felt that there were two people's souls in Zhao Hehuan's body, one was too familiar to be familiar anymore, and Zhao Hehuan's own soul seemed to be still sleeping quietly.
And the other is the breath of the immortal family that has been dedusted, with a faint sorrow of death, Mo Tian thought that it was a wisp of soul left by the goddess Tianyi.
However, Ruoshuang, who was on her knees and fell into collapse, did not try to distinguish this subtle difference.
As far as Ruoshuang is concerned, the goddess has appeared again, and the past grievances have been brought up and repeated in a thousand moments, which is enough for her to be distracted for a long time.
"Tianyi, you put a curse on my Fengwuxuan Yunzhu?"
Ruoshuang quickly understood the meaning of Tianyi's words.
Tianyi had already calculated that there would be such a day, she would kill her reincarnation, so she cursed Feng Wu Xuan Yun Zhu, as long as Ruoshuang inserted this Xuan Yun Zhu into Zhao Hehuan's heart, she could take this opportunity to successfully complete the "resurrection" of the goddess!
"Yes. I didn't want to snoop into your mind like this, but, unfortunately, this involves the great righteousness of the world, and I have to do it. ”
The tone of "Zhao Hehuan" revealed the dignity and principles of swearing to defend the righteousness of the world, but it also revealed deep helplessness.
She didn't want to hurt anyone, but she had to.
"Goddess Tianyi! Your reason is always the righteousness of the world! Have you really understood what it feels like to fall in love with someone? Have you ever been in love? Do you know what it's like?"
"No! You don't understand! You only know that you are a goddess admired by all people, and you are baptized and worshipped by the spirits of all things! You have never considered the feelings of the people around you!"
"In your eyes! There will always be only righteousness! There will always be only all things! You will never understand love! You will never understand!"
After shouting the last word hysterically, Ruoshuang's hot tears crossed her cold cheeks, and she, who was already powerless to struggle, sat down on the ground, waiting for the punishment of fate.
She is the Suzaku of the guardian goddess, she can't be emotional, but she can't help falling in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she unforgivably commits the mistake of killing the lord, and she knows that she is irreredeemable.
"Love ......"
"Zhao Hehuan"'s gaze became far-reaching and fascinating, turned around, inadvertently swept over the three men behind him, smiled faintly, and then slowly continued:
- "Perhaps, I don't understand the true meaning of love, and I haven't been lucky enough to know how these two words can make you want to be comfortable for the rest of your life without regrets." ”
"But...... I think...... Someone will understand it for me, touch the shape of love for me, and then tell me what love looks like. It must be extremely beautiful and heartwarming, otherwise, how could you make you so gentle as smoke and rain almost crazy to pursue?"
The fairy energy on Zhao Hehuan's fingertips became thinner and thinner, and she became more and more restricted, and when the words flowed out, her eyelids were filled with colorful water of Yao Chi - that was the gentle beauty she had never had in her previous life, and the generosity and selfless gift from this life.
"You...... You didn't blame me ......?"
Ruoshuang was shocked and looked up at the familiar and different Tianyi in front of her, not like the stubborn and stubborn not eating the fireworks of the world a hundred years ago, but, at this moment, with a yearning for the world and a desire for the unknown.
In the end, it has been a hundred years, and when we meet again, she is dying, and she has changed her state of mind.
"I didn't blame you all along. Otherwise, how could he be willing to die. I'm not in a position to blame you, after all, it's true that I've been blaming you. I thought, one day, when I see you again, can you give me another ride and soar in the vast land of the Three Realms. But the past, not to live up to the past, but also to live up to the past. ”
"Zhao Hehuan" smiled lightly in the light painting, outlining the picturesque picture of the wind and clouds, and the tears in the eyes of Ruoshuang, who was kneeling on the ground, had already tacitly told everything - she wanted to turn back.
Even though she has never recovered, she is still willing to sacrifice herself to make up for the thousands of mistakes she has made, just because of your forgiveness and the nostalgia for the past.
If love is no longer and the ice and snow melt at this moment, she is still a Vermilion Bird that lets her gallop the world, soaring in the sky for you to admire all living beings!
But please seal my memory, eternal life and eternity will never be remembered again, only to be the most phoenix dance of the atonement with you - the phoenix of the red bird!
"Goddess, the past is clear, and I am willing to follow in the future! If you don't dislike it, Ruoshuang voluntarily turns into a primordial vermilion bird, and always guards her left and right. ”
At that moment, Ruoshuang understood that love was the most dazzling unstained flower. But once love is dead, you beg it to start over, even at all costs, and this price is stained with the source of sin, which is to completely defile this unstained dust.
Even if this dust flower comes to life, it is not the one he originally wanted. From then on, life after life will no longer be able to forgive oneself for the sins they have committed because of this.
"Ruoshuang, you figured it out. I am afraid that this dust seal will be eternal and eternal. ”
Although there was no ripple in Tianyi's tone, there was unbearable compassion everywhere.
With 10,000 years of dusty memories, with the body of eternal life and eternal incarnation, to atone for sins and to protect, this is also enough to repay the sins and fate of the previous life.
Ruoshuang thought it through. I was also a Suzaku body, so I just returned to the same place. Since then, there has been no sorrow, no joy, no worry, and it is also my relief. ”
Ruoshuang gently closed her eyes, and all things in the world passed by in front of her eyes, leaving no trace.
In front of her eyes, it was the Kunlun Mirror. Perhaps, in the next second, she will be able to resurrect her beloved, how can she not be moved.
However, she also knew that he must not want to be covered in blood just to resurrect him, and he would be extremely disappointed.
There, is the abyss of desire, she, standing on the edge of the cliff, turned around, is the endless sea.
Atonement, forgetting. This is the only thing she can do now. is also the only one she can give.
"Zhao Hehuan" sighed softly, the knot of a hundred years ago is at this moment after all, the dust has returned to dust, and the earth has returned to the earth.
She closed her eyes gently, and the translucent fairy aura around her body immediately gathered into a clump, gathering like a thick mist on her fingertips, slowly injecting into Ruoshuang's eyes.
- "In my name, seal your memory." Forget the past and purify the body. At the same time, I will protect my left and right, and atone for thousands of years. ”