The year my mother gave birth to me coincided with a once-in-a-century famine, and there were people everywhere who didn't have enough to eat.

Grandma was kind-hearted, and took out a few bags of millet noodles that the family had saved with great difficulty to help the poor people passing by, but she didn't want to be leaked out by the neighbors, and the family had surplus food.

In those days, people ate the last meal but did not eat the next meal, and the wild vegetables on the mountain were all bald.

Hearing that my grandmother's family had surplus food, a group of people rushed in that night and emptied all the bags of grain that had been stored in reserve, and my grandfather died of anger on the spot.

Grandma couldn't stand the blow, and after a few weeks of lingering on the sickbed, she also passed away, leaving several children with no one to take care of.

My mother was good-looking, and within a few days, she was taken by a cow breeder next door and became a wife to their neurotic son.

My mom couldn't do anything, she ran to the mountains on the day of her wedding, and only came down at night, and no one knew what happened.

Three months later, my mother's belly unexpectedly grew larger, and the marriage had to be abandoned.

Getting pregnant before marriage was an extremely unethical thing in those days.

When my grandfather was alive, he was also the number one carpenter master in the adjacent row nearby.

My mom suddenly found out that she was pregnant, and everyone in the neighborhood looked at us with strange eyes.

Several uncles couldn't stand the fact that this kind of thing happened to their sister, and they beat and scolded me to make my mother say the adulterer's name.

But my mother gritted her teeth and didn't say anything, and that night, she ran to the mountain.

Seven months later, I was born on a mound at the back of the mountain, with no one to attend the birth, and the birth time happened to be stuck on the fifteenth day of July.

Halloween, the most yin time of the year, there are not many people on the mountain.

By the time passers-by found my mother's body, it was already the next morning.

The old man who was tending the sheep saw that something was moving on the mound in the distance, and when he walked over, he realized that it was a newborn baby girl.

The earth on which my mother lay on the side had long since hardened, and strangely enough, on such a cold day, instead of freezing to death, I was crawling around on the grave.

The umbilical cord has not been cut yet, and I don't cry or make trouble, just crawling.

In his early years, the old man who herded sheep was instructed by a master and knew a little bit of yin and yang gossip.

When they saw me, they felt at first glance that I was not an ordinary person.

He took me home and found that not only did I not cry, but I also had a pair of ghost eyes.

The so-called ghost eyes are blood-colored eyes, all of which are black Ren'er, and there is no white Ren'er.

"Born on the grave, I'm afraid it's either a ghost baby or a fairy family" But such a person is remembered by the little ghost before he becomes an adult, and it is very easy to lose his life.

But everything has two sides, although it is easy to die, it is a rare Yin Spirit Master in a hundred years, mixing in the human world and downstream in the ghost realm.

Whether it is the netherworld or the yang realm, no one dares to mess with it, and they are born to eat this mouthful.

The old man sighed, thought about it again and again, and finally left me behind.

Three days after my uncle and others took my mother's body back to my grandmother's house, the old man took me to look for my relatives, but my uncle refused to recognize my relatives.

The eldest girl has a child out of wedlock, not to mention that after my mother ran away, she didn't come back for more than a year, and in their eyes, my mother was already dead.

The old man who was herding sheep saw that his uncles didn't recognize me, and he had no children and no daughters, so he simply took me back and named me Pingfan.

I hope that I can be ordinary and ordinary in this life and live like a normal person, but I was born and destined to be impossible for me to be ordinary in this life.

That year, the old man suddenly calculated that his limit was approaching, in order to protect me from being worried about dirty things.

In order for me to have the ability to make a living when I leave here in the future, he taught me everything he had learned all his life, and finally gave me a yin-yang mirror, telling me that I could take it out at a critical moment to save my life, and then died.

As the old man said, after he left, there were indeed a lot of dirty things that others couldn't see to find me.

Either ghosts are floating on the ground, or butterflies flying by the well are deliberately luring me over, all of which are not too many.

Gradually, I also understood one thing from the reactions of the people around me, those so-called dirty things only came to me.

For I have seen more than once that the neighbor's child was hanging himself in the air with a hemp rope tied to the animal, and winked at me.

I have also seen him more than once holding a kitchen knife and chopping his head to pieces, like cutting watermelons, and blood is flowing sideways.

But the next morning he came out of his house in good condition.

I finally realized that those were just imps' tricks.

Gradually, as I grew older, I was no longer afraid of the mess.

Instead, according to the old man's instructions before his death, I learned all the things he gave me in my stomach.

The old man said, I'm a girl, and I'm born with ghost eyes, even if I don't eat this bowl of rice, I can't escape these things.

As it turned out, the old man was right.

On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, as usual, I finished shopping and walked back.

From afar, I saw an old man standing on the slope with a machete and scolding, and the knife was full of blood.

The old lady who was cut by him walked in front, holding her head in her hands and crying as she walked.

My intuition tells me that these two are not people, just because the two of them look imposing, but they are both phantoms.

It is estimated that the old lady should have touched the grave and encountered some terrible ghost, so she would be chased.

Sure enough, that night, the news came from the next village that the aunt of the Zhou family was hacked to death by a knife while walking.

A group of villagers stood together and discussed: "It's strange to say, the machete is hanging on the wall, but by coincidence, after Aunt Zhou passed, she fell directly and slashed at her neck." ”

"That blood, tsk, like flowing water, you can smell blood from far away."

I was sitting at home cooking on a fire, and I was surprised by a group of people talking, but at that moment, the closed door was suddenly opened.

Immediately afterward, a man in a black cotton hat walked in from outside, with tears on his face.

Since the old man's death, no one has been in this courtyard for a long time.

Occasionally, two of them come to me to do white things.

After the old man's death, the white matter was completely transferred to me.

He saw that I was cooking, and he fell to his knees with a "plop".

"Ping girl, can you help my mother take a look? My mom was fine when she left in the morning, but when she came back, she was gone. ”

No matter how you look at it, this doesn't look like a normal death, the man has a handful of snot and tears.

Normal people walk inexplicably and blood is splashed, isn't it abnormal?

I indifferently looked at the man on the ground who kept kowtowing, and recognized it as Zhou Wen, the son of the old lady of the Zhou family.

Xu was stupid, and Zhou Wen was still frightened, and his face was white as if he had seen a ghost.

If it were the same as before, the villagers, I would definitely go to see it, but today is the seventh day of the new year.

Halloween, don't talk about me, even the old man has to avoid it when he is alive, the yin qi is too heavy, and the living will be contaminated with bad things when they go out.

The most important thing is that today is the last day before I become an adult, as long as I dodge, I can live a long life, if I can't dodge, I will be attacked by evil, and I will be explained in this life.