Chapter 167: Epiphany

Lan Ling'er tossed and turned, and she didn't know when she fell asleep. In her dream, she dreamed of the long-lost southern Xinjiang, where she and her brother Yanan sat on a bamboo raft, watching the beautiful scenery surrounded by mountains, the morning sun sprinkled through the mist on the river and the mountains, and the stars were dotted.

A flock of colorful butterflies flew in, dancing happily around the two. Lan Ling'er smiled happily, and in the blink of an eye, those butterflies turned into flower girls, and there was no extra place on the small bamboo raft.

Lan Ling'er was blocked tightly, and it was easy to fall into the river if she was not careful. "Brother Yanan, hurry up and let them go down, the bamboo raft will sink into the river in a while. Lan Ling'er shouted in panic.

But I didn't hear Miao Yanan's response for a long time, and I only saw that group of bewitching beauties had a disdainful smile on their faces, sneering at Lan Ling'er.

"You, you all get out of here!" Lan Ling'er was furious, and pulled out the sword at her waist and swept it, she wanted to clear all the obstacles in front of her, so as not to get them in the way.

But the women could not be killed or killed, and one by one they fell and stood up, growing fiercer than the weeds in the spring.

"Youkai, you are all you...... you" Lan Ling'er shouted as she waved the sword in her hand, and a thin sweat was already oozing from her forehead.

"Ling'er, are you okay?" Lan Ling'er in her sleep was woken up by Miao Yanan, she was already sweating profusely at this time, and her heart was pounding violently.

"No, it's fine, it's just a nightmare. Lan Ling'er opened her eyes and saw Miao Yanan's concerned eyes, and immediately smiled awkwardly and explained lightly.

"Look at your guts, isn't it a nightmare, and you're scared like this, sweating all over your head, hurry up and wipe it, go to sleep, we still have something to do tomorrow morning." Miao Yanan looked at Lan Ling'er, shook her head and said with a smile.

Lan Ling'er nodded and pretended to close her eyes obediently, her heart fluctuated again, what such a dream meant, she couldn't be clearer, this is her life with Miao Yanan in the future, he is the crown prince is destined to inherit the unification, after he inherits the unification, she is just a member of the harem beauties, and she has been Mo Xingyu's concubine, so the position of the queen cannot be hers, and the women in the harem will use this as an excuse to laugh at her, she has always been a laughing stock.

Lan Ling'er couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and she always felt that her heart was extremely messy.

At this time, a delicate voice sounded: "Yanan, I'm back!" I saw a young girl standing in front of the stone bed, looking at Miao Yanan with a smile.

Lan Ling'er looked at the girl carefully through the light, as if she was familiar, and after thinking about it carefully, she recognized that it was the little eunuch who sacrificed his life to save her.

"Thank you for saving me. Lan Ling'er immediately got up and thanked her.

"You don't have to thank you, the reason why I saved you is because I don't want Yanan to worry, so you don't have to thank me. The girl smiled slightly, and said a little coldly.

"Lime, you are back, I know that with your ability, you will definitely get out, thank you for helping me save Ling'er, in the future, you will be commensurate with sisters, you must coexist peacefully, otherwise it will be difficult for me to do it." Miao Yanan said with some embarrassment, while hurriedly beckoning Lime to go to bed.

The woman named Lime was really not pretentious at all, as if she hadn't seen Lan Ling'er and was lying on the other side of Miao Yanan with her clothes on.

Lan Ling'er's heart was suddenly broken, if she knew that she only had a place in Miao Yanan's heart, she would not let them save her if she said anything, lest she still owe that annoying woman a lot of favors, which made her feel tormented, and she couldn't wait to jump into the river to cool down.

I don't know how long it took, the two people around me seemed to be asleep, Lan Ling'er tiptoed up, put on her shoes and touched the wall and walked out.

The sky was already slightly bright, and the cool breeze in the mountains made Lan Ling'er shiver.

Her heart is colder than her body, because there is nothing worth her nostalgia here, so she wants to get out of the haze and live her own life.

She is a sinner in Mexico, and it is impossible to show her real name anymore, and she is also a sinner in southern Xinjiang, and she has not completed her mission, so she can only live in seclusion and live her own life.

Lan Ling'er relied on her memory and walked for a long time to come to Shuiyue Nunnery, which she passed by when she went to Fulu Temple last time, and she knocked on the door with her only remaining strength.

After a while, I saw an old nun cleaning the courtyard pushing the door out, "Donor, what are you ......" Before the old nun could finish asking, I saw Lan Ling'er stumbling and falling down.

"Donor, be careful, hurry up and someone will help. The old nun put down the broom in her hand and hurriedly supported the weak Lan Ling'er. At this time, the two old nuns who arrived when they heard the sound also came over to help, and together they helped Lan Ling'er into the nunnery.

