Chapter 181: The most beautiful thing is nothing more than that
Lin Jianxuan propped his head with one hand and stared at the exit of the Cloud T Building. Suddenly, his eyes flashed, and Jian Fan appeared, and Tingting walked over here.
Lin Jianxuan adjusted his posture and sat down, thought about it, turned to the right side, and reached out to open the passenger driver's door from the inside. Jian Fan approached, Lin Jianxuan looked at Jian Fan's face, seeing that Jian Fan did not have a trace of a smile, his brows were slightly furrowed, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and he couldn't help but be a little nervous. Jian Fan's expression was because he was unhappy with Han Cong just now, or was he reluctant to meet me?
Just thinking about it, Jian Fan had already opened the passenger door and sat in.
Lin Jianxuan's thin lips opened slightly, and he paused for a long time before saying a sentence: "Fasten your seat belt." Lin Jianxuan was annoyed, his brain was blank at the critical moment, and he seemed to have a better opening statement.
"Hmm. "Fasten your seat belt. I said a lot of cold things to Xiao Xuan last time, and I have never done this to anyone, a little guilty. Jian Mao didn't know what to say.
Lin Jianxuan started his engine and shook his head. Is there a pattern for pursuing girls? Ouyang asked me to restrain my edge, not to be always aggressive, but to be more gentle and pure. Mu Sen asked me to treat Jian Fan as a child, to be coaxed and held. If it weren't for me, who would be pursuing simplicity? Could it be that girls like deliberate acting masks rather than honest truth?
"Do you want me to change?" Lin Jianxuan was puzzled and suddenly blurted out.
Jian Fan looked out the window, why did Xiao Xuan start messing around again. Didn't he understand my last harsh refusal?
"Let's not talk about that, okay?" said Jian Francis.
Lin Jianxuan raised the corners of his mouth helplessly, "Okay." Lin Jianxuan quickly grabbed a green light and glanced at Jian Fan, "How are our parents doing lately?" ”
Jian Fan was almost choked to death by Lin Jianxuan's words, and here it is again, is it my father and my mother, although Xiao Xuan called my parents 'Dad, Mom', my parents accepted it. But don't always take it out. Lin Jianxuan is too nonsense, my parents are kind and don't want him to feel embarrassed. Alas, in short, it has nothing to do with me.
Lin Jianxuan is really not joking this time. He was fully practicing Ouyang's saying, 'Be more gentle and pure', seeing that Jian Fan did not answer, he continued, "Is there any arrangement for the New Year's Day holiday? I'm going to see my parents, too. ”
You also go to see your parents? Jian Fan couldn't help but laugh, "My parents are very good, but the New Year's Day is too short, so I won't go back." ”
Lin Jianxuan smiled, and the first time he had a peaceful conversation with Jian Fan, he felt very useful.
It's a pity that Jian Fan didn't feel the peace and ease that Lin Jianxuan thought he had created. Leaned back and went to sleep. Otherwise, I don't know what topic Xiao Xuan will pull out again, I'm afraid of him.
Since then, Jian Fan has developed the habit of sleeping in Lin Jianxuan's car. Whether it is real sleep or fake sleep, in short, Lin Jianxuan is not given a chance to talk. Poor Lin Jianxuan!
Arriving at the parking lot downstairs of Qin's Investment Company, Jian Fan was already asleep. The nervous work and sad feelings were finally let go in the sleep, and the simplicity and softness of sleep. The small nose breathes evenly, the butterfly-like eyelashes quietly guard the good eyes under the curtains, and the slightly pursed lips are like pink candy sweet.
Lin Jianxuan propped his lower forehead sideways, enveloping Jian Fan with a gaze full of infinite tenderness, and his smile became deeper and deeper. It's the most beautiful, you're here, I'm here. Can you let me not work too hard?
Although I'm not sure how I'm going to be able to slowly try to accept me. Maybe it's a long process. However, I don't care if it's long. Without you, my life is a wanton smudge on canvas that can't find the center. You show up. I found the theme of life. Painting is a difficult process, you are all the works of my life, no matter how long I am willing to eat.
