13
The remnant sun was like fire, sprinkled all over the courtyard.
The whole small courtyard was dressed in a xia robe, and it was quiet and peaceful.
Auntie lay in a rocking chair under the big tree in the courtyard, limp and lazy like a raccoon slave.
She didn't tie the ribbon, and her face was generously exposed, and it was not appropriate for a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl to say that she was mature or immature, probably because she was innocent and unaware of her charm.
This flattery was brought by the brilliant glow, and also because she wore a gentle woman's hair in a bun.
The rocking chair had a moon-white robe in front of it dyed red by the sunset, and it was a long time before it spoke.
"Falling asleep at this hour?"
Auntie turned over in the rocking chair: "Anyway, I'm blind, so I'll retire early......"
"You're having fun."
The voice of the person who came was like jade in the stream, and Auntie was completely sober: "Husband, you are finally back......"
Yan Shuheng grabbed her aggravated sentence "Finally", and said with a smile: "Well, I'm going back to Jiankang, I'm a little busy." ”
"Jiankang?"
Auntie straightened up, Jiankang was like the edge of the sky in her eyes, not only because of the distance, but also because it was the capital.
These two words are prohibitive.
For Jiankang, Auntie knows very little, the only thing she can think of is the wife of the city lord who was born in the Jiankang clan and the eldest son of the Yan family, what the two have in common is that they are both powerful, Jiankang, in her heart, is equivalent to a powerful.
Jiankang is the health of the powerful.
And Jiang Hui is different, when he first met, he said that he was just an ordinary person. Even if he later learned that he was doing things for the government, he was arrogant and unconventional, and after all, he was different from those powerful people who persuaded horses and oppressed people with power.
Now that he says he wants to return to Jiankang, does it mean ...... Could he be one of those powerful?
Auntie was stunned, Yan Shuheng watched her expression change from surprise to uneasiness, and then to dazedness, and interrupted at the right time: "Why don't you make a sound, do you want to go back with me?" ”
A lonely blind girl, how can she choose? It's just that I'm worried, and Auntie explained: "I'm not unwilling, I'm afraid." ”
She had a lot of doubts when she first met, but because she just wanted to get rid of Zheng Wu with his power for the time being, she didn't plan to get involved with him too much, just to make sure that he was reliable, and she didn't want to ask too much about the rest. After losing his sight, because he was always in a state of panic and anxiety, he was worried that he would leave her a blind girl alone, so he was full of only thinking about stabilizing him, so as not to fall into a crisis again, how could he take care of the rest of the things?
But now, Auntie can no longer suppress her doubts in order to stabilize him.
She asked cautiously, "Jiang Hui, are you ...... Is there a lot you haven't told me? ”
It was rare for her to call her husband by his first name.
Yan Shuheng was also stunned, after bringing her back for so long, for the first time, she had the feeling of "snatching someone's wife".
Raised his eyebrows and said, "What else does Madam want to know?" ”
Auntie thought for a while: "I don't want to ask much, I just want to know your true identity, I always feel that after you go down the mountain, you are not the same as before......"
One sentence asked the point, not much?
Yan Shuheng smiled silently.
She asked if it was a show to gain trust.
Or is it simply because his fake husband showed his feet and let her discover the clues?
For Auntie's repeated temptations, Yan Shuheng was not only troubled, but full of interest.
He asked her rhetorically, "Isn't it mine that you like?" What kind of identity I am, not all of them are your husbands. ”
said that she was so affectionate and righteous, so that Auntie was weak-hearted, and said with low eyebrows: "Although I call you husband, you also know our relationship, don't you?" ”
"Our relationship." His voice was gentle, but his tone was very light, "In your eyes, what is our relationship?" ”
Auntie has a weak heart.
exaggerated his affection and said: "Isn't it just that the two are happy but have no matchmaker?" Although you and I have become husband and wife, after all, we have not passed the three books and six ceremonies......"
There is no matchmaking, how can anyone say such about themselves.
Yan Shuheng laughed to himself.
Also, even though she has affection for the Assassins, she even has a fight against it. Mian's moment, but without three books and six ceremonies, it is not a serious couple.
Even so, he is not a wife.
Yan Shuheng asked again: "Since we are in love, you and I have become husband and wife, what is the impact of my identity on our relationship?" Didn't you think about elopement? ”
Auntie naturally thought about it, wasn't it his identity that she liked at the beginning?
As a swordsman, she has strong martial arts, but she is a common person of the Shu clan like her, which is very suitable.
It's just that it was she who coerced her to repay the favor and induced him to repay the saving grace by taking her away, but how did it become an elopement in his mouth?
It turned out that he liked himself so early.
Ah Ji pondered and said: "At the beginning, my husband cared about my blindness, and he was afraid that I would be uneasy, so he said that he would marry me and take care of me for the rest of my life. After getting married, you said that you would take me back to your hometown to live in peace, and I asked your hometown at that time, and also asked you what errands you were doing, and you said that it was inconvenient to tell you, and I didn't ask more, but now I know that you are from Jiankang, and you are doing things for the government, I can't help but be uneasy......"
Yan Shuheng pondered for a moment and asked, "Are you worried that I have another wife in Jiankang?" You can rest assured that I didn't talk about marriage before I met you. ”
At the beginning, Auntie confirmed that she was worried about something else, and asked tentatively: "Then you are from a high family?" ”
Yan Shuheng was puzzled: "What about Gaomen?" ”
Auntie is embarrassed: "Now that the folk customs are open, if you and I were born in the people, and we are all alone, elopement is nothing, but if you are from a big family, the rules of the high family, and the family, this marriage may not be counted." ”
Yan Shuheng lowered his eyes, and thought of some things from a long time ago through her words, "Are you afraid that I will not be strong-willed?" What if I say, 'Will I turn my back on my family's sake?' ”
"I am blind and you still don't give up, how can I not believe your affection?" Auntie first buttoned him an affectionate high hat before continuing.
