CHAPTER XIII

Senior Brother Yuanbu's voice came from the sky: "The rain and dew of the Bodhisattva have been blessed in your heart, whether you can attain the Tao or not, it depends on your creation and cultivation, from today onwards you must get rid of the demonic obstacles in your heart, after ten days, whether you leave or stay, it is all up to your heart." ”

As soon as Senior Brother Yuanbu's voice fell, the warm rain became cold, and the steaming smoke was about to gradually disappear, and I was shivering with cold all over my body, just like the rest of my classmates. Yuqing next to her couldn't stop sneezing, and she whispered to me, "It seems that something has climbed on me." Isn't it that I have a reaction to this holy water? ”

I felt like something was swimming in my body, from the top of my head to my feet, and from my feet to my abdomen, and suddenly it didn't move. Yuqing next to me covered her stomach and said to me, "I seem to have something in my stomach." ”

I replied to her in a daze: "I feel the same way as you." "I looked around and noticed that many people were curiously touching their stomachs.

Senior Brother Yuanbu suddenly said: "I forgot to tell you, in the past ten days, your gender has changed every day, which is intended to remind you to forget yourself while getting rid of your mind. This is more conducive to your removal of the demonic obstacles in your heart, and after ten days, whether you are a man or a woman, whether you leave or stay, it all depends on the performance of these ten days. ”

When Yuqing heard this, her face changed greatly, and she asked loudly regardless of the occasion: "Senior Brother Yuanbu, after ten days, will I become a man?" ”

Yuan Bu smiled: "It's all in your mind. ”

People who have the same doubts as Yuqing have changed their faces greatly, and even my heart is like a drum in my heart, for fear that I will become a boy.

In order to calm everyone's panic, Yuan Bu continued: "I tell you, to be a fairy child in the sky, the last level is to experience the catastrophe of rebirth. Many people are ruined in this catastrophe because they can't let go of themselves. So today's lesson is for you to learn to forget yourself. ”

Yuqing said with a sad face: "To put it bluntly, isn't being reborn just changing gender? I don't want to become a boy." ”

Senior Brother Yuanbu said to the senior brothers and sisters who were talking about it: "Not everyone who goes through this calamity will change gender, it depends on the individual's life, cultivation, and creation. I hope you can go back to the source and become immortals. ”

After the cleansing ceremony, it can be seen from everyone's uneasy looks that most people are in their hearts. At night, I lay on my back on the bed, my head resting on my arms, thinking to myself that if I had become a boy, wouldn't the oral marriage contract between the red goose and me be a hundred gone? I should have had a hint of joy in my heart, why was I depressed? Was it just because I had been a girl for more than ten years and couldn't accept the reality I was about to face?

As I slept in a daze, I was grabbed by the arm by a man, followed by the almost screaming voice of a girl: "I don't want to be a boy, I don't want to change, don't change." ”

I opened my eyes abruptly, sat up, and found that Yuqing, who was almost out of control, had her eyes closed, sweating profusely, grabbing my arm and screaming hard. Many people in the same room were awakened. Senior Brother Yuanbu came over when he heard the sound and said, "She has a nightmare." He pointed at her. Yuqing immediately let go of me, and fell on the bed with her whole body soft, and after a while, she opened her eyes leisurely, and watched us form a circle around her, staring at her with big eyes, she was almost frightened, and immediately bounced up from the bed and asked us, "Are you watching me sleep?"

Everyone let out a long "um" in unison, Yuqing hid behind me in fright, and whispered: "Xiaoyue, am I dreaming, it's so scary." ”

Senior Brother Yuanbu waved his hand, let everyone disperse, and then called Yuqing outside the house alone, after a long time, probably when I was about to fall asleep waiting for Yuqing, Yuqing came back, she lay beside me, gently woke me up, and said to me: "Xiaoyue, Senior Brother Yuanbu said that I have a demonic obstacle in my heart, what do you say I should do?"

I rubbed my eyes and asked, "What is the magic barrier?"

"It's an obsession that affects my practice. Senior Brother Yuanbu asked me if there was something in my heart that no one could let go, and I didn't know how to tell him. Yuqing pouted in distress and frowned.

I said confidently, "You just tell Senior Brother Yuanbu." Haven't you always wondered why you dream of being alone day after day, year after year? I guess Senior Brother Yuanbu, who has some Taoism, will definitely help you solve this mystery. ”

"No, I can't say. Yuqing's expression was firm.

"Don't you want to know the reason for your dreams?" I could tell from the beginning that she wanted to know very much why she was always dreaming of someone.

"If he's a demon in my heart, I really can't let go. How dare I let Senior Brother Yuanbu know?" Yuqing frowned with beautiful willow eyebrows, and she seemed to be very strong as a willow.

"Not being able to let go of the demonic obstacle will affect your pure cultivation. I deliberately reminded you.

"But I really can't let go of him, he's like my shadow, accompanying me every night, he's an indispensable person in my life, I can't let go of him at all. Yuqing was extremely entangled.

Seeing her embarrassed and painful look, I accentuated my tone: "What if you become a boy after these ten days?" Do you think you'll ever dream of that person again?"

"Me?" Yuqing showed a trace of panic on her face, her eyes were complicated, and she didn't know how long it took, she seemed to be talking to herself and said softly: "If I was a man when I found him, then it could be regarded as my fate with him." ”

Sleepiness rolled in, I yawned and rolled over to sleep, and when I woke up in the morning, looking at Yuqing's lackluster eyes, I guessed she hadn't slept all night. I got dressed and walked out of the dormitory with everyone, and I went to line up to wash up, and I heard that today's lesson was pure reading. I figured it out, yesterday was pure body, today is pure reading, then tomorrow should also be related to pure reading. If the daily lessons for these ten days are related to 'purity', then after ten days, we will definitely become white and pure.