Chapter 20: [Homophobia Deep Cabinet]

When the students came, Zhou Huaiyu sat on a bench under a big tree not far away, with his back to them and looking down at the video of the open class. At this distance, you can just hear their conversation.

These seven or eight students are all girls, and they are very excited to see Xia Chengyou, they all surround Xia Chengyou, and they are very affectionate and naturally hug him. Mouth chattering.

"Teacher Xia, we can't bear you."

"After you left, although our new art teacher was also a boy, he was not as handsome as you, not as likable as you, and not as good as you."

"It's too much, isn't it just that there is no establishment, and I actually resigned such an excellent teacher Xia."

"The main thing is that Mr. Xia has no backstage, and he is not a relative of the school leader, otherwise how could he pick a soft persimmon and pinch it. It's too bullying. ”

"Teacher Xia, you're so fragrant."

"Wow, this perfume is different from the previous ones."

"Let me smell it too."

Several girls were originally indignant and complained about Xia Chengyou, but now they came to Xia Chengyou and smelled it.

"Eh, okay, okay, don't get so close to me, although I like boys, but I'm always a boy, so it's not good to be seen like this." Xia Chengyou stepped back again and again.

It was like Tang Seng, who was surrounded by goblins, and kept chanting in his mouth, "Amitabha, donor, please respect yourself." ”

Several girls laughed and obediently did not step forward again. They began to ask Xia Chengyou where he was going to work now, and they were very sad when they learned that he was in Nancheng.

Xu Bainuo said: "Teacher Xia, my brother said that you are here for a business trip to Jiangcheng this time. ”

"Yes, with my boss." Xia Chengyou.

Xu Bainuo suddenly smiled slyly and bent his bright eyes: "Teacher Xia, you also saw my brother yesterday, aren't you really handsome?" Zhilan Yushu, personable, gentlemanly and polite. And it's rich, and the point is that he likes boys too. ”

Zhou Huaiyu, who had been watching the video with his back to them, stared for a moment, although his eyes were staring at the screen, but there was no picture left in his mind.

Xia Chengyou was stunned and said, "But I think he's a straight man." ”

"What kind of straight man," Xu Bainuo looked like a boy, holding Xia Chengyou's shoulder, "He is still a straight man when he comes out of the closet with his family." ”

Xia Chengyou's eyes widened.

Xu Bainuo: "Hahahaxia, I really didn't lie to you. My brother used to be homophobic, but the year before last he announced that he had come out. Therefore, homophobia is a deep cabinet, and honesty does not deceive you. ”

Homophobia is deep in the cabinet?

Does this really apply to everyone?

Is it possible to Huaiyu that week?

When did you know that Zhou Huaiyu was homophobic?

It should be the third year of high school, Xia Chengyou and Zhou Huaiyu were eating and walking by the lake on campus after lunch as usual, he giggled and threw pebbles into the lake, and didn't notice that a boy in the second year of high school rushed up and hugged Zhou Huaiyu.

Zhou Huaiyu reacted extremely quickly and pushed the junior away with great speed. Vigilant and angry at each other.

Xia Chengyou looked at the junior brother in confusion, and saw that the junior brother was white and clean, with delicate facial features, a thin body, and a pair of eyes that were both excited and afraid.

The junior suddenly had red eyes: "Senior, I really like you very much, I have a crush on you since I entered this school." You are like a light that illuminates my mediocre life and gives me yearning and expectation for this world. I study hard to become better so that I can get closer to you. I deliberately pass by your classroom every day just to catch a glimpse of you, and you never notice my gaze. Now that you're about to graduate, if I don't say it, I'll really regret it for the rest of my life. Senior, I like you, can you get along with me! ”

The weather that day was very good, the willow trees by the lake were swaying and fluttering in the wind, but Xia Chengyou's mood was like a pool of stagnant water.

"Maniac. Get away from me. Zhou Huaiyu's voice was as cold as ice and snow that would not melt all year round, and his eyes were as dark as a poisoned knife, stabbing at the junior brother fiercely and mercilessly.

Xia Chengyou has never seen Zhou Huaiyu reject other people's confessions so ruthlessly. In the past, Zhou Huaiyu would politely and peacefully refuse those who confessed, leaving room for others.

seems to be able to foresee that if he also confesses to Zhou Huaiyu, he may receive a response that is not much worse than that of this junior.

Even after so many years, Xia Chengyou still remembered the incredibly frightened expression of that junior, which soon turned into painful and suffocating despair. Like a withered plant, lifeless, jumping into the lake.

Xia Chengyou jumped into the lake without hesitation to save people, because he substituted himself into the junior brother at that moment, and wanting to save the junior brother was like saving himself. But I forgot that I couldn't swim at all, so I felt the pain of drowning and suffocating from lack of oxygen.

In the end, it was Zhou Huaiyu who jumped into the lake and fished the two of them ashore.

He was seriously criticized by Zhou Huaiyu: "If you can't swim, don't go down to save people!" ”

From that day on, Xia Chengyou knew that Zhou Huaiyu was homophobic. It was also from that day that Xia Chengyou no longer had the intention of confessing to Zhou Huaiyu, and had the idea of leaving Zhou Huaiyu.

