He got up and poured me a glass of warm water, didn't speak for a long time, and subconsciously turned away.

"Shen Ci'an, don't go." I lifted the quilt and grabbed his arm, and said softly, "It's just a nightmare, we should forget it when we wake up, why did we make it like this for a ridiculous dream?"

Shen Ci'an turned to look at me, his face buried in the dim light, confused by his joy and anger, "Chu Chu, is it really just a nightmare?" Would you really not care? ”

He took a step closer to me and raised his hand to touch my face, but I subconsciously avoided it, "Chu Chu, since it's just a nightmare, why do you resist staying away from me?" That's just a nightmare, you say. ”

I pursed my lips, my body still trembling from the nightmare, in a tone that I didn't even believe, "It's a nightmare, dreams are all the opposite, aren't they?" ”

I looked up to his eyes, tears streaming down my eyes.

"We're married, and our things have been explained, so the nightmare thing is never going to happen, is it?"

"It's a nightmare, it's just that my emotions and body haven't woken up from the nightmare, but I know in my head that it's a dream and will always be a dream."

Shen Ci'an sighed, still ready to leave, "Don't worry about dreams, get a good night's sleep." ”

I told him, "Shen Ci'an, I've already seen a psychiatrist, I'm just sick, don't leave me, okay?" ”

The more I talked, the more aggrieved I became, and I cried again unconsciously, I feel that maybe Sister Lin has been possessed recently, and she can cry and cry for any little thing.

Shen Ci'an sighed, wiped my tears away, and my red and swollen eyes were swollen and painful, "I'm just afraid of scaring you, I didn't mean to avoid you." ”

"Chuchu, you remember, I will never leave you, I will not let you commit suicide, I will not let you be hurt."

I nodded, forgot the resistance in my heart, and hooked his neck tightly, "Shen Ci'an, don't leave me, I'm really just sick, I've already seen a doctor." ”

From the time this nightmare haunted me frequently, I realized that I might be sick, that it was okay to have nightmares, and that there was something wrong with having the same nightmare so often.

At first, I didn't realize it, I just felt that I didn't feel safe enough, and I thought about it too much to dream like that.

It wasn't until the dream became more and more serious that it seriously affected my life and made me unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, and it was then that I began to contact a psychiatrist privately.

Shen Ci'an hugged me, his body stiffened, and he said for a long time: "At the beginning, have you ever thought that the reason why you have frequent nightmares recently is because of seeing a psychiatrist."

I was stunned for a moment, "Impossible......"

Shen Ci'an patted my head, "He was just a nightmare, if you go to a psychiatrist for treatment, you will deepen this nightmare over and over again in your consciousness, that's why it's so frequent." ”

I think what he said was a bit far-fetched, but when I think about it, it seems to be right, "Then let's stop for a while." ”

In the second half of the night, we didn't sleep, and we couldn't talk about what was on our minds.

The next day, I stared at the two panda eyes and went to the company, Liang Yu exclaimed, "Xiao Chu, you and your boyfriend are too fierce, it's understandable that the young man is doing firewood, but you are also ......."

I opened my eyes in a daze, "Sister Liang Yu, what are you talking about?" ”

Liang Yu smiled evilly and pointed to the bite marks on my collarbone, "My sister is also from here, and she is still pretending to be in front of me." ”

"Don't hurry up and cover it up, if someone sees it talking nonsense, you will know that you will regret it."

The ambiguous traces on a woman's body can always cause other people's thoughts, and when the time comes, they will make up unfounded rumors and cause some unnecessary trouble.

These days, my spirit is always murmuring, and my body always has an inexplicable load, but I don't pay much attention to this kind of thing.

I am also very grateful to Sister Liang Yu, whether in life or work, she is dedicated to helping me, and I can now deal with it alone from not being able to read a bunch of documents.

In a new field, we can feel every progress we make after overcoming the difficulties at the beginning.

Even if I covered it with cosmetics, the ambiguous wound was still very obvious.

Zhou Linyan stared at my neck for a few seconds, and knocked on my desk, "You come to the office." ”

Liang Yu made a gesture of good luck to me, after all, every time the two of us were scolded by Shen Ci'an's bloody head several times.

Recently, Zhou Linyan is indeed very irritable.

He piled me up again with a pile of papers, "Finish these papers, and I'll take you to sign the contract in two hours." ”

I clutched a thick pile of papers and resigned myself to work.

Recently, Zhou Linyan has started to abuse me again, and the amount of tasks is nearly twice as much as usual, not only requires speed, but also does not have any mistakes.

Just after dealing with it, it won't let you take a breath and immediately take me to sign the contract, because because of his stomach problems, almost all the wine is blocked by me.

I also resisted strongly, but I was refuted without accident, Liang Yu and I really died of drought and waterlogging.

"Pay attention to personal influence in the future." Zhou Linyan coughed lightly, his eyes swept over the bite marks on my collarbone.

I blushed slightly and hurriedly changed the subject, "Why don't you go to the hospital for treatment?" Work is too busy, so take a break since you're sick. ”

Zhou Linyan looked at me with a smile, "Chuchu, are you caring about me?" ”

"I didn't." Last night, Shen Ci'an's sickly and crazy appearance flashed through my mind over and over again.

Zhou Linyan didn't notice the abnormality on my face, he was in a very good mood, and his tone was relaxed, "Anyway, it can't be cured, and I don't like the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital, live to whatever day you want, everything is providential." ”

"Then the way you rest is quite special." I said, saying rest and rest, everything is as it is, but in reality I am a workaholic, and he has to pull me to accompany him on his back.

Meeting after meeting, stacks of documents, almost all my time occupied, Zhou Linyan really squeezed all my value out of my work!

Time passed uneventfully, and soon it was the weekend, and it was Li Muhan who called me, "Sister-in-law, can you give us the bridesmaids at the moment?" ”

Then he added: "Xiaoxuan and I don't have friends here, it's just you."

I asked, "Why did you choose to be here, aren't your families all in City A?" ”

Li Muhan sighed, "If she wants to be here, I will listen to her." ”

"You and her......" I opened my mouth and finally sighed deeply, "Okay. ”

Soon it was the day when Lin Qingxuan and Li Muhan got married, and Shen Ci'an and I were invited together.