Chapter 105: Mourning is greater than heart death

Su Ruoke looked at the man in front of him, and his heart was also mixed.

Since the last time they separated in the company, Su Ruoke's heart has been in that absent-minded state.

She didn't know if it was because of Jiang Tian's return that she disturbed herself, but during this time, whenever she was free, she couldn't stop thinking of Jiang Tian.

Jiang Tian's return seemed to be like dropping a bombshell from the calm lake, causing an uproar in her peaceful life again.

Although she had already sworn to sever relations with Jiang Tian, the moment she saw Jiang Tian again, she still couldn't stop thinking about what had happened before.

Especially at this moment, she once recalled the night when she promised to be with Jiang Tian.

By the small pond of the school, young boys and girls, under the moonlight, made a promise that seemed solemn but was actually ridiculous.

At that moment, Su Ruoke felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and the pain was incomparable.

"If yes, what's wrong with you? Is it hurt? ”

Jiang Tian sensed her abnormality and took a step forward with concern.

However, Su Ruoke immediately took a step back and said in that cold tone: "Why are you here?" ”

Jiang Tian saw her indifferent appearance, and he didn't feel good in his heart.

When did their relationship become so stiff and strange?

But Jiang Tian doesn't blame her, if you want to blame her, you can only blame yourself for coming back late, in ten years, anyone will change their temperament greatly.

"I live here too."

Jiang Tian said with a dry smile.

When Su Ruoke heard this, he couldn't help but look at him in shock.

He also lives in Regency Garden?

Could it be that God deliberately arranged to torture himself?

But soon, she calmed down again, as calm and terrible as a stranger.

She nodded, didn't answer, just said, "Thank you for saving me tonight." ”

"You're welcome."

Jiang Tian shook his head with a complicated expression.

To be honest, he would rather see Su Ruoke yelling at himself than see her so indifferent.

But what's the use of saying that now?

Now that she is married and has children, what if the relationship eases?

After all, the broken mirror cannot be reunited.

It's better to mourn than to die, right?

"I feel like I'm a little tired, I'll go home first."

Su Ruoke didn't seem to want to entangle Jiang Tian too much, so he turned around and left after speaking.

She didn't know why, as soon as she saw Jiang Tian, she had the urge to pounce and cry.

But she can't do this, no one can understand herself after ten years of pain, and she doesn't want to turn herself into a lowly and worthless woman.

Looking at the back of Su Ruoke leaving, Jiang Tianru was stuck in his throat, wanting to say something to save it, but after all, he didn't say anything.

I just watched her disappear at the end of the path as if she had never been there.

It wasn't until a long time later that Jiang Tian came back to his senses, and looked up at the moonlight, which was still bright and cold, and was in the same mood as him at the moment.

Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud.

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On the other side, Su Ruoke returned to his villa.

She didn't seem to be able to take it anymore, so she buried herself in the bed and began to cry.

"Bastard, stinky Jiangtian, why! Why should you come back! Why are you looking for me! ”

"Ten years ago, you disappeared without saying a word, and now you come back without saying a word, what do you think of me?"

"Did you come back on purpose to torture me, why bother my peaceful life, why, woo woo woo ......"

Su Ruoke cried so much that she was pouring rain, as if she was going to vent all her emotions in the past ten years at once.

I don't know how long I cried, Su Ruoke seemed to be tired of crying, so he fell asleep so groggily.

By the time she opened her eyes again, it was already early the next morning.

If it weren't for the pain in her eyes and hoarse voice, she would have thought she had a dream.

When she came to the bathroom and looked at her red and swollen eyes, the size of an egg, she felt useless.

She cried a total of three times when she was so big, and every time it was because of Jiang Tian.

The first time was the night they were together, and she cried with joy.

The second time, it was Jiang Tian who disappeared inexplicably, and she searched for a long time to no avail, and couldn't help but shed tears.

