Who will understand the multiple feelings of a terminally ill boy, from all the way to the final life and death parting of the first love.

Let's introduce myself. I was born in a rural family, the third in the family, and is deeply loved by the family.

There is an older sister and an older brother, and they also love me more. I'm a bit introverted.

When I was a child when I first entered junior high school, I remember that I was just reporting on the first year of junior high school, and I began to get tired of campus life, but there was no way to still go to school.

In the second year of junior high school, my life changed. I vaguely remember that I dropped out of school after a quarrel with my teacher that summer.

When I dropped out of school, I was quite happy and felt like a bird that could fly as much as I wanted.

Also played for almost a year. It wasn't until the year of 16 that we found a job in an asbestos tile factory in our local area, and the salary at that time was only about three hundred a month.

That year, when I was at work, I met the person I loved the most in my life. When I first went to the factory to report, I saw her for the first time, her long charming hair and her smile was so natural and happy, especially the smile that leaked out the two tiger teeth was particularly charming, and from then on I decided that the person I wanted to chase was her.

On the first day of work, we looked at each other, but I was too introverted to rush over, and the first day passed, and when I went home at night in the bed, I felt that I didn't dare to look at the person I liked when I met him, and I also pressed my mind to ask if someone had a boyfriend tomorrow.

That night was a sleepless, noon to dawn, get up and wash up and happily came to work, a dumbfounded she didn't come to work, a look at her didn't come to work my heart was cold.

At that time, chat tools were not convenient, and mobile phones were still scarce. I couldn't contact her, only during the lunch break, I deliberately chatted with the old workers in the factory, chatting and chatting, and I asked Xiaojie why he didn't come to work today.

At this time, her second brother said that she had a cold and had to rest for a few days (I didn't know it was her second brother at the time), and I asked if it was serious, but her second brother kept looking at me, and I didn't ask any more.

For 3 days in a row, when I came to the factory on the third day, I saw her back at a glance, and suddenly rushed to her and asked if she had a cold.

When he spoke, his face turned red. She replied that it was okay, and I quickly said that it was not good, why don't you rest at home and come to work again, and just after asking this sentence, the people next to her all looked at me and showed me my face.

Fortunately, the squad leader came over and said that he would go to work, and then he was relieved. She was the only one smiling at me. That smile is as beautiful as a flower.

I don't know how many days have passed like this, but I feel that I like her more and more. One afternoon, I finally mustered up the courage to make an appointment with her.

The first time she took the initiative to ask a girl, she was very nervous. Do you have time tomorrow to go out and see the scenery together, that's what I said when I thought about how I was so dirty.