"It's that I don't want to. I don't want you to turn your back on my family for me, and I can't afford to ruin people's futures. ”
Yan Shuheng fell into deep thought, thought about it and asked her: "What if my relatives in my family agree?" ”
Auntie is not a whimsical person, and said with a wry smile: "It's one thing to agree, it's another thing to agree." If you are a child of the scholar clan, when you talk about in-laws, you have to look at the door, I am a blind girl, I can't see, even if I am a scholar, I can probably only be a concubine, not to mention that I have no relatives now? Maybe you can only make a nameless and penniless outer room. ”
"But even if I am poor and blind, I don't want to do this."
Yan Shuheng's gaze at her became more and more complicated, he suddenly became curious, and said in a demagogic voice: "But with your current situation, whether you are a concubine or an outer room, is it not as stable as being surrounded by wolves around you and worrying about the night?" ”
Ah Ji said in her heart, he really thought simply.
As a concubine, how can you be stable?
She is such a real person, she can't work with others, and the more important thing is that the people in the family are complex and calculating each other, and I heard that it is common for the scholars to change concubines with each other, and the concubine with a low status can be sent and insulted by the mistress, and she is in the current situation, and she can't save her life.
Isn't that also precarious?
When she was silent, he was also silent, and after a long time he asked with interest, "Do you want to be a wife?" ”
Auntie shook her head: "I'm not insatiable, how big a melon is a big scoop, I am a high-ranking wife, isn't it a shell Lang pushing stones, and I can't measure myself?" Misleading others and misleading oneself. ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she immediately realized a slip of the tongue: "Phew, I'm not a shell!" ”
The young man was amused by her.
Auntie didn't have the heart to care about face, thinking about the few questions he had just asked, and her heart sank more and more.
Could it be that he lied to her, is he really a child of the world?
If this is the case, she has no choice but to squeeze in another way: "I know that you value love and righteousness, and when you married me out of affection, it may not be out of pity, and you can't bear to let me, a blind girl, be bullied." But if you and I have different identities, it will be difficult to be together in the future, rather than ruining this affection, it is better to let it last forever in your heart, and be a close friend in the future, just ask you to see the past feelings, go to Jiankang to help me find a good doctor, maybe I can regain my sight, if I can't regain my sight, help me find a serious way to make a living. ”
"Affection and righteousness." Yan Shuheng thought of Jiang Hui, who had not returned for a long time, and couldn't help but sneer softly.
He became more and more curious: "What if I have to be my man, or I will leave you out?" ”
Auntie panicked in her heart, but she still said firmly: "No, you have a good character, you are not a paranoid person, even if you can't be a good couple, you will treat me like a close friend." ”
The man's clear breath suddenly surrounded her, and he leaned closer, and asked her slowly:
"What if I'm paranoid?"
The rocking chair shook suddenly, and then it was steady, as if his hands were supporting the armrests on both sides of the rocking chair.
He has a faint smell of bamboo fragrance on his body, which is clear and elegant, surrounded by such an aura, but it makes Auntie feel an invisible sense of oppression, so that she has nowhere to escape.
It's a mess in my heart for a while.
But she also knows that it is not a long-term solution to curry favor and show weakness in exchange for the mercy of others.
If there is less respect, mercy becomes charity.
Auntie thought about it seriously, what was there that she didn't want to leave even if her life was threatened?
She can be ruthless to take advantage of others.
You can also exchange something you don't care about for what you want, and you can even go to great lengths to flatter.
But whether it is flattery, exchange or use, in a sense, they all take what they need, and it is your and my willingness.
Under this premise, she doesn't mind bowing her head.
But she hated being coerced into bowing her head.
Thinking like this, she was fearless, and Auntie got up barefoot, and her eyes that didn't know anything about the world showed indifference and determination that didn't fit her age: "Maybe you are paranoid because you have affection for me, but you are unfair to me." Besides, for me, the wind and snow are not more important than dignity and life. ”
"Jiang Hui, all I want to do right now is to survive."
Survival, Auntie sighed silently, in order to survive, she had a really difficult journey.
She sighed helplessly: "If you really want to force me, why don't you leave me behind, there are countless blind people in the world, they can survive, I ...... Maybe, too. ”
After sighing, she became more and more determined, and there was an indomitable determination in her tone: "Even if you can't survive, didn't you also say that living is waiting for death, I have struggled, even if I die, I have no regrets." ”
Yan Shuheng did not respond for a long time.
The teacher once said that if you want to test the truth of a person's arrogance, you have to withdraw all his retreats.
The seventeen-year-old girl's face was still childish, standing barefoot in the sunset, but her eyes were unusually firm, and her slender body was like a lonely cold plum in the mountains.
But he still caught a fleeting blankness in her eyes, like porcelain that seemed hard but was actually fragile.
If he doesn't respond, I'm afraid that her next sentence will be a break with you.
But that was also the relationship between her and Jiang Hui.
What is he doing?
Ran Yan Shuheng watched calmly for a while, but still took a few steps forward and picked up Ah Ji.
Auntie was shocked: "What are you going to do!" ”
The young man smiled: "I don't do anything, I just want to lock you up with chains and shackles." ”