Volume 1: Campus Situation Chapter 15: The Heart of the Strong
In a dream.
Red World. The heavens are red, the earth is red, the stones are red, and the whole world is red.
Chen Yi stood in this world, a world that once made him tremble with fear, who could believe that this was just a dream world. At this moment, it was very quiet, quiet and eerie, as if there was no breath of life, only red.
But now Chen Yi's mind is calm, and this dream that once scared him extremely can't make him too afraid. Is it because of that person? Or is it because of that humiliation, that blatant provocation? or something else...... Chen Yi couldn't help but wonder, whatever, he's still alive, isn't he?
Chen Yi hasn't been here for a long time, this dream is like a joke, in order to solve his own troubles, it took nine heads and two tigers, and in the end, with a trace of luck, he had to live, who cares so much, sometimes the result is more important than the process, and living is the last word.
However, at this moment, Chen Yi was very puzzled, why did he suddenly come to a dream again, and he didn't have time to think about it, and his mind inexplicably strung up a question: Could it be that the purpose of his life is to be humiliated? If so, it was better to die in a dream and follow the wishes of the man who was exactly the same as himself; if not, why did he have no confidence at all when he was insulted, and was he intimidated by "his father is Wang Wen's power"? Or was he inferior from the bottom of his heart and never thought that he had the capital to fight?
What is it? Chen Yi asked himself inwardly.
A face distorted in the space of dreams, that face was Wang Gang for a while, the fat man who had beaten Chen Yi for a while, Qin Xiling for a while, and Chen Yi himself for a while.
"O those who love, O those who hate. No matter who it is, there can't be only hate, and of course there can't be only love. Everyone wants the world to be beautiful, and everyone wants the world to be pure and immaculate. However, if there is no love, how can there be hatred, and if there is no hate, how can we talk about love? Then Wang Gang treats himself like this, isn't it because she loves Zhao Yue'er? Even if he loves his face, in short, there are things he loves, even if this thing is very superficial, it is still something he loves. At this moment, why don't I hurt me because I love face, because I love, I hate Wang Gang, and I hate that fat man. Chen Yi smiled slightly, as if he had figured out a lot of things.
"Is that all?" a vague voice "flew out" in the dream world.
"What else can I do, besides, I'm not a person with a small belly, I'm not afraid of this shameful thing. Chen Yi's mood suddenly brightened.
"Cowards say so, they are trampled on by others, and they actually say that it is okay to lose face, and they can also say that the prime minister can support the boat in his belly. I was trampled on my self-esteem by others, saying that I was just trying to survive...... Indeed, such people will live longer. ”
Chen Yi roared: "Fart, it's not like this at all." ”
"What is that like? Cowards never admit that they are cowards, and brave people never say they are warriors. ”
Are you really a coward? Do you really dare not face the reality, is this matter just over? No, no, no, absolutely not, this is not over. This time the voice did not refute.
Chen Yi suddenly realized that whose voice was it? It seemed to be in his heart, and it seemed to wander anywhere in this world, but Chen Yi was sure that this voice was not heard with his ears, but with his heart. And whatever you think, this voice will refute, but now there is no refutation, is it a tacit acquiescence?
What about the man who looked exactly like himself? Is he dead? Chen Yi was secretly relieved.
"What? He's dead, are you happy?" the voice said again.
"Of course, I feel like he's threatening my life?"
"So you want him dead?"
"Of course, no one wants to put their lives in the hands of others. Chen Yi was calm.
"But in your heart, you have already put your life in his hands. You want him to die, not to improve yourself, you want him to die, but whether he dies or not will not be transferred by your will. ”
Chen Yi was shocked, yes, he unknowingly put his life in the hands of others. Maybe in life, you are a weakling, you are a failure. Is it worth a fart, it's not a big deal, you can see it everywhere, you can work for others for a lifetime, no matter how high the salary is, it's not about looking at other people's faces...... Do you think you're great? Actually, it's bullshit.
Chen Yi: "Hey, in the face of the vast ocean, do you still have the courage to face it? In the face of the vast earth, do you have the strong confidence of our lord's ups and downs? The endless starry sky will be flooded with irresistible emotions, and you will unconsciously put your fate in the hands of others." ”
"It's like you put your hope in my master. ”
Chen Yi was shocked: "Is your master him?"
"Yes. ”
"And who are?"
"I am your dream, the embodiment of this dream, so to speak, an independent will of the master. ”
"He's not dead?" Chen Yi asked urgently, it seemed that he thought that the madman was dead, but he didn't expect that he was not dead.
"He is my master, how can someone who is so easy to die be my master, but he has already fallen into a deep sleep. "Sneering voice.
"Where?"
"In the depths of your heart. My master fell into madness because he couldn't get over the love barrier, and fell into a deep sleep, but fortunately, this dream space was successfully forged for a long time. The voice sighed faintly.
"Is it because I'm in a dream, and you're the embodiment of a dream, that you can read what's going on in my heart?"
"I can only say that the main reason is this. I am a special space that the master has placed in your subconscious, so you are not actually dreaming, but in the space created by the master, but this space is in your subconscious. Of course, as the embodiment of this space, you can say that there is no secret in front of me, but the premise is that you still have a trace of blood in your body that is the same as that of your master. It is precisely because of this same bloodline breath that you are qualified to enter your subconscious, and you are qualified to enter this dream space. ”
"Sure enough, there are pros and cons. Chen Yi sighed, "It seems that that person is really my previous life." Otherwise, there would be no blood. ”
"I can't read the master, unless the master wants me to know. Just as the master allowed me to have a casual conversation with you when he was asleep, you can answer your questions as best you can. It's just a pity that my strength is less than one percent of my master's, and without my master's strong strength, I can't forcibly bring you to the dream space. Can only wait for you to come. ”
"How long will it take for him to wake up?" Chen Yi nodded, and asked worriedly. It is estimated that the man named Chu Tian was going to take his own life when he woke up, otherwise why would he deliberately let a consciousness solve his problem when he was asleep? The only answer is that Chu Tian planned to understand himself when he woke up, so that he could be a ghost, Chen Yi thought.
