As a beggar that no one wants, I have to think about it every day: how to steal the bun from the nose of the fierce boss.

Sometimes I missed, I was beaten up, and then I ate the buns, and sometimes I succeeded, and I didn't get beaten and then I ate the buns.

I can't starve to death anyway.

Originally, I didn't have a name, but a down-and-out scholar gave me such a name.

I asked him, "What does it mean to cross?"

He said, "I have given you this name so that you know that all this suffering will be overcome." ”

I don't know if he was comforting me, or if he was comforting him through me, but I gave him a bun anyway.

On that day, I was still stealing steamed buns under the nose of the fierce proprietress, and then I was chased after them. Just as I was running for my life, I ran into a man. That guy was the best-looking person I've ever met. I hid behind him, and he sent the proprietress away with a silver ingot.

At that moment, my intuition told me that he was a good man with money.

So I decided to follow him.

He didn't seem to be able to stand my miserable appearance, and took me to buy clothes, but when I came out with new clothes, he was gone. I almost didn't fight with the proprietress, I cried urgently, and for a moment I felt so pitiful, but he appeared again, and the light of my world appeared again.

I rushed forward and hugged him tightly, and I was going to admit that I had fallen.

He bought me a small hairpin and I liked it a lot.

Whether he wanted me to follow me or not, I pestered him, and he had no intention of driving me away. That's good, after all, he looks like this, and he feels happy just by looking at it.

I followed him everywhere, he was looking for someone, and the devil knows who he was looking for.

One night, he was talking in his sleep, and then I knew he was looking for someone.

Ah Xian.

He's looking for Ah Xian.

This woman hurt him deeply...... He is such a cold person, and he can still cry in his dreams.

I've always wanted to see where this string is sacred and what it looks like. It wasn't until we passed through Little River that I got to know seven points. I'm sure that the bride must have looked a lot like the string in his heart. Why else would he cry?

I was so broken that he cried that time, I never knew that a man would cry like this, or such a man who looked so powerful.

He was sad, but resolute.

We went to the monastery again, and I thought he was going to become a monk, but he said something to a monk and left.

I still follow him.

Time passed slowly, and I noticed the changes that had taken place in my physiology, and he, nothing.

I asked him, "Dongli, are you an immortal?"

He doesn't answer me.

That day, when I found that gray hair, I realized that I had to decide something.

I have been with him for twenty years.

When I was thirty-seven years old, while I was still a little young, I said to him, "I have been with you for so long, do you bother me?"

He doesn't answer me.

And I said, "You know, I can't be with you forever!"

He glanced at me.

"I met you when I was seventeen, and you are like this, and now twenty years later, you are still like this. Dongli, I'm not young anymore, I'm going to grow old slowly and die......" I cried, crying so loudly that he was a little at a loss.

Suddenly, in a very quiet voice, he asked me, "Do you want to live forever?"

I shook my head, "I don't want it." I may disappear one day in the near future. Don't worry about me, I must have left by myself at that time, because what you have seen is my most beautiful and confident appearance, my oldest and ugliest appearance, and I don't want to be seen by you. Please, just remember what I looked like when I was good-looking. ”

He was silent.

"I know you've always had that girl in your heart, and that girl is so lucky to be able to make you remember it for so many years. Dongli, when I die, you can go to me again, find my reincarnation, and let me always be with you. ”

Then, one evening, I was gone.

I don't know if Dongli went to look for me, but as I said, I'm the oldest and ugliest, and he'd better not see me.

I don't know if there is an afterlife, and if so, I hope he will find me and say to me, "Long time no see." ”

I never had the luxury of getting the heart of Dongli, he is such a distant person, he has another person in his heart, and I, at best, can only accompany him.

I wish that when Dongli saw me again, I was young and beautiful, and he smiled faintly at me.

You know, what I've been following all my life is his figure, and what I've been looking forward to all my life is his exclusive smile on me.