Chapter Seventy-Eight: I Don't Know What to Do
Xiao Yicheng's heart chuckled, and Jiang Xuan's figure instantly appeared in his mind.
But soon, he regained his thoughts and said seriously: "Big brother made fun of me, I am determined to be on the battlefield at the border, and I have never had the mind of a child, how can I like anyone?" ”
Hearing this, Song Huaijin's laughter instantly became even more bitter.
He took another drink, shook his head and sighed, "It's good if you don't have it, it's too painful to like someone." ”
Xiao Yicheng had never seen Song Huaijin so sad because of a girl, and he didn't know how to comfort him for a while.
After a long time, Xiao Yicheng sighed lightly, "The eldest brother is happy with her, why didn't he marry her in the first place, even if it was just to make a room?" ”
"Although she is a geisha, it is difficult for you to give her a name, but it is better to stay by your side than to be another woman."
Song Huaijin smiled bitterly, why didn't he want to do this?
The Hui family has always stared at him too closely, and has high hopes for him, how could he allow him to snub Meng Yuntang because of a geisha?
Besides, Xu once said that she blocked it at the behest of Anyang Hou.
Song Huaijin is just a son who doesn't learn and doesn't know how to compete, how can he compete with his father?
Song Huaijin suddenly felt even more bitter in his heart, he raised his glass again and drank it all, shook his head and sighed lightly: "My helplessness, how can you understand?" ”
Xiao Yicheng didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only mutter: "I really don't understand, I know that emotions will make people so painful, why do you want to fall into it and find guilt for yourself?" ”
Song Huaijin glanced at him, and then remembered that Xiao Yicheng had never liked women, and told him that these were simply playing the piano to the cow.
But now, he has no one to talk to, so he can only be sad in front of Xiao Yicheng.
He shook his head and sighed, "When you really meet the person who can make your heart move, you will understand, you don't know what to do, and you will go deep." ”
"When you don't see her, you miss and look forward to meeting; When I see her, I will be excited, and I will be afraid to part; You'll be happy when she's safe, and you'll be nervous when she's hurt, and you'll worry about when she's gone. ”
"In short, since I met her, that heart can no longer bear itself."
Song Huaijin said silently, and Xiao Yicheng's mind became heavier and heavier when he heard it.
These words are very similar to Xiao Yicheng's feelings about Jiang Juan.
I don't know when he will be nervous because of Jiang Juan's injury, and he will be happy because Jiang Juan is being embraced, he doesn't want Jiang Juan to stay as the fourth aunt, but he also resists Jiang Juan being driven away, and has nothing to do with the Hou Mansion from now on.
Xiao Yicheng's heart suddenly contradicted, but the shadow of Jiang Wan in his mind became clearer and clearer.
When he said something, Song Huaijin glanced lightly and happened to meet Xiao Yicheng's complicated eyes.
He smiled a little and asked, "Does the second brother have someone you like?" ”
"How so?"
Xiao Yicheng suddenly came back to his senses when he heard this, and hurriedly said, "Big brother, you know, I'm not interested in women." ”
Song Huaijin chuckled and didn't ask again.
He is so uncomfortable now, where can he take care of other people's thoughts?
He raised another glass of wine and drank it, muttering, "When you meet that person, you won't say that." ”
Xiao Yicheng didn't talk, secretly surprised in his heart, how could he suddenly think of Aunt Jiang?
Thinking that Song Huaijin always refused to let go of Jiang Juan and frequently entangled her, Xiao Yicheng said again: "The matter between you and the fourth aunt has finally passed, and it is time to turn the page." ”
"Big brother, if you are really good for her, then don't go to her again."
Song Huaijin was slightly stunned and smiled: "Heh, why do you even say that." ”
He said another glass of wine, and said bitterly: "But I am not reconciled, she is now living under my nose, how can I bear it?" ”
Xiao Yicheng was in trouble, he didn't want Jiang Juan to fall into his tongue again, but he didn't know how to solve Song Huaijin's predicament.
He really has no experience in persuading people to leave love.
Song Huaijin drank a few more glasses of wine, and the whole person was completely lying on the table, full of alcohol.
Xiao Yicheng had no choice but to call someone in, "Send the son back home." ”
As soon as these words fell, Song Huaijin suddenly got up and grabbed Xiao Yicheng's hand, and said vaguely: "I won't go back." ”
Xiao Yicheng frowned, "You drank too much, where do you want to go if you don't go home?" ”
Song Huaijin half-put his body on Xiao Yicheng, shook his head and said, "Where you are happy, where you are going." ”
Xiao Yicheng paused for a moment, and then instructed his entourage: "Then send him to Yihong Courtyard." ”
He remembered that Song Huaijin had never run to that place with people before.
Sure enough, Song Huaijin didn't squeak anymore when he heard it, and his subordinates dragged him out.
When it was dark, Xiao Yicheng returned to the Hou Mansion.
As he passed by the bamboo courtyard, he suddenly stopped and looked inside the flower wall.
I saw that under the dim candlelight, Jiang Juan was whispering to Bai Shuang, holding some medicinal materials in his hand, and it seemed that he was talking about medicine and other things.
These days, Jiang Juan has taught Baishuang to know medicinal materials, thinking that when he can't spare his hands one day, Baishuang can still help.
They looked serious, unaware that someone was staring silently.
Xiao Yicheng looked at it, the corners of his lips raised slightly, revealing a faint smile.
But soon, he retracted his thoughts and exclaimed to himself: strange, why did I suddenly want to see her?
Thinking of Song Huaijin's drunken words, Xiao Yicheng suddenly became alert.
No, this time it's because I'm passing by the bamboo courtyard and I'm curious about what she's doing, how can it be that I suddenly want to see her?
Xiao Yicheng silently beat himself, and then turned to leave.
This night, Xiao Yicheng woke up from his sleep suddenly.
Xiao Yicheng bent his legs, his palms were propped up on his forehead, it was obviously late at night in winter, but he felt the heat all over, and there were already old tears on his cheeks.
He dreamed of Jiang Xuan, this was the first time he had dreamed of her since the two met.
In the dream, Jiang Juan was deeply involved in the war, she was covered in blood, looking at Xiao Yicheng through thousands of people, her eyes were miserable and desperate, as if to say: We will say goodbye forever.
Xiao Yicheng suddenly panicked, he didn't want to lose her like this, he wanted to save her, but there were so many people in the middle, even if he had the ability to go through the sky, he couldn't rush to Jiang Juan in the first place.
Even if he could run to Jiang Xuan's side for the first time, what he saw was a corpse.
Xiao Yicheng couldn't accept it, he hugged her and cried, this was the first time he felt the taste of loss.
As Song Huaijin depicted, painful, sad and helpless, as if the flesh of his heart had been cut away.
Xiao Yicheng closed his eyes, exhaled hard, wiped away his tears and wanted to get out of bed.
As soon as he moved, he found that the whole person was so soft that he couldn't do it, as if he had just experienced a parting of life and death.
Xiao Yicheng remembered that the last time he had this feeling, it was when Beiliang broke the city, he watched his biological mother disappear from front of him, and he felt a sense of powerlessness all over his body.
And now, he is also suffering from a sense of powerlessness for Jiang Juan in his dream.
Xiao Yicheng was startled and couldn't believe it.