"Rest assured, the owner fell into madness, and he chose to go into a deep sleep and not wake up for a moment. However, he can also wake up at any time, but the price of waking up is the loss of a lot of memories, and he is unwilling to do so unless he has to. Of course, if there is a strong interference factor from the outside world, he may also be woken up. The voice suggested.
"Is this still reassuring to me?" Chen Yi yelled.
"Don't you understand? Even if the master never wakes up again, for a weak person like you, sooner or later he will perish under the law of survival of the fittest, it is only a matter of time. ”
Chen Yi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized in his heart: "Yes, the world is the law of the jungle, if you are weak, you have to die, this law of survival is the law of heaven and earth, it is better to control your own destiny than to hand over your fate to others." However, when the enemy is an unshakable and powerful being, let alone me, how many people can rise to resist? How many warriors have the courage to fight?"
"Maybe you are weak now, but there is a saying on the earth that "people are not short of ambition". If you lose even your self-esteem in the face of strength, then your heart is lost, your heart is lost, and you are not far from death. Of course, you can also choose to always prostrate at the feet of others, never look up, and after a long time, you will take all this for granted and become someone else's exclusive slave. ”
Chen Yi was shocked, could it be that he was already unconsciously servile, or did he start to try to get used to the identity of the weak, damn, what difference does it make. But Wang Gang's bastard father is a picket, this background is too big, how can I ......
"Nothing is impossible, maybe in your eyes, the identity of the captain of the picket is indeed very strong. However, the truly strong people are born from unremitting pursuit, and when they encounter difficulties, they will move forward bravely, not catch up, and finally reach the top of the pyramid. Just like my master, after more than 30,000 years of baptism, he became a strong man at the top of the pyramid of the dimensional world. The voice said quietly.
Chen Yi was puzzled: "But I don't feel the motivation to pursue, have I adapted to being a "slave"?"
The voice took a long time before he said: "In the world of the earth, the strong either have power, or money, or both, but the strong I am talking about are not these ethereal external things, the real strong are the ones who change the color of the heavens and the earth, and all external factors are just the driving force for the strong to move forward, and the pressure to promote the progress of the strong cannot stop the progress of the strong in the slightest." When you become a real powerhouse, what does the outside world do?"
"What is a real strong man, is it, is it...... Is it absolute force?" Chen Yi muttered.
"Yes, absolute force. You were beaten up in the cafeteria today, just imagine, if you had the strength to kill those few people in an instant, would you be able to get today's humiliation? If your force reaches the top of the pyramid, even if you have the rich, no matter how many people you find, in the face of your absolute force, the number is just a scum, just a joke. The voice stirred.
Chen Yi thought of the man in black who was exactly the same as himself, could it be absolute force, a look, a smile, and a sentence of "You're going to die"...... Any action contains the charm of the strongest, the inexplicable charm, and every move makes people can't help but be afraid and tremble.
"Although the master's force is at the top of the pyramid, it is not the strongest, otherwise he would not be framed. You must know that the real strong person may use some means when he grows up, but once he reaches the extreme, it is equivalent to the existence of God, and the conspiracy is what you say in front of God. ”
Chen Yi's eyes were confused, although he said that the voice was so divine and so fascinating, but it still did not arouse the pursuit in his heart. However, Chen Yizhi somewhat understood that the voice had actually been ticking himself, wanting him to understand absolute force, and even more so to arouse the desire to pursue in his heart.
Chen Yi is not a fool, he understands very well that the reason why the voice keeps communicating with him is to hope to arouse his desire to pursue, only in this way, on the road in the future, can he fight against the laws of heaven and earth, and face difficulties, not to escape from fear, but to face it head-on, taking it as a stumbling block on the road of growth, only walking, leaving nothing.
The voice seemed to be a little frustrated: "Find your way." ”
Chen Yi was still confused.
The voice rose again: "If the person who is bedding today is not you, but Qin Xiling, what will you do? If it is not you who will be insulted in the future, but the dean's mother who raised you is insulted, you ...... again" The words were not finished.
Chen Yi's eyes were already on fire, seeing that the red world seemed to be getting redder, and at this moment he had only one thought in his heart: "No, no, it will never be allowed." ”
The voice was interrupted by Chen Yi, and he didn't make a sound. Chen Yi remembered Qin Xiling's tears, those tears almost drowned him, once upon a time, he swore in his heart not to let her cry a second time, but ...... Forget? No, no one is allowed to hurt her, never tolerated. And the dean's mother, how kind and ...... she is
Chen Yi only felt that there was a fire in his body, this fire was invisible, and this fire was called the fire in his heart. Although the fire was small, it made Chen Yi feel that his heart was burning all the time.
In the dream, the consciousness felt that Chen Yi ignited the fire in his heart so quickly, and secretly scolded: "Damn, I knew this earlier, and I still bothered you with so many words, what a waste of Lao Tzu's expression." Immediately, he smiled: "Master, I have prepared a big gift for you, hehe, even if I can't kill you, it's good to be disgusting." ”
Many years later, Chen Yi learned that the fire that was lit at that time was the heart fire that only the super strong have, which meant that he had a strong heart from now on, and the strongest heart was an absolute belief in the pursuit of absolute force - invincible faith, and this invincible and fearless belief arose precisely because he found the most worthy of protecting the "thing".