Chapter 12: I'm jealous
The harder Zhou Linyan scolded, the heavier Shen Ci'an's hand became, just by listening to the voice, I knew how heavy the fight was.
"Shen Ci'an, stop fighting, I want to go home." I interrupted their violent fight with a trembling voice.
It's not because I feel sorry for Zhou Linyan, but I'm afraid that Shen Ci'an will beat him to death in a fit of anger and take a human life on my back.
Zhou Linyan suddenly laughed, "Shen Ci'an, you still lost, what she really likes is me." ”
"A broken shoe left over from my play, you still offer it at home as a treasure, the hat on your head is really big."
"Shut up!" Shen Ci'an almost gritted his teeth and roared, and it took a long time to hear his slightly mocking voice.
"Only an incompetent man would threaten a woman's innocence."
I reached out and was about to take off the tie on my eyes, but Shen Ci'an grabbed my hand and picked me up, "Let's go home." ”
I couldn't hear any emotion in his voice, he opened the car door, threw me in the back seat of the car, and bullied me up, "Chuchu, say you love me." ”
The tone was hurried, as if to prove something.
I wanted to take off my lover's tie, but Shen Ci'an suddenly accentuated his tone, with a slightly commanding tone, "Chuchu, say that you love me." ”
"I love you." It was the first time I saw Shen Ci'an have such a big fire, and I was completely scared and collapsed in the back seat, and my tie was soaked with tears.
He grabbed the back of my head, kissed me on the lips roughly, pinched my jaw hard, and forced me to open my mouth.
This kiss is very different from the usual gentleness, I don't know if he is angry because I stopped him just now or because Zhou Linyan said nonsense.
When I was about to lose my breath, he finally let go of me, panting in a low voice, holding my earlobe, "At the beginning, Zhou Linyan was watching outside, you said that if I asked for you in front of him, would you be able to completely break off his thoughts with him." ”
What is the difference between these words and Zhou Linyan just now? Is Shen Ci'an deliberately humiliating me?
I struggled to shrink back, completely stunned by Shen Ci'an, who was in a rage at the moment, and begged for mercy in a hoarse voice, "Shen Ci'an, calm down." ”
Shen Ci'an couldn't listen to anything at all now, and tore open the torn clothes, I struggled to push him, the tie on my eyes was broken, and I slapped him hard.
Don't make me hate you! ”
Shen Ci'an touched his face that was fanned, stunned for a few seconds, got up and got out of the car with anger, and kicked the rear door shut with his foot.
My body was shaking uncontrollably, and I curled up my legs and couldn't help crying.
Shen Ci'an cursed and started the car home.
When I went to the parking lot downstairs of the apartment, he opened the car door, I hadn't recovered from the fear just now, Shen Ci'an still had a gloomy face, and saw me shrinking back in resistance, staring at the wound on my left shoulder, and his dark eyes were even heavier.
He took off his black suit and draped it over me, bent down and dragged me by the ankles, pulled me into his arms, and lifted me from the back seat of the car.
"Shen Ci'an, let me down!" I punched him on the back and vented my anger.
Shen Ci'an's voice was terrifyingly cold, "Don't speak." ”
When he opened the apartment door, he didn't even change his shoes, and carried me directly to the bathroom and threw me into the bathtub.
As soon as I was about to stand up, he forced me down, turned on the showerhead, and the hot water rushed directly to me.
"Shen Ci'an!" I gave up struggling, but I couldn't beat him anyway, and just sat down in the bathtub, glaring at him angrily.
Shen Ci'an froze in place, for a long time, turned off the unkempt head, "You take a bath first." ”
After he left, my emotions exploded completely, and everything tonight was like a dream, a nightmare.
I don't know how long it took, I adjusted my mood, washed up and changed my clothes, and was ready to make it clear to Shen Ci'an.
"You smoked?"
Shen Ci'an quickly hugged my waist, put his head on my stomach, and hummed softly, "Just one, I won't smoke it next time." ”
"At the beginning, I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions for a while."
The tone was sincere and humble, completely lost the coldness and horror just now, and returned to the harmless appearance of humans and animals in the past.
This is the kind of appearance he has been pretending to be in front of me, and he has just looked the opposite in the alley.
"Shen Ci'an, it's better to make some things clear." I tried to speak in a calm tone, but my body would still tremble because of what had just happened, and I would resist the approach of others.
Shen Ci'an felt my resistance, lowered his eyes and let go of his hand, and took the hair dryer, "I'll help you blow your hair first, it's uncomfortable to wet your hair." ”
He didn't listen to my answer, and he already helped me blow my hair like he used to.
"Zhou Linyan and I did have a little disgraceful love, but there was absolutely no overstepping the norm, not even a kiss." I started by explaining to him what I thought he would be angry about.
Shen Ci'an should believe what I say, right? Just now, he was just mad by Zhou Linyan.
"I asked you to stop just now because I was afraid that you would beat him to death and take his life, not because I had no love for Zhou Lin, since I knew the truth about that incident back then, I didn't like him."
"So you asked me to stop just now because of my consideration?" Shen Ci'an lowered his eyes and apologized with a little pleasure.
"I'm sorry at the beginning, I was mad at the time, thinking that you still cared about him, obviously he was so sorry for you...... At first, I was jealous. ”
Putting down the hair dryer, Shen Ci'an looked into my eyes, "I'm angry that you still have feelings for him, and I was angry that I didn't protect you at the first time, and almost let you encounter a poisonous ......"
"I'm not as good as you see, I'm selfish and paranoid, possessive, a whole bunch of nasty bad things, I'm afraid of scaring you, I've been hiding myself, but at the beginning, gentleness is just my disguise, can you like and like the real me."
An almost humble voice, "Don't be afraid, if you don't like it, then I'll pretend to be for the rest of my life, please don't leave me." ”
I hugged his head and patted his back soothingly, "An An, liking is a matter of two people, you don't need to disguise, life will tolerate all our bad problems." ”
No matter how well you disguise it, one day it will be exposed, and it will make others feel insecure.
Shen Ci'an blinked, there were still a few tears on his eyelashes, his eyes were red, and he took a deep breath, "I'll accompany you to the police station tomorrow to file a case." ”
I frowned slightly, not understanding his words, "What case?" ”
Shen Ci'an tapped my forehead, "Zhou Linyan's attempted rape case, people always have to pay the price for the wrong things they have done." ”
I am a little hesitant, Zhou Linyan has been beaten half to death now, will Shen Ci'an also be implicated.
Shen Ci'an hooked my jaw and met his slightly aggrieved eyes, "Chu Chu can't be distressed about that rapist, right?" ”
I shook my head, "Okay, I'll report it tomorrow." ”
I seriously suspect that Shen Ci'an is bewitching me and seducing me, otherwise how could I give up a series of hesitations at once and nod my head easily.