Lin Jianxuan pressed his eyebrows and smiled self-deprecatingly. Xiao Fan, do you know? Ouyang asked me to restrain some of my edge. No matter how sharp my edge is, it seems that it can't match your Ling Bo Weibu. Your bones are in your hands, and yours don't care. And you, just a word, a look can pierce my heart, so easily, so silent. Every time I fight with you, whether you win or I take the lead, in the end, I will be defeated. I just want you to pay attention to me and keep me on your heart, but every time it's a dragonfly, it seems to be nothing, and in the end there is nothing left.
Xiao Fan, I cherish your purity, but I am helpless about your purity. Your yearning for perfection and paranoia are a sharp sword, glittering and slashing, convincing from afar, and mercilessly wounded up close. It doesn't just hurt the people around you, it hurts yourself as well. Xiao Fan, you have experienced too little, you know that everything around you may not be as you wish, and you are destined to be injured by this sharp sword. I will be with you, after all, pain is a shortcut to growth.
Su Qian left this world for Shaoju, you feel sorry for her, no one doesn't feel sorry for her, and Shaoju is even more heartbreaking. But he is a man, and his responsibility is not only for Su Qian. When I say that, you should think that I am exculpating Shaoju. Maybe what you said is not wrong, since Shaoju can't take responsibility, he shouldn't provoke Su Qian. However, can their original love be controlled? Even if Shao Ju is wrong, Su Qian is too willful. She is gone, but Shaoju has to live, live in self-punishment. You don't know that all the punishments in the world are harsh but self-punishment, which is a kind of self-abandonment, self-denial, and shackles that can never be untied. Isn't 'death' the easiest? Living with invisible shackles is the most painful.
A trace of unchecked loneliness flashed in Lin Jianxuan's eyes. Xiao Fan, you can't say anything, classify me and Shaoju as the same kind of people, and accuse me. Even if Shaoju and I are the same kind of people, but even twins have different hearts, how can you conclude that I will give up from the beginning. You forced me to have no way out, forced me to be impulsive, forced me to ask you to give it a try with me to see if I was responsible. I never thought that my confession to you would be so simple and rude, because I was afraid that you would abandon me, and I was in a hurry. As a result, in exchange for your refusal, you leave no stone unturned.
I don't understand why you suddenly targeted me so badly that day. On the way to the Public Security Bureau, you already knew that Su Qian committed suicide, so you wouldn't wait until you came out of the police station to attack me. Unfortunately, I neglected this issue in the first place, and I was not in a position to think about anything else. You pushed me into a bottomless cold hole, I can't see the sun, I can't feel the warmth, I can't leave completely, completely disappear into the world with you. Eventually, by chasing your whereabouts and perceiving your presence, my heart slowly calmed down.
Thankfully, I realized the problem. Mu Sen asked Officer Wang for help, and the investigation was clear. It turns out that before I came out of the precinct building, there was a woman who stayed with you for a few minutes. I don't know what the woman said, but I'm sure it must have been something that derogated me. The world is so small, how can it be so coincidental. I underestimated this woman, I should have thought that she wouldn't be content to just compete with me in the mall, she wanted me to be destroyed. Su Pan, this unforgivable woman. Lin Jianxuan hooked the corners of his mouth disdainfully.
Dagger out of body. In the air, a mobile phone signal swiped by.
"Xiao Ke, is Jian Fan not in the company. ”
"Wait a minute, I'll check the entry and exit records. Xiao Ke sat down at the computer and retrieved the operation, "Mr. Su, Jian Fan did leave the company after noon." ”
"Well, you can help me pay more attention to Jian Fu. ”
"Mr. Su, why are you suddenly interested in Jian Fan, and do you want to dig her to go to Kerry?"
Su Pan snorted lightly, "Digging her to go to Kerry is inevitably too big and useless." Ke, you don't need to know. I'll get back to you when it matters. ”
"Good. ”
Su Pan hung up the phone, dialed another number, and laughed harshly, "Haha, if you don't say it, I know it too." Actually, I've thought of it a long time ago, I'm just confirming it. Don't tell me this, don't forget that what I have is important to you. As for the simplified and traditional traditions, you don't care. Who made her the woman Lin Jianxuan liked. Ha ha. ”
A sparrow suddenly flew up from the edge of the parking lot.
Jian Fan woke up suddenly, his brows furrowed slightly.
"Dreaming?" Lin Jianxuan smiled warmly.
Jian Fan came to his senses and rubbed his eyes, as if he was not dreaming, and he couldn't say clearly. (To be continued.) )