Chapter 1115: You Hate Yourself
The house was opened at Huang Tianbao's expense.
Xichuan Hotel, a landmark hotel in Xichuan City, stands on the riverside of the original wharf, and the entire Xichuan can be taken into view when you climb to the top, and you can see the heroism of the mountains at a glance.
"Last night, you were really with a dream?"
The woman's thinking is out of the box, and she never knows what question she will ask next, just like Li Xiaoyun at this moment.
After bathing, Li Xiaoyun held a cigarette in one hand, shook a red wine glass in the other, leaned on the rocking chair, and looked at Qin Shiming with a smile.
Who knows why she suddenly had this question.
"It's not together, it's open."
Qin Shiming glanced at the woman and deliberately emphasized.
"You're not afraid that the green dragon will kill you?"
Li Xiaoyun looked incredulous.
"A dream heart is higher than the sky, even the green dragon can't look at it, can it look at you? Are you even better than the other young talents in Longmen? ”
Not only did she not believe it, but Li Xiaoyun still had disdain on her face, and decided that Qin Shiming was bragging about not paying taxes.
"If you don't bury me, aren't you happy?"
Hearing this, Qin Shiming frowned, and said extremely unpleasantly: "I have an enmity with you?" ”
"There's no hatred, but I like to play with you, and I'm not convinced to have two tricks with my mother." Li Xiaoyun raised her chin and looked provocative, "I just like to see you, you look unhappy, but you can't kill me." ”
"Are you finished?"
Qin Shiming's face was not shocked, "If it's okay, I'll rest first, and leave the country early tomorrow morning to do business." ”
"Can't you fight me like a man?"
"Good men don't fight women."
After speaking, Qin Shiming went back to the house to rest, and was about to take off his clothes and go to bed, when Li Xiaoyun came in wrapped in a bath towel.
Just stood quietly at the head of Qin Shiming's bed.
"What do you mean?"
Qin Shiming frowned, is she seducing herself?
Of course, Li Xiaoyun has this capital, more than 1.7 meters tall, two long legs like chopsticks are snow-white, and the bath towel wrapped around her chest is more like a short skirt wrapped around her chest, outlining her upright figure perfectly.
Her hair is wet and smells like a bath.
What is she going to do?
Empty, lonely, cold?
"I'm resting, please go out, okay?" Qin Shiming couldn't figure out the pulse of a woman.
"I didn't sleep, and you can't sleep either."
"Why?"
Qin Shiming was shocked, "What do you mean, I still have to be like a wet nurse, I can only sleep when I coax you to sleep first, right?" ”
"You can understand it this way, if I don't sleep, you can't sleep."
"Is there something wrong with you?"
I can't bear it, I don't need to endure it anymore.
Qin Shiming stared at Li Xiaoyun coldly, "If you can't sleep, you can watch TV, play games, or watch short videos, please don't bother me, I ......"
"I, insomnia, I can't sleep."
Li Xiaoyun bit her red lip, and suddenly felt very unconfident.
"Insomnia, you ......"
I just want to persuade a woman to take sleeping pills, but from the doctor's point of view, persuading patients to take sleeping pills is extremely irresponsible and a manifestation of extreme unprofessionalism.
"You have insomnia? Can you have insomnia? I see you've been in a good mental state, why do you have insomnia? ”
Qin Shiming looked at Li Xiaoyun's complexion seriously, and really didn't see that Li Xiaoyun had signs of insomnia.
Insomnia does not mean that you do not sleep at night, but that you do not reach six hours of deep sleep in the 24 hours of a day, or more than six hours.
You don't have to get enough sleep at night, and it's the same with getting enough sleep during the day.
"I'm a martial artist, let alone a day or two, even if I don't sleep for three or five days, my mental state won't be too bad, you can't see that it's normal." Li Xiaoyun took the opportunity to sit on the sofa next to the bed, "When a martial artist reaches a certain realm, some minor problems in the body can be repaired by themselves, just like the ice spirit in Yimeng's body, she can't completely absorb and refine it now, but if she is in the innate realm, is that ice spirit in her body still enough for her?" ”
Qin Shiming nodded in agreement.
"Tell me about you, why do you have insomnia? It stands to reason that it shouldn't. ”
"I don't know, insomnia is insomnia, you can cure it, you can cure it, if you can't cure it, chat with me, I'm really bored sitting outside alone."
Li Xiaoyun played a scoundrel, "Otherwise, you fall asleep, I'll watch." ”
“……”
Qin Shiming rolled his eyes, "Stretch out your hand, I'll take the pulse again." ”
Li Xiaoyun was very obedient, and handed over her white wrist, her beautiful contacts smiled and looked at Qin Shiming happily.
“……”
Qin Shiming didn't pay attention to Li Xiaoyun's appearance, tasted the pulse with his heart, and secretly exclaimed strangely.
He couldn't see any signs of insomnia in the woman.
"How long has I had insomnia? When did it start and why? Or rather, what are you thinking about every night when you can't sleep. ”
If you can't see it, you can only ask.
"Ten years ago."
Li Xiaoyun said: "I haven't been able to sleep at night for at least ten years, at least before two o'clock in the morning at night, I don't feel sleepy." ”
"Ten years ago? You have been suffering from insomnia since you were scratched by Li Dongsheng? ”
"Yes."
mentioned Li Dongsheng, Li Xiaoyun's voice was a little colder, "I hate him, I dream about him day and night." ”
"No, no, no, you don't hate Li Dongsheng."
Qin Shiming suddenly understood, where is this insomnia? It's Li Xiaoyun's heart disease at all.
"You hate yourself."
"Hate myself?"
Li Xiaoyun didn't believe it, let alone accept this statement, "Why should I hate myself? ”
"You hate yourself for not being a man, you hate yourself for not being valued by the Li family in Kyoto, if you are a man, does Li Dongsheng dare to cut a knife in your face? If you were a man, would Li Dongsheng be chic for so many years? ”
"You're fighting with yourself."
"So, you gave up on yourself, started to mix on the road, fought fiercely, and seemed to be taking revenge on the Li family, but in fact you wanted to prove to others - you are stronger than Li Dongsheng!"
"No, you're talking nonsense."
Li Xiaoyun shook her head.
"Do I have nonsense, you know better than anyone else that you just can't get along with yourself."
Qin Shiming was determined, "It's not insomnia, it's heart disease, it's like a thorn in the heart, it hasn't been pulled out for so many years, and the pain has been there." ”
"Over time, it will also be red and swollen and suppurated, people, be sure to ......"
"Smack!"
The red wine glass fell to the ground, Li Xiaoyun's eyes were red, tears fell, and she slowly made a crying sound, her legs curled up on the sofa, her hands hugged her knees tightly, and she cried loudly.
"You ......"
Qin Shiming can't fix it anymore, didn't this girl have a hard mouth before? Why are you still crying now?
Can't point out the problem?
"Ignore me, you get out, get out!"
Li Xiaoyun yelled and became irritable.
"This is my room......"
"Get out and leave me alone."
“……”
Qin Shiming moved his mouth, forcibly suppressed the urge to scold, walked out of the bedroom, and closed the door with his hand......