Chapter Eighty-One: Nightmare

I don't know if I was disturbed by the constant chattering in my ears every day, or I was reluctant to give up on the man who stood quietly outside the window every night. Three days later, Mu Yan finally woke up.

Hongluan stayed by the bedside day and night, and was naturally the first to discover. But her surprise only lasted for a short while, and the smile on her face was gone. Because she saw that although Mu Yan woke up, her originally bright eyes were very empty at the moment. Even she, the personal maid who has been by her side for many years, seems to have been ignored and unnoticed.

"Miss, are you feeling better?"

Hongluan asked tentatively and softly, but Mu Yan was lying on the bed and did not react at all. Hongluan knew that something was wrong, so he hurriedly prepared to call Shen Li to come over. I don't know if the third prince has a heart, and before Hongluan can walk a few steps, he saw Shen Li push open the door and stride in.

"Third master, miss, she ......"

Shen Li nodded, interrupted Hongluan's words, and walked to the bedside. Just stretched out his hand to help the person on the bed, but saw Mu Yan suddenly holding his head and screaming in pain, dodging Shen Li's hands, shrinking his body and retreating.

"Smoke?"

Shen Li looked at her with his empty hands, his heart trembled, and he looked at her in surprise. Mu Yan held his head and shrunk his whole body, as if he was afraid of something, and he was a little trembling.

Hongluan walked up and called anxiously: "Miss, I'm Hongluan." Look at me, look at me. ”

I thought that the master and servant would meet each other, and when the young lady woke up, she would definitely hug her and complain to her. But I didn't expect that now the young lady has become like this. When Hongluan saw it, she suddenly felt sad, and her eyes couldn't help but start red.

"Don't be afraid, smoke. I ......"

Shen Li's words stopped abruptly, he wanted to say "I'm here", but Mu Yan is like this now, how can he still have the face to say it.

"Liars, all liars...... It's all liars......"

Mu Yan shrank and muttered to himself. Seeing this, it should be that he hasn't broken free from the nightmare of the previous scene in the border city. Her memory is still only the scene when Xiao Qi's body was hung on the city wall.

As Hongluan said before, Shen Li didn't want to make any excuses for his mistakes. Coupled with Mu Yan's situation now, if she was told that Shen Yan was still alive, she would definitely not believe it unless she was allowed to see it with her own eyes.

Ayan had already asked Bai Ze to secretly send him to Broken Yunyuan to recuperate, the little fox was unforgiving, but he was very soft-hearted, because he was not at ease, so he went with him.

Entrusting Ayan to the two divine beasts, Shen Li was naturally relieved. Now Ayan's life and death are a mystery, and for his safety, he must not reveal any news about him to others.

So...... He can't explain it and can't explain it. For such a fragile person in front of him, he was helpless, powerless, and didn't even dare to give a hug.

"Hongluan. ”

Shen Li stood up straight and looked fixedly at the person on the bed who was buried in his head and knees and curled up. "Take good care of your young lady, and report to me at any time if there is any situation. ”

"Yes. ”

Hongluan replied softly, because he knew the bitterness in Shen Li, so he didn't say anything.

After speaking, Shen Li paused, seemingly a little reluctant. leaned down slightly, tentatively stretched out his hand and stroked Mu Yan's head.

Carefully, gently, for fear of frightening the fragile man. This time, Mu Yan did not resist, but still did not respond, burying his head in the nightmare of himself and unable to extricate himself.

Shen Li looked at her like this, and remembered that Ayan was covered with scars and lost his life by torture. Plus there's his poor innocent child. couldn't help but squint his eyes, and the blood in his chest surged. The restrained and calm of years of cultivation is also a little irrepressible at the moment.

"Yan'er, if it's a sweet dream, even if you are asleep, I won't quarrel with you. But if it's a nightmare, you should wake up sooner. Don't be afraid that the dream will become a reality, after all, you can't hide from what should happen. I know that now everything I say is in vain, that a great mistake has been made, and that I cannot restore your trust in me. You can hate me or hate me, but don't torture yourself. ”

Hongluan couldn't stand it from the sidelines, and couldn't help but speak: "Third Master, why don't you just tell the young lady the truth? ”

"What if you tell me?"

Shen Li smiled bitterly, "Ayan, it's true that I didn't think it through, so I was framed and lost my life." When he went to the border city to exchange for Yan'er and came back, Yan'er was already very uneasy, and kept asking me when Ayan would come back, and how could I save Ayan?"

"I told her not to rush and let her relax. Then, according to my plan, in order to make her feel at ease, I explained to her in advance that Ayan would come back that night. But at the end of the night, it rained all night, and your young lady fell into a nightmare, just like this, and I don't worry about being by her side all the time. I know that things are not good, but the safety of both parties is in danger, and I can't take care of it. ”

Looking back on the past, Shen was full of feelings. There is no regret medicine to take in this world, one wrong step, one wrong step. Now that he can save the lives of Mu Yan and Shen Yan, he is already very grateful to God.

"In the early hours of the morning, the soldier came to report in fear, and when I saw his face, I knew that something was wrong. I can only put down the cigarette for the time being and leave it to Yuluo to take care of. I expected that if Ayan didn't come back as planned, something would happen. But after all, he is the prince of Mingguo, so I have no fear, and I think that Su Moxie will not dare to touch him. But when I saw his body hanging on the walls of the border city, I realized how wrong I was. ”

Hongluan covered his mouth in time so that he didn't exclaim. Even if she didn't see it with her own eyes, she could feel the shock and grief of that scene. She had heard Yuluo mention before that Miss was overstimulated that it would cause a miscarriage. The child couldn't be saved, and he almost lost his life.

"I couldn't stop Yan'er from leaving the city and let her see that scene. At the beginning, Yan'er was trapped in the border city, and Ayan came back in exchange for her. Seeing Ayan like this now, she must probably think it's her own fault. Actually, what's wrong with her? It's all me, it's because I'm useless, and I can't even protect my most important person. ”

"Third master, don't say that. ”

Hongluan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and shook her head. "In Miss's mind, the third master has always been a very reliable person. That's why Miss is so dependent on you and trusts you. There may be some words that are afraid that the third master will be blamed, when she was in the palace before, the young lady would often say that the third master was good in private. Although I、I don't like the third master very much.,I think the third master is too cold to the young lady.,The gentleness behind it is also inexplicable.。 But the young lady ignored it and said that I didn't understand the third master. The slave and maid don't understand, but since the young lady is desperate for the third master, the slave and maid believe that the third master must have something that the slave and maid don't know. ”