Chapter 100: Love You Without Regrets
Although Jing Yinuo's appearance and family background are not bad, it is the first time that she has been said goodbye by a male god-level person, and she finally found her will after being stupid for a long time.
She was so panicked that she jumped off the bed, found her shoes, stepped aside, straightened her messy hair, hung her head and didn't dare to look at Li Yan's face, "I can treat today's incident as if it didn't happen, I'm sleepy, so I'll go first." ”
Li Yan finally mustered up the courage to confess, willing to give his sincerity to Jing Yinuo, how could he give up easily, he rushed forward and hugged Jing Yinuo's waist tightly from behind, "Yinuo, I really love you, I beg you to promise me, promise me, okay?"
His tone was so humble, the noble Li family was willing to surrender at the feet of the person he loved, and he was willing to give up his dignity for this woman.
It felt very comfortable to be held by Li Yan, Jing Yinuo let herself be ruthless, and tried hard to break his hand, she was very panicked, panicking that she would sink into his arms.
She still has sanity, but she knows that when a woman falls in love, sanity is just a luxury.
"I've had people say these things to me before, but then I realized that it was all just wishful thinking on my part. Everyone in this world longs to be loved, and Jing Yinuo is no exception, but she is afraid, afraid that the well rope in front of her is actually still a snake.
Jing Yinuo is unwilling to be deceived twice by the same scam.
The strength of Li Yan's arms became smaller, and the whole person became silent and lost, he let go of Jing Yinuo and let her face him, "I don't know what's wrong with me, as long as I see you, I can't restrain the impulse in my heart, I don't care about helping my uncle find cooperation, and I can't control calling you to my side, I want to see you, as long as I see you, I feel steady."
I've never been like this, there used to be a few people who teased me, they put a few women dressed in sexual, fun, and clothes into our box, and even then, I didn't have a heartbeat, but when I saw you, I couldn't help it. ”
Li Yan's head was always lowered, like a child who had made a mistake, he didn't dare to look directly into Jing Yinuo's eyes, he picked up the clothes that were thrown on the ground, put them back on, and tightened the belt around his waist.
Jing Yinuo understands Li Yan, she knows that Li Yan is not lying, but she is still afraid, it is easy to promise others, as long as the upper lip touches the lower lip, it can be completed, but it is difficult to realize a promise, especially this kind of promise that takes a lifetime to complete.
Li Yan is now saying what he says in his heart, but he needs to overcome many obstacles to achieve it, and when he encounters a mountain that cannot be crossed, no matter how unforgettable the love between the two people is, they have to separate.
Li Yan has too much on his back, and Jing Yinuo can help him too little, even without Jing Yinuo, he can still slowly accumulate strength to achieve his goals.
"Li Yan, I know that you are sincere to me, I like you very much, you are good to me, I am very happy, this is my blessing, but I hope we can remain friends. Jing Yinuo can be optimistic about other things, but when she faces her feelings, she only has a bleak heart in her heart.
After going through the previous things, it is difficult for her to give her sincerity anymore.
As long as there is a possibility of being deceived, she will not believe it.
Li Yan's whole strength was drained, and he struggled to hold on to the edge of the bed, and sat on the bed, not daring to look at Jing Yinuo again.
He was afraid that if he took out more sincerity, he would be hurt more deeply by her euphemistic refusal, he raised his head and closed his eyes, letting the cold wind of the air conditioner in the room blow on his face, and after a long time, he finally had the strength to speak, "It's me who is wrong, I shouldn't have said these things to you, I'm sorry." ”
Jing Yinuo has been hurt by a negative person, seeing Li Yan hit a wall emotionally, and seeing such a perfect man hurt by her, Jing Yinuo felt very uncomfortable, "Li Yan, you are really a very good person, among people who are not related by blood, you are the best for me, I really thank you."
If I hadn't experienced the past, I would have been very excited to accept your affection, and I would have sincerely regarded you as my only man, but I can't do it now. ”
Li Yan smiled bitterly and shook his head, "You don't have to say it, I know everything." ”
He didn't get angry, he didn't say anything unpleasant, and he couldn't even increase his tone when he treated a woman he wanted to pursue.
The two have been together for a long time, and they both regard each other as very precious people, one of them is so uncomfortable, how can the rest be easy.
Jing Yinuo slowly approached him, gently calling his name, "...... Liyan"
Li Yan's eyes were slightly hot, but the dignity of a man allowed him to maintain his dignity, and even forced himself to smile frankly, "I'm fine, Ah Feng is not an adult, he has changed countless girlfriends, and he is often hurt by love, I am at this age, and it is good to taste the hurt taste of feelings, at least one more experience." ”
The stronger he behaved, the stronger he pretended to be fine, the more distressed Jing Yinuo became, and she clenched her fists and couldn't forgive herself.
Li Yan treated her so well, but she gave him a hard stab in return.
Jing Yinuo turned around in place a few times, and finally gritted his teeth and said, "You...... You give me some more time, please give me some more time, I'm ......"
Jing Yinuo herself doesn't know if it will be useful for her to do this, she can ask for time, but there is no way to force feelings, there is no fate, and no matter how long time it is, it will not help.
She knew everything, but she couldn't watch the people she cared about in such pain.
She still has some expectation in her heart, and she may just be infected by the atmosphere in the mountains, and the usually calm person will become emotional and impulsive, and when he leaves and returns to the busy and fast-paced city life, he will forget what happened here.
"Did you agree, Yinuo?" Li Yan was like a pardoned death row prisoner, so happy that he didn't know what to do, he stepped forward and grabbed Jing Yinuo's hand and refused to let go.
Jing Yinuo closed his eyes and shook his head, "Li Yan, I really don't want to hurt you." ”
The smile on Li Yan's face gradually condensed, until finally stiffened on his face, and he didn't say anything for a long time with his mouth open.
The two of them have reached this point where both of them need a space of their own to calm down, calm down and weigh the pros and cons and feelings clearly.
Jing Yinuo also needs time to convince herself, convincing herself that there are not so many people in the world who cheat their feelings, even if she and Li Yan can't go to the end, the time when the two of them are together will be a good memory.
"You go take a shower first, take a shower and sleep, we're all tired today. Jing Yinuo said goodbye to Li Yan, closed the door of the room after going out, and when the click sounded, all the strength in her body was drained.