Shen Li didn't know what Mu Yan's actions meant, but seeing that all the ministers were convinced, he had nothing to say, so he could only let her go.

That night, Shen Li came to her dormitory and had a meal silently, without asking a word. Mu Yan was rarely enthusiastic, toasted him a few glasses of wine, and took the initiative to change his clothes and lie down to bed.

After Shen Li Feng Muyan was born, he has never accepted a concubine since he ascended the throne. Because Fang Biling was not divorced, Shen Li gave her the title of concubine. But after Shen Li became emperor, Fang Biling still insisted on staying in the old palace and continuing to chant and chant Buddhism, and was unwilling to move to the palace to live. Therefore, Nuoda's harem is actually only Mu Yan alone.

As an emperor, there are many responsibilities, and reproduction is one of the most important ones. It is said that Mu Yan has been married to Shen Li for many days, but he has never given birth to a son and a half daughter for him. It is inevitable that the ministers know that the emperor has a deep affection for Queen Mu, and they must have the courage to play collectively, so that he can fill the harem with concubines as soon as possible.

Shen Li vetoed it several times, and finally threw the fold and became angry, which calmed down slightly. Many ministers have been working with Shen Li since he was still the third prince, so they know Shen Li's temper very well. Coercion is of no use to him, he is not so attached to the throne of Da Ming, and if he is in a hurry, it is possible for him to really let go.

Then there are many wise people, and a clear-eyed person can know where Shen Li's weakness is at a glance. They couldn't control Shen Li's thoughts, so they could only go to Queen Mu. knows it with affection, moves it with reason, and believes that she will be able to persuade the emperor.

Of course, Mu Yan also knew that Shen Li listened to her very much. But this kind of thing, which even she didn't want to agree to, and asked her to persuade Shen Li, really made her heart block.

She suddenly understood what Su Moxie meant by what Su Moxie said to her in the dungeon of Lancheng. That's right, until you get to that point, you never know what you're going to be facing. I always thought that the war was over, and I got the ending I wanted, and everything was perfect.

Shen Li is the emperor, she is the queen, they are the two most noble people in heaven and earth. But who would have thought that even their identity would be involuntarily.

It's not that I didn't think about it selfishly, let Shen leave to be some emperor. Whoever likes to do the throne will do it, they find a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and live a comfortable life without contention. But the thought was only for a moment, and it quickly erased from her mind.

If Shen Li didn't inherit the throne, the two of them might be happy, but what about the people of Da Ming? No one is more suitable for that position than Shen Li, and Da Ming will only get better and better in Shen Li's hands.

And what about her? If she is ruthless, she will be gone. But she couldn't do without Shen Li, so she could only choose to stay by his side and be his queen. So now the dilemma is all her own choice, and she can't blame anyone.

Thinking of this, Mu Yan reached out to touch Shen Li's face, leaned into his ear and whispered, "Isn't Third Brother Mo angry with Yan'er?" Or do you think that Xiaoyu is not your appetite?"

Shen Li smiled, turned his face sideways and landed a shallow kiss on her forehead.

"Don't make a fuss, you have to leave for the Night Country tomorrow, I don't want you to be too tired. ”

"I'm not tired. I...... Want to have a baby for you. ”

Mu Yan lowered her eyes, her own body knew best. The surprise of the child last time also came. She found out afterwards how difficult it was for that child to come. But God gave her a chance, and she missed it herself. At that time, she didn't hear the words of the military doctor, she lost the child, and it was almost impossible to conceive a child in the future.

Are you unwilling......

It's all come to this point, who can be willing to live still unhappy? Work hard again, hope for another time, she doesn't want much, just want a couple for a lifetime, and never leave with a white head.

Shen Li turned over and covered her, and his lustful eyes looked into her eyes.

"Yan'er, even if I don't have children, I will still only want you alone. Maybe I never told you, but my heart is too small to hold too much. Most of the people of the Snow Country have migrated into the Ming Country, and now they have settled down and settled down, which can be regarded as an explanation to Su Moxie. Now we are only waiting to merge and unify the night country, so on the day when the peaceful and prosperous world comes, I will take you away and fly away. I will choose someone with a heart to inherit this throne. ”

Mu Yan smiled, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes. "In this way, won't I become a sinner for the ages? The crime of abducting the emperor is not small. ”

"yes. Shen Li stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and smiled softly. "You may be the only one in this world, and you should feel honored to be able to commit such a great crime. ”

Mu Yan's tears couldn't stop slipping, how much she loved the man in front of her, but why did she feel so bitter and tired? But even so, she still wanted to hold on tightly and refused to let go.

That's her life, the calamity of her life. can't escape, can't hide, she has been brave for this several times, and finally fell scarred, and she didn't hesitate to grit her teeth and not let go.

It's not that there is no voice echoing in her ears, let her give up, why bother? Leave Shen Li, you may be able to live a good life. There is definitely more than one person in this world who loves you. You can live easily without getting involved in anything. As long as you let go, as long as you turn away and leave, then all suffering is over.

Shen Li is the source of the disaster, and so is she. The two of them are together, and they are destined to be injured and injured.

But ......

There is only one person in this world......

Just like she seriously persuaded Liu Feifu at the beginning. Ask her why she didn't leave? Why didn't she leave? Is it worth it for Su Moxie? In the end, you see, even her life was lost, didn't it?

But why? Why do you still love him? Why until the last moment, you would rather die in his arms with a smile than leave him?

Because ah......

"Sister, Fei Fu can't go anywhere. Because where there is a child, it is the home of the flying flotsam. ”

......

Mu Yan tightened Shen Li's shirt and looked deeply into his eyes. Comparatively speaking, she is actually much happier than Feixi. There are too many stupid girls in this world, she can't let go, she can't leave it, she thinks, she must be one of them.

"I want to have a baby for you. No matter how much I have to pay for this, no matter how much sin I have to suffer, I am willing. Shen Li, can you protect me well now? If I suffer, will you feel distressed? Then it hurts, share the burden for me, and hurt more for me. Because only in this way will I not give up on you, and I can continue to be brave. ”

Shen Li's eyes flickered, he took her hand and put it on his chest, leaned over to kiss her, and murmured, "It's already hurting......"