"Hurry up and pour a glass of water. One of the old nuns instructed the people next to her.

Soon someone brought the bowl of water and handed it to the old nun. The old nun put water into Lan Ling'er's mouth, and although it was very laborious to feed it, it was still able to moisten her mouth.

"Hmm......" Lan Ling'er felt a little dizzy, but she had slowly come to her senses. Maybe it was because she had experienced too many joys and sorrows this day, maybe it was because she was too tired from the long journey, and she didn't know why she fell so weakly.

"Donor, you have finally woken up, Amitabha!

"Master, please accept me, I have all my thoughts, the six roots are pure, I voluntarily lose my hair as a nun, and I will not regret it for the rest of my life. Lan Ling'er said with tears in her eyes and her mouth wrong.

The old nun shook her head and said with a wry smile: "Girl, you still think clearly, this Buddha Gate Pure Land, you need six pure roots to enter, no distractions, and you have to endure decades of pure suffering, are you willing?"

"Master, I'm willing, I'm really willing, please help me lose my hair. Lan Ling'er said ruthlessly.

"Girl, you still listen to the advice of the old nun, wait for a few days to practice, and then consider losing your hair to become a nun, so as not to regret it in the future, and from your face, your six roots are not quiet, so let's think about it again. The old nun earnestly persuaded.

She could see that Lan Ling'er was preoccupied, and she was not a person with a dead heart at all, she must have wanted to become a monk and practice because of her anger.

Lan Ling'er wiped a handful of tears, shook her head, and said stubbornly: "Master, don't worry, as long as I make a decision, I will abide by it and never regret it." ”

The old nun was taken aback, she was really the first time to see such a strong girl, generally as long as she persuaded a few words, she turned around and went back, or she felt that this kind of day was particularly hard and regretted leaving automatically, but the little girl in front of her was resolute, looking at the fortitude in her eyes, the Jing'an host nodded secretly, she felt that she had found a successor, as long as she disciplined her strictly, she would definitely be able to become the next host.

"If you think it's okay, then I'll give you a haircut, and you'll be a part of our Shuiyue Nunnery in the future. The Jing'an host nodded slightly, obviously very satisfied with this future disciple.

At the beginning of this morning clock, the drums are sounding, the weather is clear, and the auspicious light is shining. In the sound of *, the Jing'an host came to Lan Ling'er with a razor, and asked again: "You escaped into the empty door, will you regret it in the future?"

"No, no, Master, please rest assured!" Lan Ling'er gritted her teeth and replied with tears in her eyes.

At this time, she said goodbye to the world completely, to the hazy Miao Jiang, to the handsome and gentle brother Yanan, and to everything in the past.

"Ling'er, don't! Ling'er, listen to me. Miao Yanan, who broke in, ran over with a few of his subordinates.

"Hehe, Brother Yanan, you don't need to say it, can you give up everything you have for me, can you give me a plain and warm life, can you love me alone for the rest of your life?" Lan Ling'er didn't want to control her emotions anymore, and said everything she had to say.

Miao Yanan's body suddenly stiffened, and he fell into deep thought, yes, can he give up everything he has for the sake of a Lan Ling'er? Can he break off all his confidantes for Lan Linger? Obviously he can't, so he doesn't have the courage to stop Lan Ling'er from shaving again.

"Master, you don't have to wait, shave, I've already decided, and I won't regret it. Lan Ling'er was calm at this time, because when she saw it, her heart was completely cold, and there was nothing to be nostalgic for.

"Ling'er, you, listen to me, your request is a little too unreasonable, you should know my love for you, and it has never changed, but I can't be irresponsible to them, you should be able to understand my distress. Miao Yanan persuaded with some reluctance.

"Brother Yanan, don't persuade me, I've already made up my mind, live for myself in the future, take the path I want to take, let others say whatever you want, your great future awaits you, we are not all the way to be tied together, it doesn't make sense, then I am in pain, you also feel uncomfortable, rather than that, it is better for us to leave the best memories to each other." Lan Ling'er sighed lightly, this is also the last thing she talked about feelings, from now on, she is a nun, a monk, and she strictly follows the teachings of Buddhism, and those things that should not be thought about are all dug out of her mind.

"Ling'er, don't, listen to me, I will be good to you, I have always treated you equally, a bowl of water. Miao Yanan stepped forward and said reluctantly.

"Brother Yanan, I hope you respect my choice, in fact, there is a kind of love called letting go, people who don't necessarily love each other must be together, we hide this love deep in our hearts, so that no one can desecrate it, no matter when I think about it, it is as beautiful as the first time I saw it. Lan Ling'er had made up her mind, and smiled gloomily.

Miao Yanan looked at Lan Ling'er with a dull gaze, he never thought that Ling'er, who loved him deeply, would have such a resolute side and would make such a decisive decision. He was powerless to recover, so he could only watch the green silk fall one after another.