The third time, it was this time, and even this time it was the saddest she had ever cried.

Thinking of this, Su Ruoke's nose was sour again, and she almost couldn't hold back crying again.

Just as she was about to burst into tears, suddenly, her cell phone rang.

When I returned to the room and picked up my phone, I found that it was actually my best friend Lily calling.

"Hey, Ruoke, why didn't you go to work? Is something wrong? ”

As soon as the phone was connected, Lily's concerned voice came from the other side.

Su Ruoke sniffed and softened his tone before he spoke: "Oh, I'm fine, it's just that I've been too tired lately, so I'll take a leave of absence to rest at home for a few days." ”

"I see, then I'm relieved. It's time for you to take a good rest, or else, while you're on vacation, why don't I take you to have a good time? I'll be looking for you later? ”

Lily continued.

"Huh? Don't, I'm ......"

Su Ruo saw that Lily was actually coming to find her, and she was shocked, how could she still see people in her current state.

Just as she was about to refuse, Lily spoke again: "It's decided, I'll go to your house to find you in a while, and I'll see you later." ”

After saying that, she didn't give Su Ruoke a chance to refuse at all, and hung up the phone directly.

Su Ruoke listened to the busy sound on the mobile phone, and felt helpless.

There is no way, I can only take advantage of her to come and get rid of the redness and swelling of my eyes as soon as possible.

An hour later, Su Ruoke finally managed to make his eyes less abrupt, and the doorbell rang.

She sighed helplessly, but went to open the door anyway.

As soon as the door opened, Lily, wearing a black dress and a small waistcoat and a black lace hat, stood outside the door holding her son.

And behind him, there is also a man with an average appearance, but a good temperament.

The man wears a suit and leather shoes, and his hair is meticulously combed, and he knows that he is an elite person by looking at his dress.

"Lily, Brother Hao, you are here, please come in."

Su Ruoke watched the two greet each other warmly, and then looked at the child in Lily's arms, and immediately smiled: "Ah, Beibei, come and hug your aunt." ”

As she spoke, she reached out and took the child from Lily's hand.

Lily and her husband smiled at each other and walked into the villa.

In the living room, Lily and her husband are very casual and uninhibited, and it seems that their relationship is still very good in private.

"Lily, Brother Hao, you can sit casually, go and get what you drink, I'll play with Beibei, and I won't entertain you."

Su Ruoke sat directly on the sofa with Bei Bei in her arms and began to be amused.

Seeing this, Lily smiled helplessly: "If you can, how can you treat guests like this, and ask the guests to serve tea and pour water by themselves." ”

"Guests? Are you also considered guests? ”

Su Ruoke turned his head and glanced at the two of them, and asked seriously.

The three of them were classmates when they were in college, Lily was her best friend, and Hao Ren was a senior who was one year older than them, until Lily and Hao Ren were together, and in this kind of relationship, there was no need for those vain heads.

"Okay, okay, if you say no, it's not, I'll take it myself."

Lily couldn't help her, so she shook her head helplessly and got up and walked towards the kitchen.

"Wife, I'd better go, you sit."

At this time, Hao Ren took the initiative to get up and said, and then he walked towards the kitchen.

Su Ruoke glanced at the back of Hao Ren leaving, and said to Lily: "Brother Hao still spoils you as always, and it hasn't changed at all." ”

Lily pulled her hair and smiled lightly: "It's okay, in the past few years of marriage, he has been very attentive to me, especially after having children, he has been more considerate." ”

Su Ruoke soured when he heard this: "Yo yo, look at you proudly." ”

Lily sneered, "I think someone is jealous." ”

"I'm not jealous, what's wrong with a person, what do you want."

Su Ruoke said casually while teasing Beibei.

I don't know why, in a distraction, Jiang Tian's figure appeared again in her mind.

Lily saw that she was absent-minded, then looked into her eyes again, and said in a low voice:

"You cried again last night?"