He is a timid person, and he knows that his crush is a personal performance without applause and no audience, so it is better to have a dignified curtain call.

He went to the junior brother in the second year of high school and comforted him for several days, for fear that the junior brother would commit suicide again. Fortunately, in the end, there was none.

Just when Xia Chengyou's thoughts were flying, Xu Bainuo said a rather explosive sentence: "Teacher Xia, I think you and my brother are quite suitable, do you want me to pull a line?" ”

Xia Chengyou was taken aback, and subconsciously looked sideways at Zhou Huaiyu's back.

The students followed Xia Chengyou's gaze, and their eyes suddenly flashed. Even if it's just a back, it makes people feel very handsome. Their attention was on Xia Chengyou just now, and they didn't want to take a look at it. When I saw it now, I almost forgot that they were here to find Teacher Xia.

After watching Zhou Huaiyu's video, he turned his head, and his calm gaze swept over these students, and finally fell on Xia Chengyou's face. raised his eyebrows slightly: "What about you, do you want to pull a line?" ”

Xia Chengyou shook his head, and then remembered that he should shake his head at Xu Bainuo. As a result, he saw that Xu Bainuo and his entourage were all staring at Zhou Huaiyu intently, and their eyes were glued to Zhou Huaiyu. This affection is really clearly expressed.

He really envies those seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys and girls, he likes to express everything directly, even if the result is not satisfactory, but it is better than regretting it for life. But he was very timid, looking ahead and backward, afraid that the outcome would not be good.

The main reason is that the friendship of the past twelve years is too precious and too heavy, and he doesn't dare to destroy it, for fear that the good past will become Zhou Huaiyu's disgusting memory.

"Ah, he's the handsome guy who came to pick up Mr. Xia on a rainy day!"

"Yes, yes, I remember! It's so handsome, I'm very impressed. ”

"Oh my God, this can't really be Mr. Xia's boyfriend, right?"

A few girls showed a raging fire of gossip in their eyes, and you and I have already made up their minds one sentence at a time.

Xia Chengyou was afraid that Zhou Huaiyu would misunderstand, so he hurriedly took out the majesty of the teacher and said solemnly: "Don't speculate at will. He's my immediate boss and I'm on a business trip with him. If you keep talking nonsense, my job will be gone. ”

"Ahh

"We're just guessing and talking, don't mind this boss."

"But one thing to say, Mr. Xia, your boss is too handsome, my heart is about to be taken away by him."

Xia Chengyou held his forehead: "Say a few words, if you are not embarrassed, I will be embarrassed for you." ”

At this time, Zhou Huaiyu stood up, put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket, and walked over with one hand in his pocket. He is tall and has long legs, and his height of 1.9 meters stands out in this group of people. Even if you are dressed in black, it seems that there is light all over your body, and it is so dazzling that people can't take their eyes off it. They all looked up at him with starry eyes.

"Hello, my name is Zhou Huaiyu, I am your teacher Xia's hair and boss. Just call me Mr. Zhou. Zhou Huaiyu calmly introduced himself.

Xia Chengyou's eyes lit up, he didn't expect Zhou Huaiyu to say this.

The students' eyes changed from starry eyes to astonishment.

"Hair-small?"

"Fa Xiao is a bamboo horse that grew up together, that's what it means, I didn't understand it wrong, right?"

"In other words, Mr. Xia and Mr. Zhou have known each other since childhood?"

"Damn, how do you feel a little magical. They're like two personalities, right? ”

"Interview Mr. Xia, don't you feel pressured to be friends with Mr. Zhou? Don't you feel overshadowed by his light? Don't you feel like you can't play together? ”

Xia Chengyou crossed his waist, a little proud: "No, not at all." I'm super proud. ”

When I was young, I didn't understand that. At that time, I just thought it was awesome to have such an excellent bamboo horse.

Please, Zhuma is a top student, you can copy notes for him, give him homework, and mark him with key points.

The bamboo horse is a school grass, shining brightly, and it is also illuminated, okay?

Bamboo Horse only has one friend, how can he not play together? Eating, going to class, doing homework, sleeping, sticking together every day.

"Okay, Mr. Xia, I'm really envious."

"That'...... Let me ask secretly, Mr. Xia, your bamboo horse should be a straight man, right? ”

Xia Chengyou: "What do you think?" ”

"I think so."

Xia Chengyou nodded.

"Then Mr. Xia, have you ever quit drugs, otherwise how can you hold back your dislike and don't like it......" The student's words were covered by Xia Chengyou's hand.

Seeing that the student knew that he had said the wrong thing, Xia Chengyou let go of his hand. Brought out the teacher's shelf: "It's not big or small, think twice when you speak." ”

He was greatly relieved in his heart, he knew that the student's words were what he wanted to say - then how did you hold back not liking him?

Fortunately, he was banned.

Xu Bainuo never got Xia Chengyou's answer, so he repeated loudly: "Teacher Xia, I think you and my brother are quite suitable, do you want me to pull a line?" ”