Chapter Eighty-Four: The Angel's Bitter Struggle

Qu Xiaoyan's bedroom.

He Xianming had already accompanied Qu Xiaoyan to wash up and lie on the bed.

He Xianming hugged Qu Xiaoyan, gently caressing Qu Xiaoyan's face, his eyes were full of deep possessiveness.

"Yanyan!" He Xianming called out softly.

"Huh?" Qu Xiaoyan looked at He Xianming.

"Yanyan, you're your cousin!" He Xianming said.

"I am!" Qu Xiaoyan looked at He Xianming with a smile.

"Yanyan, when you recover, will you still like your cousin like this?" He Xianming asked. There was uneasiness in his eyes.

"Yes. Qu Xiaoyan said.

"Yanyan, is it okay to be with your cousin all your life?" asked He Xianming.

"Okay. Qu Xiaoyan still said with a smile.

"Yanyan, my cousin is really afraid that after you get better, you will no longer stick to your cousin like this. He Xianming said, and he didn't know if he said it to Qu Xiaoyan or to himself.

"Not anymore. Yeon-yeon likes her cousin the most. Qu Xiaoyan put her arms around He Xianming's neck and said.

Ling Ran in her heart kept rolling her eyes, how could she think He Xianming was very sick now? When did He Xianming become so sentimental? Could it be that he fell in love with the Qu Xiaoyan he played? Only people who are in deep love would suffer from gains and losses like this? However, she didn't believe that He Xianming, who had always been ruthless, would become a source of gain and loss because of his feelings.

Ling Ran felt very aggrieved now. Damn, He Xianming is so affectionate and gentle to himself, but he can only pretend to be stupid. What's even more uncomfortable is how much she Ling Ran once longed for He Xianming to be able to treat herself like this one day.

However, when the long-awaited things were finally obtained, she could not accept them, because she had obtained them by pretending to be someone else. He Xianming likes Qu Xiaoyan after losing her memory, not Ling Ran in Ruizi.

"Yeon-yeon, remember what your cousin said. If you don't like your cousin the most after you get better, your cousin will tie you to your side with a rope, so that you can't run away for the rest of your life and can't leave me. He Xianming held Qu Xiaoyan's face, looked into her eyes and said, his eyes were full of madness.

"Cousin, are you angry?" Qu Xiaoyan said.

"Yes. My cousin was angry. He Xianming said.

"Why?" Qu Xiaoyan said.

"Because there are too many people who like Yeon-yeon, my cousin is not happy. He Xianming said.

"But there are a lot of people who like my cousin, and Yeon-yeon is not angry. Qu Xiaoyan said.

"That's different. He Xianming said.

"Why is it different?" Qu Xiaoyan said.

"My cousin just wants to hide Yeon-yeon and doesn't want to be liked by others. He Xianming said.

"However, then Yeon-yeon will be unhappy. It's so pitiful, no one can see it. Qu Xiaoyan frowned.

"As long as Yeon-yeon no longer likes others and only likes her cousin, her cousin won't be angry and won't hide you. He Xianming said.

"Cousin, you're so domineering, so scary. I don't like you like this, Yeon-yeon is scared like this. Cousin, Yanyan will always like her cousin the most, she will always be with you, and she won't leave, don't be angry, okay?" Qu Xiaoyan said softly to He Xianming, and took the initiative to kiss He Xianming's lips.

"Then how can Yanyan stay with her cousin and never leave?" Because of Qu Xiaoyan's words, He Xianming's eyes became gentler, and his emotions were no longer so inexplicable.

"Well, when I'm better, I'll go to work with my cousin, and then get off work together. Then we ate together, played together, and slept together. After saying the last sentence, Qu Xiaoyan's face was a little pink and glared at He Xianming.

"Hehehe, baby, remember what you said, cousin is waiting for that day, if you don't honor it, hum!" He Xianming was amused by Qu Xiaoyan's words, looking at his little cousin's shy and arrogant appearance, he didn't like it. He bowed his head and kissed Qu Xiaoyan's forehead, face and lips.

"Got it. Cousin, you're becoming more and more like a child now, and I have to coax you. Qu Xiaoyan said helplessly.

"Doesn't Yanyan want to coax her cousin?" He Xianming said.

"Cousin has no conscience, I've been coaxing you for a long time, okay?" Qu Xiaoyan glared at He Xianming.

"Yanyan, you will always be your cousin's baby!" He Xianming said in a low voice, and then lowered his head and kissed Qu Xiaoyan.

Compared to the one in the living room before, this kiss was gentle and lingering, so that Ling Ran, who felt the deep affection in it, was almost immersed in it.

After He Xianming left. Ling Ran lay on the bed, looking at the roof with his eyes open, his brain in chaos.

She actually enjoyed He Xianming's lingering and affectionate kiss just now, she didn't reject it, she didn't hate it. She, she!

Tears appeared in Ling Ran's eyes. Haha, how much she loves He Xianming, she knows best! Therefore, she is still getting along with He Xianming every day, and she has a tendency to rekindle her old feelings with He Xianming! Even if she hates it again! Even if she has been betrayed by him! Even if she is ruthlessly eliminated by him! Even if her parents lose their lives because of this! She still can't resist her feelings for He Xianming, she can't resist He Xianming's tenderness to herself, even if she knows that that gentleness is not for her true self at all.

Ling Ran! You are so pitiful! Severn is right to be worried, you have feelings for He Xianming that you shouldn't have. You are so pitiful, ridiculous, hateful! Ling Ran, you should be damned! You should be damned!

Ling Ran curled up in a ball, tears pouring out, and a low and painful * came out of his throat. Grabbing his hair hard, hating his own indisputability, hating his shamelessness, hating his pitiful pathetic!

"Ahh

Suddenly, a pair of arms hugged Ling Ran into his arms, hugged him hard, and stroked Ling Ran's back hard, soothing Ling Ran in a low roar.

"Shhh、、、h

Ling Ran gradually stopped trembling and unconsciously roaring in Severn's reassurance.

"Shhhh Severn continued to coax gently.

After a while, Ling Ran finally relaxed his curled body, raised his head from Saiwen's arms, and looked at Saiwen with teary eyes.

"Saiwen!" Ling Ran's eyes were full of helplessness and sadness.

"Ling Ran, it's okay, it's okay. Seeing Ling Ran like this, Saiwen unconsciously lowered his head and kissed Ling Ran's forehead, comforting.

"No, you're right to be worried. I almost, almost just now!I, I actually liked He Xianming's kiss very much, I hate myself! I hate myself so much!" Ling Ran said bitterly.

"No, Ling Ran, it's nothing. You just love that kiss, just a kiss. Severn said.

"No, I shouldn't have been immersed in his tenderness like this, he was my enemy, I shouldn't have been like this, I shouldn't!" Ling Ran's eyes were full of struggle and remorse!

"Then you tell me, even if you are still in love with He Xianming now, will you spare him?" said Saiwen.

"No, no! Even if I love him again, I won't spare him, the enemy who killed my parents!" Ling Ran gritted his teeth.

"No matter how much you love him, you won't spare him. So what are you struggling with?" Severn asked.

"I, I" Ling Ran's eyes were full of confusion.